Did I ask for it???

Salam n hi to all again...

not sure why this week seems to be not a nice week for me... not feeling good at office... some of my colleagues think that i am trying to kiss my boss ass... hello, please i don't do that... i might talk, spent time a lot with my boss but hello he has his own mind and he can think for himself... so stop giving me remark like, did u told IJ to sms us all??? and why do u want it?? is it u or the boss asking for it??? please for heaven sake i don't have time to do that!!! i have lots of other better works to do than doing that... i'm really fed up with all this remark... i don't have time to be busy body about other people works, compiling all the dept works!!! look at urself first before u blame others... u come late to the office, go out for only u know the reason and come back again to the office at 5pm, pack ur stuff n go home... did u ever bother about ur job?? ur tech doesn't have spare parts n etc??? there's complaint n etc?? and please if u r efficient enough than the bosses might give u the job... i didn't volunteer myself to do all the dept stuff... i was given the job and it will be my pleasure if u want to have it... by all mean, take it... and one more, yes i have known the big boss since i was 13 but then i don't get any privilege out it... if u open your eyes widely n see, I have been given lots n lots n lots of works... and I have to do everything.. on top of that i have to help out on the dept stuff.. I don't get any special privilege like less works, going back early, coming in late or taking off as n when i like... so please la don't say that oh she went to oversea bcoz she is the niece of the boss... i''m not his niece!!! he is my bff's bro in law!!! i'm not the only one who went to oversea, basically all the engineers went... so everyone, check ur fact before u say something... but again i can't stop u from talking...

to make matter worst there is one colleague of mine who needs an email everytime u want him to do works... hello, u r sitting 3 feet awat from me!!! my other colleagues will do it with just a phone call and u, need an email?? I just hate people who give me nonsense reason just to avoid doing the job... i respect u as someone older than me but please don't go over the board... don't make me tell u straight to your face, i'm your boss so do what i say... i'm trying to be nice to everyone in my dept but again it doesn't seem to be worth it... i just had enough yesterday, so i went to my second boss and told him all about it.. he told me to be patient n this is part n parcel of works.. but i'm just a normal person, i have feelings.. so my beloved bosses, the next time u want something from ur engineers, please sms/email them urself... it's not that i don't want to help u but i'm just totally fed up with them... I do my job honestly coz it's an amanah from Allah.. i don't do things just to get promotion like some people.. to me, do ur best n be judge from what u do...

till then take care n have a nice weekend peeps...