Thursday, July 31, 2008
stop expecting anything form anyone
not sure why but lately i'm being very sensitive/mellow... easily i will get hurt and cry... i don't like this... i need to be stoned hearted again like i was before... so dearest myself, stop being sensitive and mellow... be tough n stoned hearted...
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
sad... tired...tensed...
Salam n hi to all...
how r all of you doing?? hope that all of you are doing good... as for me is the same as my title... i have a mix feeling at the moment....
tired - last week was a busy week for me... my schedule was pack and my cousin was around... amal and mana was here for three days.. i only manage to go out with them on thursday, the last night they were in kl.. we went look out point at langat n downtown at danau kota... i was busy doing the strategic plan n appraisal.. everything need to be submitted by friday... start with the strategic plan, continue with aprraisal on wednesday and continue with the report on thursday... this is the first time me doing appraisal, luckily a colleageu of mine was kind enough to assist me on it... talknig about this, certain people are not happy with my appraisal... y?? i don't know... at times, i hate being in this kind of situation... i should be sad or unhappy about my appraisal, i got the same point as a colleague of mine but if compare the work load i will say that mine is triple or more than that compare to that person... but again, it's my boss decision.. i accept it the way it is... as i mention in my previous post i had stop expecting anything from anyone anymore... i just accpet and take things as it is... talking about my job, at times i get tensed up not bcoz of the work load but the unnecessary works that i need to do.. frankly i will say that it is not well organize... today again, for the second time i'm thinking of getting other job.. not to say that i did not apply any job at all, i do but only thru online... but if this thought come again for the 3rd time, than i will definitely buy the star n start a serious job hunting... to me no point of complaining and get yourself tensed up just bcoz of the works.. if you really can't atke it anymore than just leave... that's the best solution.. obviously u won't know how the environment going to be but if you don't try you won't know....
last saturday i spent my day with my family n on sunday, i went to sunway pyramid with lala... supposedly me, MD n lala go for a picnic but couldn't get MD... talking about MD, the last that i talk to her was on friday n sms was on saturday... it has been 3days since she contact me... i did sms n call her but unfortunately she didn't reply... not sure y.. but MD if you are reading this, i'm sorry if i've hurt you in anyway... just remember no matter what i'll will always be there for you my dear sis... this is not the first time that she activated her silent mode but normally it will only last for 2days, escpecially during weekend.. but this time around, her silent mode is still activated... hope that she will deactivate her silent mode as soon as possible... btw, lala's sis, suraya has gievn birth to a baby girl yesterday.. her name is khairin nur fazreen... hope that both mom n baby is doing good... i guess that's all for this time...
till then, take care n have a nice day, weeks n months to all of you...
how r all of you doing?? hope that all of you are doing good... as for me is the same as my title... i have a mix feeling at the moment....
tired - last week was a busy week for me... my schedule was pack and my cousin was around... amal and mana was here for three days.. i only manage to go out with them on thursday, the last night they were in kl.. we went look out point at langat n downtown at danau kota... i was busy doing the strategic plan n appraisal.. everything need to be submitted by friday... start with the strategic plan, continue with aprraisal on wednesday and continue with the report on thursday... this is the first time me doing appraisal, luckily a colleageu of mine was kind enough to assist me on it... talknig about this, certain people are not happy with my appraisal... y?? i don't know... at times, i hate being in this kind of situation... i should be sad or unhappy about my appraisal, i got the same point as a colleague of mine but if compare the work load i will say that mine is triple or more than that compare to that person... but again, it's my boss decision.. i accept it the way it is... as i mention in my previous post i had stop expecting anything from anyone anymore... i just accpet and take things as it is... talking about my job, at times i get tensed up not bcoz of the work load but the unnecessary works that i need to do.. frankly i will say that it is not well organize... today again, for the second time i'm thinking of getting other job.. not to say that i did not apply any job at all, i do but only thru online... but if this thought come again for the 3rd time, than i will definitely buy the star n start a serious job hunting... to me no point of complaining and get yourself tensed up just bcoz of the works.. if you really can't atke it anymore than just leave... that's the best solution.. obviously u won't know how the environment going to be but if you don't try you won't know....
last saturday i spent my day with my family n on sunday, i went to sunway pyramid with lala... supposedly me, MD n lala go for a picnic but couldn't get MD... talking about MD, the last that i talk to her was on friday n sms was on saturday... it has been 3days since she contact me... i did sms n call her but unfortunately she didn't reply... not sure y.. but MD if you are reading this, i'm sorry if i've hurt you in anyway... just remember no matter what i'll will always be there for you my dear sis... this is not the first time that she activated her silent mode but normally it will only last for 2days, escpecially during weekend.. but this time around, her silent mode is still activated... hope that she will deactivate her silent mode as soon as possible... btw, lala's sis, suraya has gievn birth to a baby girl yesterday.. her name is khairin nur fazreen... hope that both mom n baby is doing good... i guess that's all for this time...
till then, take care n have a nice day, weeks n months to all of you...
Monday, July 14, 2008
gathering..
salam n hi to all...
hope that all of you are doing good... it has been a while since i last update my blog... let me update some of the activities that has taken place in my life...
20 June 2008
went out with hoe fong, evelyn, ched may n ai chin... we went to the curve... as usual me and evelyn tumpang hoe fong... hoe fong fetch us at university station at 6.30pm.. reach the curve at 7pm... ched was there already.. first thing was to go to first few years to get the breast pump for my sis... than we went down to check on where to eat... finally decided to have food at the italiannies... the food was good... i really like the food there and it's affordable... we chat n update each other on our lifes... it was almost midnite when we left the curve... it was always nice to meet up with this lovely ladies... love you ladies always....
21 June 08 - 22 June 08
was quite busy with the lil angle... the whole day was at home... on sunday, sis frens - kak lin, kak zurairah n kak awa came to the house... while they were there, MD came with BZ... chit chat n just lepak... MD left home at 8++... she's going for a dinner with BZ...
26 June 08 - 29 June 08
Uncle Sop n Aunty Intan is here.. on thursday we went for dinner at Chilies MV and then chit chat with them till midnight.. on friday we went to Bukhara at KLCC.. it's a must for uncle to have food there everytime he is in kl... even the waiter recognise him... that night i slept over at the hotel to accompany fatin... on saturday went to sentul with Aunty as she want to see some item there.. from there we went back home for lunch.. mom cooked mutton masala n pulut kuning... in the evening, i went to my alma mater, St Mary... it was a nice feeling to be back at the school... eventhough there has been a lot of changes but still the memory is there... me, ched and ai chin went there for the musical.. my school has always been famous for it's musical.. so this time around they stage Phantom of Opera.. was not bad knowing the students there... Pn. Charan, Pn. Tan, Pn. Noraini, Pn. Ng n Pn. Dewitt was among the familiar faces that we met that night... we lepak at the school till minight... on sunday, lala came to the house.. after lepaking for a while, we went out to sogo.. lala wanted to get something for her sis... after getting the thing there we went to ampang point.. bought something for my lil angle but unfortunately they didn't like it.. what to do...
2 July 08
Today i met MD after quite some time... the last we met was during anuar zain show... met MD at kg baru than we took the train to klcc... firstly we took the tixs for the 8.30pm show.. than we went for dinner at the food court.. had the cantonese keuy teow... it seems to be my fav food at the moment but not easy to get the real nice one.. MD has chinese style fried rice.. after having dinner we went for the movie... Sepi was our choice this time... i like the movie... something different and nice... BZ was there too with some frens.. but MD didn't want to say hi to him so we just left the place before BZ notice us there.. from klcc we went to kota damansara n then came back to my house... MD slept over at my place...
9 July 08
took off today as i will be fetching my bro at klia... he went to s'pore for a week to spent time with my lil cousins there.. early that day, i did some house work... need to get certain things done... at about 1pm me and Ma left the house to klia.. and that evening, i met MD n BZ.. we went to klcc... yeah yeah, klcc is our fav place.. where else do u want us to go?? the is the best place and most convenient place... MD wants to get a pair of shoe.. actually she just got a piar of shoe when she went to alamanda on 080706 with bz... will introduce about bz later... after browsing, searching and trying finally she decided on the abstract gold shoe by twins.. MD has always wanted a gold shoe and finally she bought a pair for herself... after that we left klcc and head straight to ampang.. after thinking n thinking we finally decided to eat at kadir.. had kung fu keoy teow, md had nasi goreng paprik and bz had nasi putih n 3 other dishes.. from there MD sent me back home... that was how i spent my offf day...
12 july 08
it's my aunt b'day... wish her in the morning... went to fetch her in the evening.. we had kfc and fruit cocktail for dinner... just a simple celebration as sis is still in confinement... and on sunday i just stay at home.. we are planning for zara's cukur jambul.. will be held insya Allah on 10 or 16 august.. sis is cracking her head on what to give as the berkat for the majlis... and the list of people is getting longer n longer... at the moment there is approximately 250pax... hahahahahah like what sis say to her hubby, u only going to do this once for her so let's do it properly but now it's the $$$.. with the recent fuel price increase, all prices is higher than before... anyway, let the parent decide...
ok lets talk about bz... bz is someone that MD has known way back.. at the moment she is quite close or shall i say very close with him.. they actually went out few times.. durian eating session n movie... u know what they went for durian just in front of my house but didn't even ask me out sob sob sob... siapa la aku ini... aku sedar diri... sob sob sob... basically MD n bz chat online n sms at most of the time... at the moment there is no idiot, weird or even H in MD's life... 3 of them has choosen to be mangkuk bertingkat which is glued to each other... i guess they have their own reason... so at the moment there is only bz n R... R is someone that she got to know recently.. i'm trying my best to ask her to go out with R.. so just wait n c till the moment come... not sure when i will be meeting MD next... since her office is far from kl, she won't come down to kl so often.. but if read thru this posting u'll notice that lately MD do go out on weekend especially now since she is close with bz... don't dream she will come down to kkl on weekend unless there is something really interest her... but now it's different... anyway, i'm just happy if she is happy... oh before i forget, MD fav phrase at the moment is mana ada... like weird always tell her, zai, stop living in denial my dear...
till than take care n have a nice day....
hope that all of you are doing good... it has been a while since i last update my blog... let me update some of the activities that has taken place in my life...
20 June 2008
went out with hoe fong, evelyn, ched may n ai chin... we went to the curve... as usual me and evelyn tumpang hoe fong... hoe fong fetch us at university station at 6.30pm.. reach the curve at 7pm... ched was there already.. first thing was to go to first few years to get the breast pump for my sis... than we went down to check on where to eat... finally decided to have food at the italiannies... the food was good... i really like the food there and it's affordable... we chat n update each other on our lifes... it was almost midnite when we left the curve... it was always nice to meet up with this lovely ladies... love you ladies always....
21 June 08 - 22 June 08
was quite busy with the lil angle... the whole day was at home... on sunday, sis frens - kak lin, kak zurairah n kak awa came to the house... while they were there, MD came with BZ... chit chat n just lepak... MD left home at 8++... she's going for a dinner with BZ...
26 June 08 - 29 June 08
Uncle Sop n Aunty Intan is here.. on thursday we went for dinner at Chilies MV and then chit chat with them till midnight.. on friday we went to Bukhara at KLCC.. it's a must for uncle to have food there everytime he is in kl... even the waiter recognise him... that night i slept over at the hotel to accompany fatin... on saturday went to sentul with Aunty as she want to see some item there.. from there we went back home for lunch.. mom cooked mutton masala n pulut kuning... in the evening, i went to my alma mater, St Mary... it was a nice feeling to be back at the school... eventhough there has been a lot of changes but still the memory is there... me, ched and ai chin went there for the musical.. my school has always been famous for it's musical.. so this time around they stage Phantom of Opera.. was not bad knowing the students there... Pn. Charan, Pn. Tan, Pn. Noraini, Pn. Ng n Pn. Dewitt was among the familiar faces that we met that night... we lepak at the school till minight... on sunday, lala came to the house.. after lepaking for a while, we went out to sogo.. lala wanted to get something for her sis... after getting the thing there we went to ampang point.. bought something for my lil angle but unfortunately they didn't like it.. what to do...
2 July 08
Today i met MD after quite some time... the last we met was during anuar zain show... met MD at kg baru than we took the train to klcc... firstly we took the tixs for the 8.30pm show.. than we went for dinner at the food court.. had the cantonese keuy teow... it seems to be my fav food at the moment but not easy to get the real nice one.. MD has chinese style fried rice.. after having dinner we went for the movie... Sepi was our choice this time... i like the movie... something different and nice... BZ was there too with some frens.. but MD didn't want to say hi to him so we just left the place before BZ notice us there.. from klcc we went to kota damansara n then came back to my house... MD slept over at my place...
9 July 08
took off today as i will be fetching my bro at klia... he went to s'pore for a week to spent time with my lil cousins there.. early that day, i did some house work... need to get certain things done... at about 1pm me and Ma left the house to klia.. and that evening, i met MD n BZ.. we went to klcc... yeah yeah, klcc is our fav place.. where else do u want us to go?? the is the best place and most convenient place... MD wants to get a pair of shoe.. actually she just got a piar of shoe when she went to alamanda on 080706 with bz... will introduce about bz later... after browsing, searching and trying finally she decided on the abstract gold shoe by twins.. MD has always wanted a gold shoe and finally she bought a pair for herself... after that we left klcc and head straight to ampang.. after thinking n thinking we finally decided to eat at kadir.. had kung fu keoy teow, md had nasi goreng paprik and bz had nasi putih n 3 other dishes.. from there MD sent me back home... that was how i spent my offf day...
12 july 08
it's my aunt b'day... wish her in the morning... went to fetch her in the evening.. we had kfc and fruit cocktail for dinner... just a simple celebration as sis is still in confinement... and on sunday i just stay at home.. we are planning for zara's cukur jambul.. will be held insya Allah on 10 or 16 august.. sis is cracking her head on what to give as the berkat for the majlis... and the list of people is getting longer n longer... at the moment there is approximately 250pax... hahahahahah like what sis say to her hubby, u only going to do this once for her so let's do it properly but now it's the $$$.. with the recent fuel price increase, all prices is higher than before... anyway, let the parent decide...
ok lets talk about bz... bz is someone that MD has known way back.. at the moment she is quite close or shall i say very close with him.. they actually went out few times.. durian eating session n movie... u know what they went for durian just in front of my house but didn't even ask me out sob sob sob... siapa la aku ini... aku sedar diri... sob sob sob... basically MD n bz chat online n sms at most of the time... at the moment there is no idiot, weird or even H in MD's life... 3 of them has choosen to be mangkuk bertingkat which is glued to each other... i guess they have their own reason... so at the moment there is only bz n R... R is someone that she got to know recently.. i'm trying my best to ask her to go out with R.. so just wait n c till the moment come... not sure when i will be meeting MD next... since her office is far from kl, she won't come down to kl so often.. but if read thru this posting u'll notice that lately MD do go out on weekend especially now since she is close with bz... don't dream she will come down to kkl on weekend unless there is something really interest her... but now it's different... anyway, i'm just happy if she is happy... oh before i forget, MD fav phrase at the moment is mana ada... like weird always tell her, zai, stop living in denial my dear...
till than take care n have a nice day....
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