Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Tired... Exhausted.. Speechless...
hope that all of you are doing good.. as for me i'm not doing good.. mentally and physically i'm exhausted... to many things happen in my life and i'm tired of it.. exhausted and speechless... i have nothing more to say and just go with the flow.. i had enough of everything...
p/s: any vacancy in ur comp for me??
Saturday, August 1, 2009
My EuRoPe TrIp
Friday, July 17, 2009
June
june was an interesting month for me.. early of the month i was busy with the stimulus package... getting all tender out, doing the management paper and alhamdulillah everything is ok.. then in the middle of the month something not so nice happen, but u know every dark cloud has a silver lining... on 18th my beloved niece birthday!!! happy birthday darling.... may Allah bless you always, may you be a good Muslimah n daughter... Everyone took off on the 18th.. we went to klcc for lunch, plan to take zara to the pool but unfortunately the pool is closed for some upgrading works.... so we just walked around n around... was back by 6pm coz that night we did doa selamat for zara at the surau.. intended to do her birthday party on the weekend but it will be quite tight for me.. therefore it was decided to potponed the party..
i met V on one of the days, can't really remember when.. we hang out at starbucks, klcc... chat, update each other n then V told me she's getting married end of the month... so that's y she insist on meeting up with me so that she can give me the invitation card.. happy for her that she found her other half...
ok now is the most unexpected thing that happen in my life.. on 12th of june i received a phone call frm my boss at 6++.. i was thinking it should be something to do with works.. my boss asked me will i be free frm 21/6 - 29/6?? i said yes, i will be free.. that he drop the one million dollar question.. do u want to go to europe?? i was shock, really shock.. my answer was it's up to you, boss.. u decided and i'll follow.. there will be 3 trips - 1st to europe, 2nd to US and 3rd to china.. i can't be choosy so i just let him decide.. so my boss decided, europe will be MAA & NAJ, US will be WRH & ZY and china will be IJ, MZA & HR... but IJ, my second boss doesn't want to go so ZI will be going to china... then on tuesday before the weekend to Europe, i took the flu vaccine just to be on the safe side.. i will be going to london, copenhagen and amsterdam...
will update my trip in the second post...
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Lil bro 20th Birthday!!!

Thursday, May 14, 2009
middle child syndrome
Lately i'm not emotinally stable... especially regarding my works.. i don't seem to control my anger and will just let it out.. and due to the stress that i'm going thru i broke dwon in the office twice... i was too angry to let it out that only my tears fall down... hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha can't believe... where is tough girl gone??? hiding down the desk??? i need to be strong really strong and not soft hearted like this.. wake up wake up wake up!!!! insya Allah i will be the tough lady (not girl anymore)..
ok my beloved MD has just email me this middle child syndrome.. since i'm a middle child do you think i am what this article say???
-The middle or second born child or children often have the sense of not belonging. They fight to receive attention from parents and others because they feel many times they are being ignored or dubbed off as being the same as another sibling. Being in the middle a child can feel insecure. The middle child often lacks drive and looks for direction from the first born child. Sometimes a middle child feels out of place because they are not over achievers and like to go with the flow of things. Being a middle child would mean they are loners. They really don’t like to latch on to a person in a relationship, there fore they have trouble keeping one due to lack of interest. Not liking to take the limelight for anything, they are not over achievers and just simply work enough work to get by, and typically that goes with school as well as a career. They are however very artistic and creative. If forced to use abilities they will work well, but do not work well under pressure. They often start several projects but rarely keep focused long enough to finish a project. The best career move for a middle child would be along the lines of using their creative. Going into a writing or journalism career, and into a career that they could freely express themselves would be good. Anything that would have hours that are flexible, and projects that frequently changed would be good for a middle born child. Since relationships are not of high importance to a middle child, often times they are alone. However, the best possible match for a middle child would be a last born -
give me our opinion coz i really want to know.. not to say that it will effect me but in life we have to keep on improving ourself... I'm just a normal person... there's a lot of me to improve in being a better person... hope to hear from u soon...
too much to tell...
hope all you is doing good.. alhamdulillah i'm good... am i really in good condition??? u decide upon reading my post...
Feb 09
4 Feb 09 - 9 Feb 09 - As mentioned in my previous post, my family went to Brunei on the 4th of Feb.. upon arriving LCCT, all my families member from singapore was there... check in and had a chat while waiting for our flight.. it was 2 and half hour flight from here to brunei.. we touch down at brunei at almost 8pm.. Uncle Sop n family was there welcoming us.. for the first time in my life i did not have to Q for immigration check up n etc.. there was a special counter for us n our back was not check... since there was at least 16 of us, Uncle Sop has arrange for a few cars to be there... From the airport to house, it only take us 10mins.. Upon arriving the, uncle din's family, aunty rahijah n pak long's family was there... i was really happy to see all of them coz the last time we met each other was in 2006!!! rested for awhile while dinner is served.. we stayed at aunty intan's niece house which is behind uncle sop's house... while having dinner, Abg Malik n family arrived.. this is my second time meeting him, so he didn't recognize me.. it was busy n tight schedule for us i'm not going to list it out coz it's going to be a long list.. anyway u may browse my beloved sis's blog - http://www.mypreciousmyeverything.blogspot.com/. I want to mentioned here that Uncle Sop is a really good host.. All our need and necessaity was well taken care of... nothing for you to complain... One thing for sure, Uncle Sop really love his family and he show it...
12 Feb 09 - My birthday!!! i'm now officially 28 years old, yeah people i'm not that young anymore(eventhough i look young :) ) nothing much for my birthday as i was working as normal and i was having high fever by the night.. so my birthday was spent on bed with a high fever... oh btw, sis sent a flower for me to the ofc - something that i expected her to do..
13 Feb 09 - 14 Feb 09 - My family went to S'pore... my beloved cousin, khalida getting engaged today!!! Khalida, i believe u have think wisely on this matter and i really hope that he will take a good care of you dear.. the wedding is not decided yet but it will most probably be next year... The next day, was Shasha's reception on her hubby side.. it was done at the community centre.. shasha as usual looking gorgeous and vibrant.. may Allah bless you with all the hapiness all along your married life... After the reception, we start packing n visited certain of my bro in law's relative before heading to kl...
After all this i'm back with my busy works...
March 09
1st March 09 - My beloved Ma birthday!!!! to my beloved Ma, happy birthday!! May Allah bless you with all the happiness, good health and wealth.. i love you more than words can say... i know i'm not good in showing it but only Allah know how much i love you.. i know i'm not a good daughter - always argue, quarrel with you n didn't make u happy n be a good daughter but Ma i'm trying my best to be ur ideal daughter... insya Allah... we celebrated Ma's birthday at TGi Fridays, Pavillion... the food is ok but i prefer chillis than tgif.. other than that nothing special...
April 09
Nothing much to write other than my busy schedule.. just work, home, work, home...
May 09
8th May 09 - My beloved Pa birthday!!! to my beloved Pa, happy birthday!!! May Allah bless you with all the happiness, good health and wealth.. as i mentioned above i know i'm not a good daughter but i'm trying my best... insya Allah... we celebrated pa's birthday at Cheng Ho... it's a chinese muslim restaurant.. the food was good but the butter prawn was not that good.. have tastes something much more better than that... we got for Pa, set of belt and wallet... Hope Pa liked it...
There have been a lot happening in my life but i don't seem to remember all... i guess i just want to let go of it... till then take care n have a nice day...
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Selfish!!!!!
hope that everyone is doing good... alhamdulillah i'm doing good... at the moment i'm really pist off with my administrator....
y??? i submitted my claim early off january and she still has not do it!!!! helloooo, u take off as and when u want, up to you.. but get ur job done... it's not only mine but everyone in the dept.. and don't blame the system coz teh sytem was only down for a week not for a month!!! i don't know how my boss could tolerate with all this... luckily i'm not the boss or else, i will ask for a new administrator...
let go of that, now lets talk about something else.. my life has been as usual.. busy with works and spent time with my beloved family during the weekend... on 8 Jan 09, i got a new niece, Noor Alya Abdul Hafiz... Abg Hafiz's second child.. Alya completes the family... i'm so happy for abg hafiz n kak azreen.. hope to meet the baby in Feb.. oh yeah talking about Feb... on 4 feb, i'll be going to brunei for my cousin, Shasha's wedding.. will be there till the 9 Feb.. so i'll be on leave from the 4 Feb to 10 Feb... Yippie!!!! finally i can get out of all this tension and pressure.. will spent quality time with all my families.. insya Allah on 14 Feb, we will be going to S'pore for the groom's side reception but this is still KIV..
as for my friends... MD alhamdulillah is doing good at dubai eventhough her collegues is a total jerks around.. other that she is doing fine.. i do miss her, hanging out with her.. i guess i just have to wait till she come back agian... as for lala, she's getting engaged on 7 Feb 09.. i won't be able to attend her engagement as i'm not aorund.. anyway, i helped her out the hantaran.. just a simple one.. told her to take lots of picts for me to see... i hope she will always be happy...
till then take care n have a nice day...