sad... tired...tensed...

Salam n hi to all...

how r all of you doing?? hope that all of you are doing good... as for me is the same as my title... i have a mix feeling at the moment....

tired - last week was a busy week for me... my schedule was pack and my cousin was around... amal and mana was here for three days.. i only manage to go out with them on thursday, the last night they were in kl.. we went look out point at langat n downtown at danau kota... i was busy doing the strategic plan n appraisal.. everything need to be submitted by friday... start with the strategic plan, continue with aprraisal on wednesday and continue with the report on thursday... this is the first time me doing appraisal, luckily a colleageu of mine was kind enough to assist me on it... talknig about this, certain people are not happy with my appraisal... y?? i don't know... at times, i hate being in this kind of situation... i should be sad or unhappy about my appraisal, i got the same point as a colleague of mine but if compare the work load i will say that mine is triple or more than that compare to that person... but again, it's my boss decision.. i accept it the way it is... as i mention in my previous post i had stop expecting anything from anyone anymore... i just accpet and take things as it is... talking about my job, at times i get tensed up not bcoz of the work load but the unnecessary works that i need to do.. frankly i will say that it is not well organize... today again, for the second time i'm thinking of getting other job.. not to say that i did not apply any job at all, i do but only thru online... but if this thought come again for the 3rd time, than i will definitely buy the star n start a serious job hunting... to me no point of complaining and get yourself tensed up just bcoz of the works.. if you really can't atke it anymore than just leave... that's the best solution.. obviously u won't know how the environment going to be but if you don't try you won't know....

last saturday i spent my day with my family n on sunday, i went to sunway pyramid with lala... supposedly me, MD n lala go for a picnic but couldn't get MD... talking about MD, the last that i talk to her was on friday n sms was on saturday... it has been 3days since she contact me... i did sms n call her but unfortunately she didn't reply... not sure y.. but MD if you are reading this, i'm sorry if i've hurt you in anyway... just remember no matter what i'll will always be there for you my dear sis... this is not the first time that she activated her silent mode but normally it will only last for 2days, escpecially during weekend.. but this time around, her silent mode is still activated... hope that she will deactivate her silent mode as soon as possible... btw, lala's sis, suraya has gievn birth to a baby girl yesterday.. her name is khairin nur fazreen... hope that both mom n baby is doing good... i guess that's all for this time...

till then, take care n have a nice day, weeks n months to all of you...