22 April 2007

it has been quite sometimes that i wrote something in here....been quite a busy week for me...need to get some presentation done for my boss...first time that i stay back in the office up to 10....i had stay back b4 in my previous company but this is the first in my new company...by the time i left the office i was exhausted....hahahaha

actually i would like to write something about my beloved friend md...i've known her since i was 13...we were close since then...we've been there for each other...basically we know each other lifes pretty well....some may not understand the friendship that we share...we have lots to talk about...our day start with sms in the morning...followed by phone call in the noon, meet up in the evening and chatting by the night...so can you imagine how much do we talk and update each other....recently we talked...our future husband to be (if there is) has to really understand our friendship...coz it's very special and unique...he should understand and give us some time together...to me the best is if our future husband could be best friend like we do...insya Allah....

recently MD went through some sad moment in her life...broke off her engagement that she had been holding for 4 years...but that's not the problem now...the problem is she got to know this new guy, WP some where in march...and they had been close with each other since day one...quite weird but that's the fact...this is the first time that i've heard people getting close with each other in just few days...ok basically MD and WP are close with each other...i would say beside me, WP is the next person that know MD well...it may sound too much but that's the fact...i've seen both of them together...and from the first time that i saw them i have this feeling in me that saying this is the one that is for MD....insya Allah
through out the friendship, WP told MD that he is single coz MD does not like to be involve with people who is attached...you know how things will get complicated...but some how WP told us that he has a gf...obviously MD was shock to learn that...firstly coz he lied and secondly, WP has been treating her like a gf....so MD know that she has to put a gap between this friendship...but it was not easy for both of them...they had been there for each other and it's not easy to let go...some how now they are not close with each other as they used to be...and i just don't understand WP...why must you treat her so nice and good...and did all that you did and then now keep quite??? i just don't get it...y is it so difficult for guys to understand ladies...like i said i've known MD for so long, i've not seen her love anyone as much as she love WP...WP really has a big impact in her life...and it's not easy for her to go through what she is going through now...loving someone is a special feeling that you have in you but to be loved by the person that you loved will be even meanigful...if you are fated to be together than you'll be together...if not just cherish all the sweet moments that you shared...i know that WP will stay in her heart always....

to all guys out there...everyone has feelings...don't mess with people feelings...always put yourself in other people's shoe...then you'll know how it feels to be hurt....to WP, i hope you could make up your mind...you are one lucky guy whom had won her heart and her love....but you don't appreciate what you have right now...do you know that some other guys is jealous of you???they had been trying but they could not win her heart but you did it and you don't appreciate it...any how it's your choice...i just hope that you'll decide and let MD know...she has the right to know...no matter if it's a good or bad news, she will face it and make the best out of it....

to my dearest MD, be strong...hold on tight to it...insya Allah you'll over come it...i'm always here for you my dearest friend....take a good care of yourself and love you always....