Lil bro 20th Birthday!!!

salam n hi to all...

this entry is for my lil bro.. my lil bro just turned 20 on tuesday... he's no longer a boy or teenager... he's going to adulthood.. so this year for his birthday, we went for a high tea at concorde.. went there on sunday.. as usual concorde food is always good.. then at sharp 12am of 26 may 09, nur ahmad cut his bday cake.. this year his b'day cake was specially made by the sisters.. me baking the cake n sis did the icing.. it's a 2 tier cake.. i was telling him, this is actually not a b'day cake but a wedding cake hahahahahahaha.... Dear Nur Ahmad, there's a lot in life that you will go through.. be strong, hold to your faith, whatever you do in life remember Allah n ur family.. i have faith in you and i know u'll succeed in ur life.. u just need to control your temper... no matter how old u r, u will always be the baby of the family... lots of love, ur sis...

middle child syndrome

Salam n hi again...

Lately i'm not emotinally stable... especially regarding my works.. i don't seem to control my anger and will just let it out.. and due to the stress that i'm going thru i broke dwon in the office twice... i was too angry to let it out that only my tears fall down... hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha can't believe... where is tough girl gone??? hiding down the desk??? i need to be strong really strong and not soft hearted like this.. wake up wake up wake up!!!! insya Allah i will be the tough lady (not girl anymore)..

ok my beloved MD has just email me this middle child syndrome.. since i'm a middle child do you think i am what this article say???

-The middle or second born child or children often have the sense of not belonging. They fight to receive attention from parents and others because they feel many times they are being ignored or dubbed off as being the same as another sibling. Being in the middle a child can feel insecure. The middle child often lacks drive and looks for direction from the first born child. Sometimes a middle child feels out of place because they are not over achievers and like to go with the flow of things. Being a middle child would mean they are loners. They really don’t like to latch on to a person in a relationship, there fore they have trouble keeping one due to lack of interest. Not liking to take the limelight for anything, they are not over achievers and just simply work enough work to get by, and typically that goes with school as well as a career. They are however very artistic and creative. If forced to use abilities they will work well, but do not work well under pressure. They often start several projects but rarely keep focused long enough to finish a project. The best career move for a middle child would be along the lines of using their creative. Going into a writing or journalism career, and into a career that they could freely express themselves would be good. Anything that would have hours that are flexible, and projects that frequently changed would be good for a middle born child. Since relationships are not of high importance to a middle child, often times they are alone. However, the best possible match for a middle child would be a last born -

give me our opinion coz i really want to know.. not to say that it will effect me but in life we have to keep on improving ourself... I'm just a normal person... there's a lot of me to improve in being a better person... hope to hear from u soon...

too much to tell...

salam n hi to all...

hope all you is doing good.. alhamdulillah i'm good... am i really in good condition??? u decide upon reading my post...

Feb 09

4 Feb 09 - 9 Feb 09 - As mentioned in my previous post, my family went to Brunei on the 4th of Feb.. upon arriving LCCT, all my families member from singapore was there... check in and had a chat while waiting for our flight.. it was 2 and half hour flight from here to brunei.. we touch down at brunei at almost 8pm.. Uncle Sop n family was there welcoming us.. for the first time in my life i did not have to Q for immigration check up n etc.. there was a special counter for us n our back was not check... since there was at least 16 of us, Uncle Sop has arrange for a few cars to be there... From the airport to house, it only take us 10mins.. Upon arriving the, uncle din's family, aunty rahijah n pak long's family was there... i was really happy to see all of them coz the last time we met each other was in 2006!!! rested for awhile while dinner is served.. we stayed at aunty intan's niece house which is behind uncle sop's house... while having dinner, Abg Malik n family arrived.. this is my second time meeting him, so he didn't recognize me.. it was busy n tight schedule for us i'm not going to list it out coz it's going to be a long list.. anyway u may browse my beloved sis's blog - http://www.mypreciousmyeverything.blogspot.com/. I want to mentioned here that Uncle Sop is a really good host.. All our need and necessaity was well taken care of... nothing for you to complain... One thing for sure, Uncle Sop really love his family and he show it...

12 Feb 09 - My birthday!!! i'm now officially 28 years old, yeah people i'm not that young anymore(eventhough i look young :) ) nothing much for my birthday as i was working as normal and i was having high fever by the night.. so my birthday was spent on bed with a high fever... oh btw, sis sent a flower for me to the ofc - something that i expected her to do..

13 Feb 09 - 14 Feb 09 - My family went to S'pore... my beloved cousin, khalida getting engaged today!!! Khalida, i believe u have think wisely on this matter and i really hope that he will take a good care of you dear.. the wedding is not decided yet but it will most probably be next year... The next day, was Shasha's reception on her hubby side.. it was done at the community centre.. shasha as usual looking gorgeous and vibrant.. may Allah bless you with all the hapiness all along your married life... After the reception, we start packing n visited certain of my bro in law's relative before heading to kl...

After all this i'm back with my busy works...

March 09

1st March 09 - My beloved Ma birthday!!!! to my beloved Ma, happy birthday!! May Allah bless you with all the happiness, good health and wealth.. i love you more than words can say... i know i'm not good in showing it but only Allah know how much i love you.. i know i'm not a good daughter - always argue, quarrel with you n didn't make u happy n be a good daughter but Ma i'm trying my best to be ur ideal daughter... insya Allah... we celebrated Ma's birthday at TGi Fridays, Pavillion... the food is ok but i prefer chillis than tgif.. other than that nothing special...

April 09

Nothing much to write other than my busy schedule.. just work, home, work, home...

May 09

8th May 09 - My beloved Pa birthday!!! to my beloved Pa, happy birthday!!! May Allah bless you with all the happiness, good health and wealth.. as i mentioned above i know i'm not a good daughter but i'm trying my best... insya Allah... we celebrated pa's birthday at Cheng Ho... it's a chinese muslim restaurant.. the food was good but the butter prawn was not that good.. have tastes something much more better than that... we got for Pa, set of belt and wallet... Hope Pa liked it...

There have been a lot happening in my life but i don't seem to remember all... i guess i just want to let go of it... till then take care n have a nice day...