tired... happy...

salam and hi to all....

hope that everyone is doing good... as for me, it's the same as the title tired and happy.... will elobrate more on it... anyway that's what blogging are all about....

this week is a very tiring week for me... i had site visit for 4 days continuously... the worst will be on tuesday where by my site visit ended at almost 8pm... pity all the contractors :D today will be the only day that i will be staying in the office for the whole day... as for now la.... since i'm talking about work, i have few colleagues here whom complain so much and disagree on a lot of things... they are showing their dissatisfaction in various way... and i don't really like that... to me it's simple, if don't like the management of the company than feel free to get other job... no point complaining and showing tantrum, just get a new job, pack your thing and go... it give you a peace of mind and to others too....

i have something to tell everyone out there... I AM FAT!!!! on thursday NKF came to the ofc and did health screening test... so obviously they will take ur weight, height and etc...guess what i weigh more than 60kg!! Ya Allah, i'm damn extremely fat.... u know with my height my ideal weight is less than 60!!! in other word i'm considered slighty obessity!!!! so now i have to be on diet... and by having the form from the NKF i have proof to show to my parent... so now my mom will not sulk and my dad won't nag if i don't eat.... the NKF's personnel was shock to know my weight as she was saying u look small and i replied i may look smal but than i'm not that small la... so no more rice for me at the moment... no heavy dinner... coz if i don't control it now soon u won't see me walking but you will see me rolling around for being so bulat!!!!!

now let's talk about MD... aunty was transferred from sg buloh to ampang yesterday... so last night i went to have dinner with MD... at about 10.45, MD sms me saying that can you get for me some bread... aunty wants it since the porridge that we bought was not nice....i said ok should not be a prob but than when i was wearing my scraf i heard my dad on the car... so i just peep down and ask my mom is dad going out... ma say yes...so i couldn't help MD... felt bad about it... since i couldn't help her out, the only other person around is WP.... MD try her luck and sms him... and guess what he replied n he is willing to help... and the best part is he spent more than half an hour to find the bread... isn't it sweet... it was almost 1am when he reach the hospital... u know it's not easy to get this kind of friend now days... anyway the moment MD saw WP, she said that he look haggered... knowing his situation make me understand y does he look that way... pity him and i pray that he will overcome all his problem n has a better life... may Allah bless you... after meeting up, the exchange smses till WP fall asleep... and surprise surprise.... weird sms MD last night too... not sure if i've mentioned this before but WP and weird has good instinct that sometimes me n MD will be wondering do they know each other???? weird was being nice too... saying that MD should take a good care of her mom, herself and get some rest... so i guess last night MD was flatered by WP and weird... but MD is more flatered by what weird say than what WP did.... this is a matter of feelings... and all this feelings come n go by itself so nothing much to say on this... MD did ask me few days ago, which one do i choose among them... my answer was simple.... some1 who accept you the way u r, care n love you more than you do - that should be the 1.... so hopefully she will find the 1 with all these qualities among all of them...

this weekend will be a busy week for me... aunty idah is coming tonight... tomorrow morning i will be going for pureen's sale to get some stuffs for sis, than after that take my aunty n ma to the book fair... aunty has to be at about 3pm... from the book fair, i guess i will go lepaking and gossiping with ma and aunty... that how it will whenever my realtives come over... you know i don't get to meet them always as we stay in different country so whenever we had chance to meet up, we will spent as much time as possible and make the best out of it....

so till than, take care n have a good weekend....

sad... happy...

salam and hi to all.....

it has been quite sometime since i update my blog.... was busy but not so busy... perhap i didn't know what to write... ok let start now since i feel like blogging at the moment....

last weekend, me, MD and lala supposed to go to cherating but we didn't.... it was cancel coz aunty is in hospital and lala couldn't get off... as for me my leave has been approved so on friday, i was at home... at about 10pm i went to Look out point at langat with them... had dinner there and lepak with them for a while... on saturday i went to jusco with sis and just stay at home for the rest of the day... sunday i went to visit aunty... thanks MD for bringing me there... to aunty may u get well soon....

i'm not feeling good lately... i guess MD ams syndrome has get into me now... at the moment i feel like quiting my job??? after working here for 1year plus, today i feel like quiting the job... i feel like the everyone against me??? one thing for sure it's not easy to work when your boss is someone you know... the preception by others is that everything that you do you will get away with it.... but do i get that??? no i don't but i can't stop people from talking about it.... what i can do is just to face it.... i noticed that lately i will get angry easily... i don't why and i don't want to find the answer to it.. may Allah give me the strength to go through the life that He has granted me....

MD.... she just quit her job last friday... she got a better offer at selayang... it's nearer to home and it's good for her to leave wtf... having a boss like bc make your life like h***.... knowing bc she did what she always do... bc is someone who doesn't appreciate her staff... she think that she is the best and capable of doing everything by herself.... i'm glad and happy that MD will not be working for her anymore.... MD ask for ez help to get something done... and ez help her happily... he came on sunday to get MD in the ofc and help her to draft the email to AG (MD's big boss)... he is a good friend... lucky to have this kind of friend in your life... but what ez did is something a close friend will do for each other... but like MD always say she is not that close with ez... to me ever since MD join wtf and told me about ez, i feel he has a crush on her and by him doing all this prove my assumption... ez even ask MD can i ask u out after this??? hehehehehehehehehehe.... and today he sms and call her to wish good morning, isn't ot sweet.... what if ez is meant for MD???? i like......

till than take care n have a nice day!!!!!