- Da StOrY oF Me -

my wonderful saturday!!!

2010-05-23T13:51:00.002+08:00

Salam...

22 May 2010

woke up at 9am... took Ma to Mak Jah as she wants to buy some kuih... then relax for a while and get ready to go to shidah's house... meet up with mun at 12.45pm at cempaka.. went to Tesco to get some souvenirs for shidah's new house, she is doing doa selamat... after getting the souvenir we went staright to her house... it was almost 2.15pm when we reach there.. after they finish reading we ate and talk for a while... after that me and mun head off to meet jozzie... met her for tea and chit chat... by 6pm we were back at home... iron my blouse, take my shower and get ready... i have dnner appointment with my dearest st marians...

hoe fong and melisa came at sharp 7pm.. we head off to delicious, duo residency... we reach there at 7.30pm.. we were the first to be there and to our surprise, ched may didn't make a reservation... hahahahahahahahaha since it is full house, we decided to adjourn to a different restaurant... since it was hoe fong's birthday, we let her decide.. she suggested a japanese restaurant at imbi.. so we went to fukuya... this time the gathering is with more people than usual - me, hoe fong, melisa, ched may, evelyn, ai chin, jumie and aina... so there's a lot of catching up...we were really noisy and luckily they got us a room... the restaurant closed at 10.30pm, so went for a coffee at alexis... we had drinks, tiramisu and bread butter pudding... chat and chat n chat till alexis closed... it was 2++ that we finally say goodbye to each other... it was great to have met all of them again... we were thinking of a next gathering at fraser whereby we sleep over for night and have fun... i really love the idea...hope we can make it...

having this wonderful friends around makes my life complete... they are among the best friends that i would not trade for anything else in the world... MD u r always in the list k...

till then take care and i hope u had a good weekend as me...

8th May 2010 - Pa's 60th Birthday!!

2010-05-23T13:41:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Pa!! Love you so much and may Allah bless you always with good health, lots of happiness and properity... Love you so much!!!!

Station Flooded!!!

2010-05-23T13:04:00.002+08:00

Salam n good day everyone....

Hope that everyone is doing good... life is full of ups and downs... same goes to me... at times i'm happy and at times i'm sad... anyway, everything happen for a reason... always remeber that Allah will not test you more that what you could bear...

ok i wanna talk something about my works... on Thursday, 20 May 2010 it was raining heavily after 3pm... i was in the office doing my work as usual... at 4.15pm, i got a call from and sms from my boss saying that one of the station is flooded due to the leaking from the gutter... i was like damn it... my boss sms me ask me to go there, take photographs and prepare a report... so i ask JJ to take me to the station as we need to bring along the canvas.. it was 4.35 that i reached the station... omgosh, the station are wet adn water ponding here and there... went up to platform 2 and went up the falt roof... and it was such a relief to see that i had among the best team there to solve the problem... ZY, APS, NMS, ANM, JA, MHA, MZM, SA!!! it was raining and all of them was there trying to clear the clogged gutter in order for the water to low out... basically the gutter are still in good condition... the only problem is the occupant of the next building like to throw rubbish down and most of it has blocked our outlet point... since the water could not flow out, it overflow and find the lowest point and seep thru.. so that was the problem... after that we went for a drink and my boss called... he's there and he wants to see us.. went there again but this time at platform 1... discussed with him and we move on to other station... what a day... but i must i'm thankful to all my colleagues for their good teamwork and effort... thanks guy!!!

Muhammad Hezairul Hamid - 5 July 1979 ~ 3 March 2010

2010-03-17T16:58:00.002+08:00

Salam...

3 March 2010

it was a normal working day for me till I received a phone call from Ma... she was holding her tears while talking to me.. she asked me to come back coz my cousin is not feeling well... he fainted and my aunty is waiting for ambulance to take him to the hospital.. i was like ok, i'll come back... i was taking my time to arrange all my stuff when i received a call from sis.. She was crying so badly that i hardly hear what she was saying but i know what is it.. my one and only cousin, Zairul passed away few minutes ago.. i cried.. Ma called again asking me to come back ASAP.. i pack my stuff, told my boss and went off... otw home, abg hafiz and uncle sop called but i'm unable to tell anything coz i'm myself doesn't know anything... reach home, we went straight to the hotel.. police, arwah's friends were there... took arwah to HUKM coz post mortem need to be coz he is on 30 years old.. went hukm, waited for everything to settle there.. Ahmad reach at 5pm from Ipoh.. we were at the mortuary till maghrib.. from HUKM, we went to a ustaz house but he was not around.. went back home.. aunty phyllis and jozzie was at home waitimg for us.. everyone was shocked to hear the news.. abg hafiz, abg faiz, jaja, rafiq and halimi reach kl at 4am from singapore...

4 March 2010

woke up, took our breakfast and went to the hospital again.. the post mortem completed but they couldn't find anything except that his intestine are thin and there's not much blood in his body.. it was difficult for the doctor to do the report.. they took the blood sample for analysis.. by the time everything completed it was 2pm.. took arwah to Masjid Kampung Baru... and he was safely buried at Tanah Perkuburan Jalan Ampang... we did tahlil for him 3 consecutive days.. during the weekend, aunty sakin, uncle atan, mak besar n khalida came from singapore.. they manage to attend the tahlil for arwah... Alhamdulillah everything went well..

according to aunty, arwah was charm and he was very weak for the last two weeks.. it was sad that we were not inform of all this.. the last time we saw arwah was in dec 2009... his time has come, the best that we could do now is to pray for him in the afterworld.. he was a good son, no denial to that.. only regret that arwah was not close to us after he grew up eventhough all of us are here in kl and we weren't there during his final days.. anyway everything happen for a reason and now aunty will be staying with us... now we only have second cousins whom have not treated us like a second cousin... thank you cuzs...

Al fatihah to arwah and may he rest in peace.. you will always be remembered...

Queen of my heart!!!

2010-03-17T16:48:00.002+08:00

Salam n hi to all...

The Queen of my heart, my Ma birthday is on 1 March... since it is Monday we decided to go for the birthday dinner on sunday.. were thinking where is the best place to go and Ma suggested Subak.. she saw it in Jalan2 cari makan... after browsing thru the net about Subak, we decided to go there... it is at Kg Sg Penchala... the food is ok but comes in a small portion and it's quite pricey... if ask me to go there again i might think twice... hehehehe... from there we went to concorde to buy a cake for Ma.. at sharp 12, Ma cut her birthday cake.. I took of on that Monday... lepak at home with Ma.. went for dinner again that night before Ahmad left to Ipoh...

Happy Birthday Ma... May Allah bless you with good health, lots of happiness and wealth... may all your dreams come true.. insya Allah i will try to fulfill ur dreams... We love you so much Ma.. u meant the world to us... mmmmuuuuaaaahhhhssss!!!!!

Penang 21 - 24 Feb 2010

2010-03-17T16:14:00.002+08:00

Salam n hi to all...

My beloved sis is now a trainer so she has to travel all around malaysia to conduct training or supervise training by vendor.. so this time around she has to go to seberang prai to supervise training by vendor... since her colleague are going with her family, so sis brought all of us along.. ma, sis, me, bro and zara...

21 Feb 2010

went for mami kiah's son wedding at semenyih earlier.. came back home, start packing and we start our journey at 6pm.. i started off the journey first... along the way it was raining heavily and i can't speed... stop over at tapah for dinner at kfc... from tapah onwards ahmad was driving... reach penang at 11pm.. we slept at TM resort, tanjung bungah... after check in we decided to go to ferringhi, just give it a try.. unlucky for us it was closed by the time we reach there.. bought something for supper and went back to the apartment... take my shower, eat and sleep...

22 Feb 2010

Woke up at 8.30am, wash up went to sent sis at TM seberang prai.. alhamdulillah it was not jammed.. get back to the island, bought breakfast and went back to the apartment.. thought of taking zara for a swim at pool but the pool is under renovation.. so we decided to change hotel hehehehehe... pack our stuff and check out.. check in to continental hotel at teh city centre area.. since it was a walking distance from the hotel to chow rasta, me, ma and zara walked there to have our lunch at nasi kandar line clear... stop by at chow rasta and come back to the hotel... in the evening went to fetch sis and thought of having mee udang unfortunately it is closed.. back to the island and went for masi kandar beratuq... the best nasi kandar in penang for my family.. get back to the hotel, took shower and went to ferringhi.. firstly we went to hard rock.. then we went to the night market... came back to the hotel and went for supper at the stall down there for a hot soup... zzzzzzzzz.....

23 Feb 2010

today it was my turn to wake up late.. ahmad went to sent sis over... once they came back, all of us went to the pool.. zara and ahmad went for a swim... zara was actually shivering in the pool hehehehehehehe... get back to the room. shower and get ready to check out.. fetch sis and decided to start our journey home... i was driving from the tm office.. after taking the toll ticket juru, we notice there's smoke coming from the boot and the the temperature was max!!! stop over at the side and waited for a while.. after a while the temperature is still high so we called our so called insurance agent... a tow truck was sent over there after an hour of waiting! the tow truck took us to the so called nearest workshop ( i can't remember the name).. the mechanic tried to repair and need to get a spare part.. knowing how continental car are, it was difficult for them to get the spare part.. we waited there till 5.30pm and at that moment my temp was high... zara was grumpy, all of us are hungry and it's damn hot.. i called the insurance company demanding for other tow truck and tow us to chevy service centre at BM.. called the service centre and they are closing at 6pm.. we have to stay for another night!!! what a day.. we were towed once again to BM... stayed at summit hotel.. we have to spent extra on hotel, clothing and etc... by the time we reach the hotel all of us was exhausted... btw, i'm not going to renew my insurance with them anymore!! never!!

24 Feb 2010

woke up eearly for breakfast... after breakfast, get another tow truck to the service centre and got the car repaired... alhamdulillah everything settle by noon.. went to fetch sis, ma and zara at the hotel and went to sg dua for a mee udang... the so called superb mee udang was not nice at all... i don't find it nice, tasty n etc... if u ask me to go there again, i will not go there... by the time we start our journey it was almost 4pm.. reach my home sweet home at 9pm... alhamdulillah we are safely back at home.. my home sweet home...

my birthday

2010-03-09T16:27:00.002+08:00

Salam n hi to all...

12 february 2010, friday was my birthday... alhamdulillah and thanks Allah for everything that u had shower me... to all my family and frens, thank you for being there for me thru thick n thin, for me loving me and accepting me as i am.. i was working as usual on that day... reach back home at almost maghrib.. waited for ahmad to be back from ipoh before we start cutting the cake.. after cutting the cake we went for dinner cum supper at pelita... the next day, saturday we went to pavilion for a window shopping hehehehehehe... sunday, we went for my birthday dinner at California Pizza kitchen at KLCC... i love the food there.. as known to my family, i'm a italian food lover.. i just love pizza and can keep on eating it.. hehhehehehehe... spent quality time with my family on that day... as for my birthday present, my family bought for me a braun buffel purse.. thanks you so much... love u all to the max... that was my birthday for this year...

Did I ask for it???

2010-02-11T09:36:00.002+08:00

Salam n hi to all again...

not sure why this week seems to be not a nice week for me... not feeling good at office... some of my colleagues think that i am trying to kiss my boss ass... hello, please i don't do that... i might talk, spent time a lot with my boss but hello he has his own mind and he can think for himself... so stop giving me remark like, did u told IJ to sms us all??? and why do u want it?? is it u or the boss asking for it??? please for heaven sake i don't have time to do that!!! i have lots of other better works to do than doing that... i'm really fed up with all this remark... i don't have time to be busy body about other people works, compiling all the dept works!!! look at urself first before u blame others... u come late to the office, go out for only u know the reason and come back again to the office at 5pm, pack ur stuff n go home... did u ever bother about ur job?? ur tech doesn't have spare parts n etc??? there's complaint n etc?? and please if u r efficient enough than the bosses might give u the job... i didn't volunteer myself to do all the dept stuff... i was given the job and it will be my pleasure if u want to have it... by all mean, take it... and one more, yes i have known the big boss since i was 13 but then i don't get any privilege out it... if u open your eyes widely n see, I have been given lots n lots n lots of works... and I have to do everything.. on top of that i have to help out on the dept stuff.. I don't get any special privilege like less works, going back early, coming in late or taking off as n when i like... so please la don't say that oh she went to oversea bcoz she is the niece of the boss... i''m not his niece!!! he is my bff's bro in law!!! i'm not the only one who went to oversea, basically all the engineers went... so everyone, check ur fact before u say something... but again i can't stop u from talking...

to make matter worst there is one colleague of mine who needs an email everytime u want him to do works... hello, u r sitting 3 feet awat from me!!! my other colleagues will do it with just a phone call and u, need an email?? I just hate people who give me nonsense reason just to avoid doing the job... i respect u as someone older than me but please don't go over the board... don't make me tell u straight to your face, i'm your boss so do what i say... i'm trying to be nice to everyone in my dept but again it doesn't seem to be worth it... i just had enough yesterday, so i went to my second boss and told him all about it.. he told me to be patient n this is part n parcel of works.. but i'm just a normal person, i have feelings.. so my beloved bosses, the next time u want something from ur engineers, please sms/email them urself... it's not that i don't want to help u but i'm just totally fed up with them... I do my job honestly coz it's an amanah from Allah.. i don't do things just to get promotion like some people.. to me, do ur best n be judge from what u do...

till then take care n have a nice weekend peeps...

Jan 2010

2010-02-11T09:06:00.003+08:00

Salam and hi to all...

I know it's kind of too late for me to wish it, anyway Happy New Year... May this year brings you lots of joy and happiness...

My new year was simple.. As usual, I was working on new year eve... not much people was there... came back home at 1++... sleep and woke quite late hehehehe... the next day went out with my family.. spent some time together...

2 Jan 2010

i did something crazy... decided to go singapore at 11++ am... call the bus companies and they say there's a bus to sg at 3.30pm.. pack my stuff went for lunch with my family and went off to puduraya... took the 3.30pm bus n went off to sg... reach sg at 9.30pm at jln sultan... aunty latifah n syahirah pick me up.. from there we went to simpang bedok, a famous food centre... it was pack... i had nasi goreng kampung as i was kind of hungry.. chit chat with syahirah before amalia join in.. chat n chat till it was almost midnight that we decided to go home.. took a cab back home.. reach home, took my shower, went online for a while before i dozed off...

3 Jan 2010

woke up at about 10++, took my shower, eat breakfast n get ready... the whole idea of me going there is to spent quality time with my cousins especially amalia who will be flying back to canada on 6/1... when everyone is ready, we went to shasha's house... shasha was the host n we did pot luck.. shasha, jaja, syahirah, amalia, abg hafiz n family, aunty idah was there... we eat n chat... it was nice to see all of them again.. was there till 7pm then left to aunty sakin's house.. had my dinner there n chat with them.. aunty latifah fetch me at 9.15pm to the bus station at lavender... took the 10am bus to kl... so basically i spent 24hours in SG before leaving back to kl... something that i don't intend to do it always but once a while it's ok...

10 Jan 2010

we went to Jerantut for sis's colleague wedding... was a simple and nice wedding... this is my first time going to jerantut, just a small town n nothing much to see there... was a day trip where by we were back at home by 5pm... then i get ready to go for AJL 24... yeah yeah, i still go this kind of event just for fun... i really wanted to see Aizat sing n win... i will say this is the best AJL that i've been to.. eventhough the opening was by CT which i don't like the rest of it was superb.. the closing medley was superb.. i really enjoyed myself there... ohh i went there with kak ita n hajar...

there goes my first month of 2010.. more to come, more to go...

KL - Chenderiang - KK - Penang - KK - Tapah - KL

2009-12-28T23:26:00.002+08:00

my dear friend, Farrah Silla is getting married on 26 dec 09... so this is my journey to Penang...

25 dec 09

Meet up with Kak ita at Gombak LRT station at 11am... Kak ita came along with Hajar.. start our journey to penang... exit at tapah and went off to Chenderiang to fetch Farhana Syahiera (Ar)... had our lunch there... nice food, we were reallyt full by then... then start our journey again to kk... reach kk at almost 4pm.. went to kak ita's house... Opah was there waiting for us... we went out to get some laksa... stop by at palace and masjid ubaidiah.. it was a nice masjid... wenmt back home, had the delicious popia and rest... went out again at 9pm.. went for a drink at one of the best tom yam shop... the tom yam is good... after sending food for opah, we went to lepak at dataran kuala... it was a nice place and we took lots of lots picts... u can see it at kak ita'a fb... enjoyed myself to the max... came back home at 1++ and went to sleep... Kak ita was driving all the way to kk... Thank you Opah for having us at your house...

26 dec 09

woke up at 7++... took bath, get ready and had breakfast... by 9.20am we start our journey to penang... need to be there by 11am as farrah's nikah is at 11am.. alhamdulillah we reach the masjid at 10.30am... at sharp 11.31am, Farrah Silla Ismail became Mrs. Rufino... Congrats dear... May Allah bless your marriage always with lots of happiness and love... by 12++ we went to the hotel but unfortunately we can't check in yet... so we went for lunch at kfc nearby... after lunch went to the hotel... rest and rest... kak ita went out for a while with her friend.. we just lepak in the room... fara nur asma came at 6pm.. chat for a while with her while waiting for lala to fetch me... went to lala's house to do the hantaran... kak ita, hajar n ar was resting at the hotel n watching sehati berdansa finale... i didn't realize there was no coverage in the room... they were waiting for me since 9.30... so sorry dears... went to pesta pulau pinang... they have lots of game.. kak ita was choosing hich one that we should play... the first that we tried was x coaster.. it was fun... then the euro wheel.. 10 rounds of it.. the final one was the challenger.. a real challenge for us... i swear that i will not take the ride anymore in my life never!!! we were shouting like hell.. i opened my eyes when the ride started but when it started to go higher and higher i know i can't open my eyes... by the time the ride was over, we were all feeling dizzy... i thought that i gonna vomit.. all of us was sewating and just keep quite... went to look for asam boi and mineral water.. we left the tapak pesta straight away... all of us dozed off except for Ar since she was the one driving.. we want to get something fo dinner so Ar suggested to go padang kota baru.. just let her drive... after an hour of driving, Ar woke me up asking me where is the place.. after describing the place i know she wants to go to Gurney drive... so we went looking for gurney drive... by the time we reach gurney drive all the stalls are closed hahahahahahaahaha... so we went to the nearby food stall which is open for our supper... had nasi daging balck pepper.. kena kasi kluar angin... we reach back at hotel at 3++... freshen up and went to bed but unfortunately we can't sleep.. plus Ar was disturbing us since she can't sleep.. i guess we sleep at almost 4++..

27 Dec 09

i was surprised that i woke up at 8++ i don't normally wake up less than 6 hours of sleep unless i'm going to work... tried to sleep again but i can't plus that kak ita and ar is awake too... we chat for a while before kak ita and ar went out to get breakfast for us... had our breakfast, took bath and get ready.. kak ita did the make up for me since i'm the bride's maid... hahahahaha... Kak Ita did a nice make up for me... thank you sis... by 1pm we check out... wentt to the wedding hall and had our lunch.. lala came at 2pm... i had my second round at the meja beradab.. it was a nice function... So happy for lala!! was there till 3++ change our clothes and shoot off to Hard Rock Hotel!!! we were really impressed by the hotel... promise to be back there again one fine day.. after taking picts around the area, we went for our early dinner.. wanted to eat at gurney drive but there was no parking.. pity Ar, she really wanted to eat there... anyway, we went to her fav mamak restaurant which was Kapitan... she had her fav beriani claypot.. me and kak ita had naan, hajar had mee goreng mamak... from there we went to malia bakery for the roti benggali... then we took the ferry... it was 9pm ++ by then... Ar was driving all the way to KK... reach KK at 10++... freshen up for a while and continue the journey.. was at tapah at 12++ to sent off Ar.. we sleep for a while there... then Hajar drove all the way to kl... reach home at 2.30am.. Kak ita n hajar reach karak at 3.30am...

i really had fun wih them... eventhough it's the first time meeting Hajar and Ar but we clique.. Enjoyed myself to the max and we are planning for more outing together after this... To hajar and ar, thanks you so much.. hope you guys enjoyed the trip... to Kak Ita, thanks a lot sis... it was really fun and insya Allah will do it again... love you ladies!!! till we meet again...

p/s: Kak ita, Hajar and Ar sorry kalau ada terasa masa bergurau tu ya.. yg slalu kena Ar and slalu majuk pun Ar... biasa la kanak2 lagi... hehehehehehe

December 09

2009-12-28T23:18:00.002+08:00

6 Dec 09

We did a surprise for ahmad... went to ipoh to meet him... he was not feeling well the whole week so we decided to visit him and the same time to see the house that he is staying... he was happy to see us there n spent time with him the whole day... it was fun...

7 Dec 09

my beloved lovely sis birthday... bought her a watch, bake her birthday cake... mom cook her fav dish... it was celebrated at home as ahmad is not around... plus we just had dinner together when we were in ipoh... may Allah bless you always with lots of happiness, good health and wealth... love u so much sis....

19 Dec 09

my beloved parent anniversary!!! happy 33 aniversary Pa n Ma... love both of you so much... u mean the world to me... we did doa selamat and some makan2... was a good one eventhough not many ppl turn ups.. the important thing is that we did the doa selamat.. did cupcakes for the event and the annoiversary cake is by aunty phyllis... tq aunty...

raya.. weddings...

2009-12-28T22:53:00.002+08:00

Salam....

hi all... hope that all of u r doing good... me Alhamdulillah is doing good... so much to write that i don't know where to start....

August 09

Fasting month.. Alhamdulillah fasting was good... this year i had lots of breakfast with my colleagues... it was fun... 1 session of breakfast with my unimates..

Sept 09

Raya... it as a blessed raya... all of us was wearing the same design of material this year... even Zara was wearing the same... thanks to Kak Ita for making us look pretty... went to the usual house.. meet up with relatives and friends...

Oct 09

10 oct 09 - abg faiz nikah and reception.. may Allah blessed your marriage always abg... it was always fun to be around families.. love ya...
sad new is i lost my hp when i went for open house at my boss house... i was speechless when i realize that i lost my hp.. nothing much can be done, just get a new phone... lots of pict was in there... sigh...

Tired... Exhausted.. Speechless...

2009-08-18T12:16:00.002+08:00

Salam and hi to all...

hope that all of you are doing good.. as for me i'm not doing good.. mentally and physically i'm exhausted... to many things happen in my life and i'm tired of it.. exhausted and speechless... i have nothing more to say and just go with the flow.. i had enough of everything...

p/s: any vacancy in ur comp for me??

My EuRoPe TrIp

2009-08-01T17:53:00.006+08:00

Salam...

This is my entry regarding the europe trip.. it has been exactly a month since i come back from my europe trip..

21st June 09 - My flight to Amsterdam at 10.55pm.. Reach KLIA at 8.45pm. Met with the team that i'll be going with.. Seven of us in the trip, me, my boss, OPUS - Gary n En. Ahmad Fuad, SuperSix - Yeong n En. Ghazali, MegaJati - En. Hasnol... basically i'm the youngest among them.. Upon meeting all of them, my mom told them to look after as i'm the only lady in trip hehehehehe... Check in at 10pm.. Took the aero train to board the plane..

22nd June 09 - Reach Schipol Airport at 7am their time.. hang around the airport while waiting for our connecting flight to London.. Reach London at 9++ and wait for our shuttle service to take us to the hotel. We stayed at Bermondsey Hotel at Bermondsey street.. A modern n new hotel... nice and comfy.. we were given 20 mins to freshen up and come down for lunch.. so i rush and took a shower before going down.. we went walking along the street near the hotel and luckily we found a halal kebab restaurant... eat kebab that comes in a big portion.. alhamdulillah, everyone was full and we start walking to the so called nearest station.. it was far far away.. took the underground train from Elephant Castle to Oxford Circus.. Reach to the famous shopping street and we split up and promise to gather back at 5pm.. Walk along the street and nothing really attracted me.. Went to look for Hacket boutique as my bro wants a tshirt from there.. Luckily i managed to find the shop and bought him a t-shirt.. after meeting up again at the station, we took the train back to the hotel.. i was damn tired and didn't bother to go down for dinner...

23rd June 09 - Meet up at 8am.. we bought the hop on hop off ticket to go around London.. it was really interesting as we managed to cover the almost all of London and all the interesting places.. We had our lunch at a Malaysian restaurant at Trafalgar Square, Jom Makan... the food is not so bad, ok la.. after completing all the line, we went to Harrods the ever famous shopping arcade there... I bought a handbag for Ma there.. then we wen back to the hotel, hang put at the cafe for a cup of coffee.. Rest for an hour before we get down for dinner at a Turkish restaurant... the food were good...back to the hotel and sleep...

24 June 09 - gather down at 7.30am for breakfast.. after breakfast went back up to pack our stuff and check out at 11am.. so good bye london and welcome copenhagen, denmark... the first thing that all of notice upon arriving at the airport is that all the taxi there are Mercedes!!!! From the old model to the latest model, all of it is used as a taxi.. We stayed at Scandic Hotel.. ok basically there is 5 scandic hotel at copenhagen.. We were staying at one of it that is located in front of the planetarium.. check in and lepak for an hour before we went out again in the evening.. walk around the hotel area while looking for a halal restaurant... we ate at an ankara restaurant there, food was good.. after dinner went back n sleep..

25 June 09 - Gather down for breakfast at 7am.. by 8am we left to the airport.. Took the flight to Karup for our first factory visit.. Reach Karup, went straight to Grunfos Factory.. I must say that the office is superb, condusive working environment and i will really enjoy working there.. lots of knowledge that we learn on that day.. had lunch there, obviously we ate what we can eat - raw salmon, fruits... took the flight back to copenhagen..

26 June 09 - Gather down at 7am for breakfast.. Then we took a mpv taxi to lund, sweeden... it tooks us an hour n half to reach the place.. went to Alfa laval factory.. New knowledge and technology to learn... they gave us a souvenir before we went back.. Lund is a small town in Sweeden, so there is nothing much for us to see.. Drive back again to Copenhagen...

27 June 09 - Rest and relax day... again we took the hop on n hop off bus to go around copenhagen... we went to the famous little mermaid statue.. basically it all about the historical building there... the whole day we went around the area.. by evening we went back to the hotel.. then we went out for a cup of coffee at one of the cafe there.. hang around and chat..

28 June 09 - another day to lepak.. bought some souvenirs for family n friends.. demark is a very expensive country.. so it was not really worth it to buy things there.. all of us was saying that this will be the first n last we come here.. after checking out we went to the airport and hang around there for almost 4 hours!!!! i slept at the airport hahahahahaha... reach amsterdam at 10++pm.. by the time we reach our hotel it was almost midnight.. we stayed at Eden Hotel.. very nice and cozy hotel...

29 June 09 - meet up at 6.30am and the coffee house is not open yet.. we had to wait 7am for breakfast.. after breakfast, we walk to central station.. took a train to eindhoven for a factory visit.. We went to spirotech.. This product - Spiro Vent is very very interesting... and i'm proud that my comp will the first to use this product in malaysia!! had lunch there and this is the best lunch that we ever had while we are at europe... It was indomalay food.. as known to all, there's a lot of indonesian there... we got a souvenir from them, a clock photo frame with picture of us in front of factory and a book about amsterdam interesting places.. i really like it... after the factory visit, we went to eindhoven stadium since my boss is a football fan.. he was really really happy that he was there.. i bought a t-shirt for my dad there.. our journey back was interesting.. we supposed to take a train and interchange at rotterdam central.. but we taught y not we just take a direct tren to central station.. but we end at the station for an hour plus and took the train for an hour and half... instead of saving some time, we wasted our time.. by the time we reach hotel, all of us was damn tired.. we rest for a while before going down for dinner..

30 June 09 - Meet up at 7am.. had our breakfast before we check out.. Our luggage was stored in their luggage room.. then we took a mpv shuttle service to bring us around amsterdam.. the first stop was at ever famous Windmill area.. then went to cheese making factory... the cheese are really good.. then we went to the clog making factory.. it's actually very fast and easy to make now as all of it is using machine compare to the olden days where they take days to get a pair of clog done.. then we went to Marken and the area around there... Oh yes we went to the Red Light district at day light.. believe me business is as usual except that it is not as busy as it is at night... hehehehe... went back to the hotel, pack the souvenirs that we bought and head to the airport at 6pm.. hang around the airport, i managed to buy a souvenir there... hehehehe... took our flight at 10pm...

1 July 09 - Reach KLIA at 2pm.. Home sweet home... I really miss my family, my hometown, the food.. while we were there, we ate kebab almost everyday.. i'm not going to eat kebab for months, enough of it...

It was an interesting and wonderful trip... have i ever imagine myself being in europe, shopping at harrods n etc.. of course i have the dream of going there but not as early as this.. it's all in Allah's hand.. i'm really greatful to Allah for giving me the opportunity to go there... Thank you Allah...

June

2009-07-17T22:40:00.006+08:00

salam...

june was an interesting month for me.. early of the month i was busy with the stimulus package... getting all tender out, doing the management paper and alhamdulillah everything is ok.. then in the middle of the month something not so nice happen, but u know every dark cloud has a silver lining... on 18th my beloved niece birthday!!! happy birthday darling.... may Allah bless you always, may you be a good Muslimah n daughter... Everyone took off on the 18th.. we went to klcc for lunch, plan to take zara to the pool but unfortunately the pool is closed for some upgrading works.... so we just walked around n around... was back by 6pm coz that night we did doa selamat for zara at the surau.. intended to do her birthday party on the weekend but it will be quite tight for me.. therefore it was decided to potponed the party..

i met V on one of the days, can't really remember when.. we hang out at starbucks, klcc... chat, update each other n then V told me she's getting married end of the month... so that's y she insist on meeting up with me so that she can give me the invitation card.. happy for her that she found her other half...

ok now is the most unexpected thing that happen in my life.. on 12th of june i received a phone call frm my boss at 6++.. i was thinking it should be something to do with works.. my boss asked me will i be free frm 21/6 - 29/6?? i said yes, i will be free.. that he drop the one million dollar question.. do u want to go to europe?? i was shock, really shock.. my answer was it's up to you, boss.. u decided and i'll follow.. there will be 3 trips - 1st to europe, 2nd to US and 3rd to china.. i can't be choosy so i just let him decide.. so my boss decided, europe will be MAA & NAJ, US will be WRH & ZY and china will be IJ, MZA & HR... but IJ, my second boss doesn't want to go so ZI will be going to china... then on tuesday before the weekend to Europe, i took the flu vaccine just to be on the safe side.. i will be going to london, copenhagen and amsterdam...

will update my trip in the second post...

Lil bro 20th Birthday!!!

2009-05-27T13:54:00.005+08:00

salam n hi to all...

this entry is for my lil bro.. my lil bro just turned 20 on tuesday... he's no longer a boy or teenager... he's going to adulthood.. so this year for his birthday, we went for a high tea at concorde.. went there on sunday.. as usual concorde food is always good.. then at sharp 12am of 26 may 09, nur ahmad cut his bday cake.. this year his b'day cake was specially made by the sisters.. me baking the cake n sis did the icing.. it's a 2 tier cake.. i was telling him, this is actually not a b'day cake but a wedding cake hahahahahahaha.... Dear Nur Ahmad, there's a lot in life that you will go through.. be strong, hold to your faith, whatever you do in life remember Allah n ur family.. i have faith in you and i know u'll succeed in ur life.. u just need to control your temper... no matter how old u r, u will always be the baby of the family... lots of love, ur sis...

middle child syndrome

2009-05-14T14:05:00.003+08:00

Salam n hi again...

Lately i'm not emotinally stable... especially regarding my works.. i don't seem to control my anger and will just let it out.. and due to the stress that i'm going thru i broke dwon in the office twice... i was too angry to let it out that only my tears fall down... hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha can't believe... where is tough girl gone??? hiding down the desk??? i need to be strong really strong and not soft hearted like this.. wake up wake up wake up!!!! insya Allah i will be the tough lady (not girl anymore)..

ok my beloved MD has just email me this middle child syndrome.. since i'm a middle child do you think i am what this article say???

-The middle or second born child or children often have the sense of not belonging. They fight to receive attention from parents and others because they feel many times they are being ignored or dubbed off as being the same as another sibling. Being in the middle a child can feel insecure. The middle child often lacks drive and looks for direction from the first born child. Sometimes a middle child feels out of place because they are not over achievers and like to go with the flow of things. Being a middle child would mean they are loners. They really don’t like to latch on to a person in a relationship, there fore they have trouble keeping one due to lack of interest. Not liking to take the limelight for anything, they are not over achievers and just simply work enough work to get by, and typically that goes with school as well as a career. They are however very artistic and creative. If forced to use abilities they will work well, but do not work well under pressure. They often start several projects but rarely keep focused long enough to finish a project. The best career move for a middle child would be along the lines of using their creative. Going into a writing or journalism career, and into a career that they could freely express themselves would be good. Anything that would have hours that are flexible, and projects that frequently changed would be good for a middle born child. Since relationships are not of high importance to a middle child, often times they are alone. However, the best possible match for a middle child would be a last born -

give me our opinion coz i really want to know.. not to say that it will effect me but in life we have to keep on improving ourself... I'm just a normal person... there's a lot of me to improve in being a better person... hope to hear from u soon...

too much to tell...

2009-05-14T12:45:00.005+08:00

salam n hi to all...

hope all you is doing good.. alhamdulillah i'm good... am i really in good condition??? u decide upon reading my post...

Feb 09

4 Feb 09 - 9 Feb 09 - As mentioned in my previous post, my family went to Brunei on the 4th of Feb.. upon arriving LCCT, all my families member from singapore was there... check in and had a chat while waiting for our flight.. it was 2 and half hour flight from here to brunei.. we touch down at brunei at almost 8pm.. Uncle Sop n family was there welcoming us.. for the first time in my life i did not have to Q for immigration check up n etc.. there was a special counter for us n our back was not check... since there was at least 16 of us, Uncle Sop has arrange for a few cars to be there... From the airport to house, it only take us 10mins.. Upon arriving the, uncle din's family, aunty rahijah n pak long's family was there... i was really happy to see all of them coz the last time we met each other was in 2006!!! rested for awhile while dinner is served.. we stayed at aunty intan's niece house which is behind uncle sop's house... while having dinner, Abg Malik n family arrived.. this is my second time meeting him, so he didn't recognize me.. it was busy n tight schedule for us i'm not going to list it out coz it's going to be a long list.. anyway u may browse my beloved sis's blog - http://www.mypreciousmyeverything.blogspot.com/. I want to mentioned here that Uncle Sop is a really good host.. All our need and necessaity was well taken care of... nothing for you to complain... One thing for sure, Uncle Sop really love his family and he show it...

12 Feb 09 - My birthday!!! i'm now officially 28 years old, yeah people i'm not that young anymore(eventhough i look young :) ) nothing much for my birthday as i was working as normal and i was having high fever by the night.. so my birthday was spent on bed with a high fever... oh btw, sis sent a flower for me to the ofc - something that i expected her to do..

13 Feb 09 - 14 Feb 09 - My family went to S'pore... my beloved cousin, khalida getting engaged today!!! Khalida, i believe u have think wisely on this matter and i really hope that he will take a good care of you dear.. the wedding is not decided yet but it will most probably be next year... The next day, was Shasha's reception on her hubby side.. it was done at the community centre.. shasha as usual looking gorgeous and vibrant.. may Allah bless you with all the hapiness all along your married life... After the reception, we start packing n visited certain of my bro in law's relative before heading to kl...

After all this i'm back with my busy works...

March 09

1st March 09 - My beloved Ma birthday!!!! to my beloved Ma, happy birthday!! May Allah bless you with all the happiness, good health and wealth.. i love you more than words can say... i know i'm not good in showing it but only Allah know how much i love you.. i know i'm not a good daughter - always argue, quarrel with you n didn't make u happy n be a good daughter but Ma i'm trying my best to be ur ideal daughter... insya Allah... we celebrated Ma's birthday at TGi Fridays, Pavillion... the food is ok but i prefer chillis than tgif.. other than that nothing special...

April 09

Nothing much to write other than my busy schedule.. just work, home, work, home...

May 09

8th May 09 - My beloved Pa birthday!!! to my beloved Pa, happy birthday!!! May Allah bless you with all the happiness, good health and wealth.. as i mentioned above i know i'm not a good daughter but i'm trying my best... insya Allah... we celebrated pa's birthday at Cheng Ho... it's a chinese muslim restaurant.. the food was good but the butter prawn was not that good.. have tastes something much more better than that... we got for Pa, set of belt and wallet... Hope Pa liked it...

There have been a lot happening in my life but i don't seem to remember all... i guess i just want to let go of it... till then take care n have a nice day...

Selfish!!!!!

2009-01-29T11:29:00.002+08:00

salam n hi to all...

hope that everyone is doing good... alhamdulillah i'm doing good... at the moment i'm really pist off with my administrator....

y??? i submitted my claim early off january and she still has not do it!!!! helloooo, u take off as and when u want, up to you.. but get ur job done... it's not only mine but everyone in the dept.. and don't blame the system coz teh sytem was only down for a week not for a month!!! i don't know how my boss could tolerate with all this... luckily i'm not the boss or else, i will ask for a new administrator...

let go of that, now lets talk about something else.. my life has been as usual.. busy with works and spent time with my beloved family during the weekend... on 8 Jan 09, i got a new niece, Noor Alya Abdul Hafiz... Abg Hafiz's second child.. Alya completes the family... i'm so happy for abg hafiz n kak azreen.. hope to meet the baby in Feb.. oh yeah talking about Feb... on 4 feb, i'll be going to brunei for my cousin, Shasha's wedding.. will be there till the 9 Feb.. so i'll be on leave from the 4 Feb to 10 Feb... Yippie!!!! finally i can get out of all this tension and pressure.. will spent quality time with all my families.. insya Allah on 14 Feb, we will be going to S'pore for the groom's side reception but this is still KIV..

as for my friends... MD alhamdulillah is doing good at dubai eventhough her collegues is a total jerks around.. other that she is doing fine.. i do miss her, hanging out with her.. i guess i just have to wait till she come back agian... as for lala, she's getting engaged on 7 Feb 09.. i won't be able to attend her engagement as i'm not aorund.. anyway, i helped her out the hantaran.. just a simple one.. told her to take lots of picts for me to see... i hope she will always be happy...

till then take care n have a nice day...

my busy week

2008-12-22T11:32:00.005+08:00

salam n hi to all...

how r u?? hope that all of you are doing good... Alhamdulillah, i'm doing good.. last week i was busy... busy with last minute issues that came up.. on wednesday, i had an appointment with cont at klcc at 6pm.. by the time i reach home it was 8pm.. then at 12am i had site visit at kg baru.. it finish off at 2am.. then we went to klcc to check on the works done by my colleagues.. reach back home at 3am.. clean up and sleep... wake up as usual and head to the office... we have this KRA thingy that need to be done by thursday itself.. so the whole of thursday we were quarantine in the office.. everything settle at 6.30pm.. from the ofc went to paramount, meet up with cont to settle on few things there n then we went to kg baru.. meet up with my colleagues... pass them the KRA and explain a little bit here and there.. reach back home at 9pm... it was like 24 hours of no rest!!!

19 dec 08

my beloved parent 32nd anniversary.. woke up at 8am, took my shower n we went for breakfast.. after breakfast, went to jln TAR.. sis want to get tudung n we end up buying baju kurung material.. 3sets of it with different colours - grey, red and bluish green.. Ma paid for it hehehehehehe.. went back home, fetch ahmad n we went to buy hp.. We bought hp for our beloved parent as their phone is not funct properly.. just a basic phone as both of them don't need the high end hp.. got back home, had lunch and rest for a while.. after asar, me,ma,sis n pa went to klcc... sis want to find a blue dress for baby zara.. look around but couldn't find a nice dress for her.. so we end with nothing... head back home at almost maghrib.. get ready n at about 8pm we left to sahara tent.. Ma really want to go there.. the ambiance n the food is good... we got a sugee cake too for them... it's our fav cake.. we reach back home at 11pm and just lepak around before we zzzzzzzzzzz...... here are some the picts

my parent with darling zara

zara with mama n ayah

zara with uncle n aunty

20 dec 08

woke up early too.. iron baju kurung for weddings.. left home at 11.30am, went straight to antara gapi.. from there went to kg baru n then back home.. sent ahmad home and fetch athama.. went to puchong for sis bro in law akad... akad settle at about 6pm, head back home.. i was exhausted by then.. rest for the whole night..

21 dec 08

was woken up by lala's sms.. then went up to take my bath.. did some housework, then had my breakfast n get ready.. at 12.45pm, we went to uia sect 17 hall, for sis bro in law reception.. after the function, get home, change my cloth and went out with lala.. we went to jln tar to get some stuff.. reach back home at 9pm..

so that's how my weekend was... so much of rest needed but so little time to rest as my weekend are all taken up with weddings.. some how i'm used to it.. gtg, till then take care n have a nice day...

Ups & downs of life..

2008-12-05T10:41:00.003+08:00

Salam n hi to all... hope that all of you are doing good.. as for me, alhamdulillah i'm doing good.. trying my best to loose weight hehehehehehehehehehe.. it has been quite sometime since i last update the blog.. busy with works and weekend was meant to relax..

family.. my beloved niece was attack with chicken pox last month.. she was totally out of mood.. alhamdulillah she is fine now.. smilling, giggling and laughing back as usual... u know she has the sweetest smile in the world.. she is friendly n not afraid of people which is good... i don't want her to be like some babies that cry with unfamiliar faces carry them.. last weekend we went to sunway pyramid.. she was so excited seeing all the colourful deco n lights at the mall.. as for ma, last month was a super busy month for her.. pink unity is involved with islamic fashion festival which was held at JWMarriot.. Ma was 1 of the model.. yes believe it, my beloved Ma become a model for a day.. the show was on 26 nov(MD's b'day) which i'm supposed to attend with Pa... but last minute i had this urgent site visit that can't be postponed.. so i did not attend it, only Pa did.. on the same day we went to watch james bond.. u know we as family seldom go out for movie coz my dad don't really like to go.. the only movie that will interest him is james bond and MI.. so this was the best opportunity for us to go for a movie..

friends.. as mentioned in my earlier post, MD has left to dubai on 8 nov.. alhamdulillah she has settle down there.. we still sms each other as usual.. at first i feel that we are not as close as b4, but i guess it was just a feeling of lost.. no matter how far apart we are, we still keep in touch as usual.. the only different is that we won't be able to meet up.. when she was in m'sia, i will always ask her do u know when were the last we meet each other.. as known to u, me n MD might meet up everyday, everyweeek or everymonth depending on her schelude... but now i know i won't b able to ask her that anymore till she get back here.. last weekend we chat!!! it was our lucky day.. this week.. MD had a lot of surprises.. firstly, wrd sms her saying that he told the mom about them.. secondly, he's going there for a holiday and he wants to meet her!!! MD is in dilemma coz she know that she will melt if she meet up with him.. wrd is the only person who has a big impact in her life till today.. as usual, i will persuade her to meet up with wrd.. i know she has fiz her mind about cd but u know the package that comes along with cd is not attractive.. like i always say to her, i just want you to have a happy marriage life.. getting married is meant for you to be happy and sharing you life with the person u call husband.. i just feel that the witch will not let her life be peaceful.. n that's the reason why i'm asking her to meet up with wrd.. and if u read the sms that he sent to her you will feel pity for him n persuad MD to meet up with him.. i really really hope that she will meet up with wrd plus b4 she left for dubai, she had this intention of meeting up with him but time was just not enough.. and now, he is coming there n wants to meet up with her... MD, i know u'll read this - so pls pls pls pls meet up with wrd!!! so in the coming years u won't regret it... now lets talk about this new person, syd.. since MD is not working yet and knowing that she will be bored, her cousin introduce her to syd.. he is the son of m'sia consulate at dubai.. so MD has been spending time a lot with syd.. syd is there for holiday cum visiting the parent.. so now i will say that almost everyday MD n syd will go for sightseeing.. n the best part is that this guy has hint her about his intention of being serious with her... hahahahahahahahahaha, i like... at least he doesn't go around the bush n just say it.. he was also saying that it's not easy to get someone that the family approved, in other word he's saying that the fam approve MD.. i like even more!!! so now there's cd, wrd n syd!!! i know she say that cd id the one but i just don't want her to limit herself.. wrd should be given a chance too... ajal maut jodoh pertemuan kuasa Allah.. ada hikmah di sebalik semuanya.. saying so, idt sms MD saying that he will be coming to dubai to work somewhere middle next year.. mlm n J just called her few days ago.. MD was asking me since when i became the most wanted person.. my answer was since you left m'sia n then only ppl realize they miss n need u... MD, it's ur life n u know them better.. just think wisely n make ur choice.. put urself first instead of others n remember that i will always pray for your happiness.. love ya n miss so lots!!!!
btw, since MD left to dubai i rarely go out.. went out with lala, fino n irni last sunday.. went to bukit bintang area... b4 that went out with lala, fino n suzy.. suzy was here for seminar so we took the chance to meet up.. it's always nice to meet up with friends to catch up.. other than that i don't go out.. hehehehehe being the nice little lady that stays at home.. my dearest best friend suzana, just had a miscarriage.. su, i'm really sorry to hear that.. eventhough i'm far apart u r always in my doa.. i really hope that i will get a chance to spent some quality time with you.. su, b brave n just remember that all of us here love you so much, k!!!

works.. lately i have been very busy... one of my colleague resign 24hrs.. i just don't understand her attitude.. how could u resign with any hand over of ur current job.. i always told her that u join the company in a good manner n leave the comp the same way..how u want people to remeber you.. at the moment everyone in my dept don't have a good impression on her after what she done.. so now basically i'm busy... lots of works with little time to do.. some of colleague is so relax n me has not enough time to get things done.. on top of it, i have this particular contractor who's craeting havoc.. i don't care how big is ur connection but when u don't do the job as per specification, then i won't accept it.. and what irritaes me more is that the bosses give him too much face.. way too much which i totally disagree.. if i'm the boss i will never give face to this kind of contractor.. it makes my life difficult dealing with this kind of contractor.. anyway, this person himself doesn't want to deal with as he finds it difficult.. do i care??? the answer is no.. i have my responsibility so i'm not going to just close an eye n let u get away with it.. as far as i'm concern, i doing my job.. somehow, i'm lucky to have colleagues that i have now.. they have been there to help me, guide me n advice me when i need it.. thanks u guys...

i'm going out soon.. will update later.. lotsa more to write... till then, Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to all my family, friends n Muslim around the world.. may Allah bless us always with His hidayah.... love all of you...

Our memories

2008-11-10T15:04:00.001+08:00

sleepy cuppies

2008-10-08T08:55:00.002+08:00

salam n hi to all

it 9am n i'm in my office feeling sleeping n cold.. it was raining yesterday so the climate is cooler than usual.. so this add up to my sleepiness.. let me tell you the story..

yesterday, my dept decided to organise hari raya open house cum farewell for a colleague of mine who's leaving on 9 oct 08.. so we were busy deciding what's the menu going to be.. it's going to be sate with laksa or soto or fried meehoon.. the side dishes will be kuih raya that each and everyone will bring.. so there i was thinking what am i going to bring??? yes i did cookies n the best part is 2 types of cookies has finished.. left with 3 types that is not much anymore.. was thinking since i can't bring the cookies why don't i bake a cake.. was thinking of choc cakes or cuppies.. discuss it with sis and we decided to do cuppies.. so yesterday, i took the train to KER.. sis fetch me n we went 2 tmc.. couldn't find the shoufle.. called suanson to check what time they closed n luckily they closed at 7pm.. we reached chow kit at 6.30pm, just in time.. reached back home at almost 7pm.. just nice for me to breakfast..had some light food, took my shower, pray..

at about 8pm, sis, bro n me went to giant.. need to buy butter n self raising flour.. no stock for self raising flour at giant.. so we went to tesco.. n again there is no stock!!! by then it was 10pm.. most of the shop are closed.. we try our luck by going to 7E - no, groceries shop at nirwana - closed, UO - closed n the last 1 was at hero.. alhamdulillah, they had stock for self raising flour.. reached back home at 10.30pm.. had my dinner and start baking the cuppies.. it finish at 1++... icing is done yet as we were sleepy by then.. clean n clear everything n went to bed.. the icing will be done today after work.. thanks to my dear sis for helping out eventhough i know she was tired.. thanks a lot sis.. love ya!!!

p/s: will posto the pict of the cuppies n raya gathering soon...

leaving on a jet plane..

2008-10-06T14:24:00.002+08:00

leaving on a jet plane.. don't know when i will be back again...

this will be the song that MD will sing to me soon.. MD has made up her mind.. she will be leaving malaysia soon.. going for a better future and life.. as we were talking today, she was saying no more calls in the morning n evening.. smses at odd hours.. going for show, lepaking in starbucks.. Ya Allah, i will surely miss her.. known her since i was 13 n was close to her since then.. we were close in our own way when we were schooling.. and became closer after high school.. eventhough i was in johor for 4 and half year doesn't put a gap to our friendship.. she will be the first one that i will look for everytime i'm back in kl.. we did a lot of things together.. sometimes people will not think of it but we will do it.. basically we can talk about everything n share our feelings.. so no more holidays trip.. unless i have enough money to visit her and when she come back to kl.. gosh, who will i sms when i feel like talking to someone at any time of the day??? u know, basically we had been for each other for everything.. name it and will be there..

i will surely miss her and as i was saying to her, u go ahead first.. settle down and then help me to get a job there and i will join u there.. but no matter how far apart we are, we will always be in each other heart always.. all those memories will always remain in my heart.. our trip to pulau sibu, pulau redang, gua musang, genting, penang, going for shows - juara lagu, oiam, anuar zain, faizal tahir, noryn aziz, atilia.. lepaking at starbuck recalling back all the memories.. having pepperoni pizza and bread and butter pudding at alexis.. lots and lots more of memories...

to my dearest, one and only MD, all the best in ur future.. my doa will always be with you and u will always be in my heart... love you sis!!!

Ramadhan & Syawal

2008-10-06T09:39:00.002+08:00

Salam n hi to all....

Ramadhan has just left us and Syawal has taken place for 6 days... During Ramadhan i didn't went out so much.. just went for breakfast twice with friends.. one with my closest frens, MD n lala.. the second time was with my uni mates.. it's always nice to meet up with all of them.. i'm not close to all of them but meeting up with them occasionally makes me happy.. catching up with the latest info of all.. who's getting married, just got a baby and etc... the last week of ramadhan I was busy baking cookies.. made 5 types of cookies - cornflakes, florentine, tart, choc chip and sis all time fav dahlia.. on eve of raya sis bake cakes and cupcakes.. On the last sunday of ramadhan, the whole family went out to breakfast.. it was a request by my lil bro.. so we went to dome.. thought of going to santini but the only serve local cuisine for the ramadhan buffet... so decided not to go there.. anyway dome's food was good.. on eve of syawal, me, ma, aunty and ahmad went to MJD... eventhough we know that it will be damn pack, we still went there as we need to get new floor mate.. alhamdulillah we manage to buy one ebenthough it was not the one that we really like.. at least there's something rather than nothing.. reach home back at 3am.. i was damn flat.. went to bed straight away.. woke up at 6.30am, went straight to teh kitchen.. made roti jala for breakfast.. did it half way and aunt took over.. went up 2 iron all the cloth and tudung.. by 11am, our neighbour drop by, followed by mom's fren.. sis came at 2pm... ma's fren stayed till 4pm, that was the time that we had our lunch.. hahahahaha... we always have late lunch as guest are always given the priority.. at 5plus, darren and claudine came.. followed by MD, her friend and syaz.. we lepak till isyak.. then MD left.. by then pa's fren came by and then jozzie n family came.. it was almost 10 went all the guest left.. this is how i celebrate my raya yearly.. oh this year my gang couldn't make it.. chf can't attend any celebration for a year, cac n ccm went outstation.. the only 1 left in kl was eve.. i know she will not come alone.. will arrange for another day for us to meet up... second day of raya, we went to banting.. this is a yearly affair for us to visit aunty norlida on the second day.. from banting we drop by at pa's cousin house for a while.. then went back home.. on friday, we thought of going to uncle arif house but it was raining heavily and lil princess was not feeling well.. so we just stayed at home.. on sat, me, ma n athama went to rembau.. met uncle arif there.. sis went back to her in law's home town.. met with uncle arif fam there.. spent time with them.. chit chat with fiera and lynn.. farah was funny.. it's nice to know the other side of fam which i didn't have the cahnce to get to know them before.. that night went out with MD.. came back home at 2am.. so on sunday i woke up a bit late.. wake up, had ketupat with MD.. then we lepak.. MD left back home at 7pm.. so that's was my syawal for this year..

till then take care n have a pleasant syawal to all of you...

Lala's Birthday!!!

2008-09-13T23:13:00.002+08:00

Salam n hi to all...

today is my dearest fren lala birthday!!! So we decided to meet up and breakfast together.. Lala fetch me up at 2.30pm.. from my house we took the train to masjid jamek.. meet up with MD n cd... oh btw, today i had the chance to meet up with F... it's lala's bf... finally!!! so 5 of us went to survey for ijad's wedding preparation.. went to one and another shops.. after the survey we went straight to klcc... Q up for a while to get to chillis.. by 6.30pm we were in.. after ordering, me, md n cd went to kinokuniya to get a book for my bro in law.. at the same time, MD wants to get a ballon for lala... couldn't find a big one, so we bought the one that we could find.. breakfast and then, the cake came in.. was glad that we manage to go to chillis.. wanted to take her there since last year.. alhamdulillah, this year we made it.. after breakfast we went to marks and spencer as MD need to get something there.. then went to cold storage to get hershey choc chips.. then we head back home.. MD n cd stop at kbu.. me, lala n F went straight to mjd.. reach back home at 10++... Lala, i really hope you's enjoy yourself... may Allah bless you with all the happiness, good health and wealth.. my doa is always with you my dear fren... once again Happy Birthday!!!!

p/s: MD, we'll wait for your turn in 2 mths time... need to find a nice spot to celebrate.. will think about it..

My darlings...

2008-09-12T12:52:00.003+08:00

Love this pict so much!!! Pict of my darling baby bro and darling baby niece... this two will always be the babies in the family... Love both of them to the max!!!!

Ramadhan...

2008-09-02T14:14:00.002+08:00

Salam and hi to all...

firstly i would like to wish my family, friends and all muslims around the Happy Ramadhan... Ramadhan started yesterday 1 Sept 08.. This year the Islamic and Roman calendar fall on the same date.. It was a punlic holiday for Malaysian yesterday as we celebrated out independence day on 31 August 08 which fall on sunday.. therefore we get extra a day off.. yippie!!!

I was working on the merdeka eve.. met my colleague at 6.45 at central market to get wedding gift for another collegue of mine.. than we went to kg baru.. our crew room is there.. was there at about 7.30pm.. since we are there early and there's a night market there, so we decided to go there first.. bought murtabak and apam balik.. lepak there while waiting for the rest to gather there.. by 8pm, a short briefing was given and start working... this year seem to be quite.. went to mjd, lepak there for a while.. then went for dinner at stable... after dinner we went to dwi to check something there.. it was almost midnight when we went klcc.. there was no fireworks at klcc.. luckily we can see the fireworks at bb from klcc.. it was really quite and there is no crowd.. i guess most of them has went back to their hometown to celebrate the fasting month with the family.. this is the first time during the merdeka eve that the crowd was not there.. was at klcc till 1.30am.. the moment my boss say that he's leaving home, we decided to go back home too.. my colleague drop me off at home coz bro is still out with his friends... reach home before 2am, clean myself and sleep...

on the merdeka day, went to visit nana and baby zahraa.. reach there at almost 3pm.. baby zahraa look like daddy.. anyway, it's still early to say.. went there with irni.. rina was there with the family.. lepak there till 4++... than went to alam sentral, as i want to buy lining for my baju kurung.. but unfortunately couldn't find the matching lining... need to find it somewhere else... went back home.. by evening sis and family came.. palyed with baby zara.. after isyak went to terawih with ma... alhamdulillah did the 1st terawih.. after terawih, we had dinner and me,ahmad, sis n hubby went to tesco to get some stuff that ma ask us to get.. reach back home at alomost midnight.. lepak for a while and zzzzzzzzzzzz....

1st of ramadhan was celebrated by just staying at home :-) by evening help Ma with the breakfast dishes.. decided to breakfast with poori.. an indian cuisine that we love.. aunt and cousin came over to breakfast together... ahmad, sis n hubby went to raja alang to get some kuih.. they bought a lot.. really a lot.. at about 9pm, aunt, cousin, sis, hubby and my darling zara went back home.. did my prayers and relax...

i hope that this ramadhan that i will be able to do terawih at the surau most of the time.. i know that i won't be able to fully do it at the surau.. nevertheless, if i don't make it to the surau, i will do it at home... insya Allah... till then, take care n happy fasting to all muslims out there!!!

boring week

2008-08-27T13:58:00.003+08:00

salam n hi to all...

as stated in the heading, this week is a boring week for me.. i just sit in the ofiice and basically do some minor minor thing and this make me feel very very boring... i don't mind being in the ofc, but give me something to do... i'm not productive at all!!!!! let's share some good news that i received... my dear fren, nana gave birth to a baby girl on 20.08.2008... zahraa arissa weight 3.4kg and currently both mom and baby is doing good, alhamdulillah... planning to visit her on this weekend but it depend on how thing will be on this weekend... i'll be working on the eve of merdeka, so obviously i will not wake up so early on the next day.. should be able to visit her around evening... will plan it with irni and rina(if she's around)

last weekend, as plan on saturday pa, ma, sis, zaidi, zara n me went to pengerang... we left kl at about 8am.. stop by at ayer keroh for breakfast than we just shot straight to pasir gudang.. exited there since that is what told by the bride herself.. from there we have another 2 hours drive to get to pengerang... we reached pengerang at about 2.15pm.. uncle atan, aunty sakin, mak besar, khalida and halimi was there when we reach there... they took the boat from changi point to pengerang... obviously it is much more nearer for them... stayed there till 4.30pm before we start our journey back home.. we managed to reach kulai town at about maghrib.. stop for some light food.. it has been raining through out the journey n you know how hungry u'll be during rainy day.. alhamdulillah the food was good... we start back the journey at about 8pm and reach home at almost 11pm... huh, what a journey... alhamdulillah during the journey, darling zara was behaving very good.. she was sleeping almost 3/4 of the journey... it was really tiring since it's a very very long journey... this is my second time going there and if there is next time, we decided to go there from singapore... it's much more nearer and easier... it's nice to go back and meet some of the relative that you didn't know you have...

on sunday, woke up late.. woke up, iron my baju and get ready to go for my colleague reception.. it's at bandar mnajalara... went there with another colleague of mine and his wife.. we left the house at 12.30pm and reach the hall at about 1.30pm.. it was jameed as there is road block.. the food was good.. since it's my colleague reception, obviously i'll meet with most of colleague there with their family.. btw, the colleague that i went with, the wife was not friendly at all.. i tried making conversation with her few times but unfortunately she is not interested.. so just let it be as it is.. reach back home at about 4pm.. i took nap after that till 6.3pm hehehehehehe... after maghrib went out with lala, MD and cd... went to have dinner at KBU.. was the only place we can think of at the moment.. as usual lepak and eat... reach back home at 10++... this is the first time meeting up with cd.. not going to comment anything as i've told them 2 MD..

there's 2 days left for the week to end, i hope i won't spent it by being so boring... till then take care n have a nice day n week...

angry, sad n scared...

2008-08-19T08:51:00.002+08:00

salam n hi to all....

i have a mixed emotion at the moment... angry, sad and scared... i just had some misunderstanding with my dearest fren, whom is very close to me... she know that i'm angry to her... yes, i admit that i'm angry with her... i'm angry with the way she handling the situation at the moment... i'm not sure i'm overreacting over this issue, but i just don't like what is happening in her life now... please please please don't get urself into the same situation as before... i seen it u going thru with it and getting hurt badly and i don't wish to see you getting hurt the same way again... i know u don't like me reacting this way but as someone who is close to you i think i have a right to advise but perhap my way is not so subtle... i love you and i want you to be happy that is all i wanted for you.. i know you are big enough, wise enough to decide on your life and i really really really hope that u'll make the right move and wise decision... at the same time i'm feeling sad n scared that this situation will make our relationship go far apart... as a matter of fact, we always have misunderthinng almost everytime we talked about it... i just hope this will not deter our friendship, you and this friendship means a lot to me.. i hope and pray to Allah that He will always guide us and show us the right path for us... amin....

busy August...

2008-08-18T10:39:00.002+08:00

salam n hi to all....

August is a busy month for me... all my weekends are taken up and weekdays busy with work... let me start with the first day of the month... took of on 1 Aug 08 as sis just finish her confinement... took her out to mid valley... before that we went to the tailor to sent kain for raya.. this is the first time us sending there, hopefully she does it good... from there we went to mid valley... bought zara a stroller and walk around there.. by the time we finish all of us was totally exhausted... Ma, sis, me, ahmad and zara.. we reach back home at 10pm... the next day, i suppose to go to my imediate bos house as he was doing kenduri kesyukuran... but i didn't go, there were several reasons to it... first i got a call from evelyn informing me that hoe fong's bro just passed away in the morning.. so i thought i should go and visit her, that's more important.. while waiting for hoe fong to get back to kl from s'pore, the four of us Ma, sis, me and ahmad went to low yat to trim our hair... i took us almost the whole day there... i didn't go and visit hoe fong as she said it's a private event and she is not ready yet to meet us... so nothing much that we can do... as for my boss house, it was almost 4pm when i got back home, so i thought it's not nice to go there so late...

the following week, on saturday all of us was busy preparing for zara's cukur jambul... by evening all my realtives from singapore was here.. was really happy and glad that they made it... uncle atan, aunty sakinah, mak besar, jaja, rafiq, halimi, muhammad, sofrie came... as usual we chit chat, eat n sleep... the next day all of us woke up early as the marhabban group will be arriving at 10am.. get ourself ready by 9.30am and waited for the guest to come.. zara was wearing a lovely dress by Aunty Jaja... her look sweet in it.. ceremony started with bacaan Yassin lead by mak besar followed by the marhabban adn majlis berendoi.. all this finish at 12 noon and the makan time start... most of the relatives, neighbours and friends attended the ceremony... Ma's relatives from johor did come by too and Pa's relative from taiping did come by... was glad that all of them could make it... as for my frined, zai, lala n irni came... i've only invited them plus rina and wong... rina couldn't amke it as she has to go back to grik and wong was giving tuition.. oh i did invite my colleageus but none of them came.. it's ok i understand that most of them are busy with kenduris too... guest came till late evening... oh yeah, syahirah and amalia came by at 2pm... it was nice to see them around eventhough i didn't manage to spend much time with them.. will make it up to them soon... insya Allah... after maghrib, we had clean up the house compound and back to normal.. My relatives left back home at about 8++... it was sad seeing them go back but than life has to go on.. the boys stay back for few more days.. i took off on monday as i know that i will need some rest and to clean up the house... woke up late and help to clean the house.. by evening sis was nagging us to take her out.. so at about 6pm we went klcc... went for a tea first than we went isetan to get some stuff for zara.. from there we went to Lala, to have our dinner with the boys.. reach back home at 11++ and sleep... on tuesday, lala got back from penang went for dinner with her and on wednesday we went to purchase kain for her bro wedding.. bought the material at jakel..

on last weekend, 16/8 went to kak lin's wedding reception with ma.. than just stay at home and did some house chores.. yesterday, went to tahlil and doa selamat at zai's house.. reach there at 1.45pm and was there till evening.. the best part is my tire punctured... knowing me who doesn't knwo how to change my own tyre, zai's bro, bro in law and cousin help me out... hahaahahahahaahaha... luckily they were there n willing to help me.. thanks bro... reach back home at almost 7pm.. my lil zara was at home.. spent time with her n my books...

and today i'm back in the office... the office is so quite and boring.. school holidays start today and most of my colleague is on leave.. so the office is really empty and quite.. luckily i'll be going out by noon as i have handover of project at maluri.. this coming weekend, i might go to pengerang for my cousin's wedding but not confirm yet.. than on sunday will be attending my colleague wedding reception at manjalara.. so there goes another weekend of mine... so that's basically about my life this month...

till than, take care n have a nice day ahead to all of you out there...

stop expecting anything form anyone

2008-07-31T09:43:00.002+08:00

not sure why but lately i'm being very sensitive/mellow... easily i will get hurt and cry... i don't like this... i need to be stoned hearted again like i was before... so dearest myself, stop being sensitive and mellow... be tough n stoned hearted...

sad... tired...tensed...

2008-07-29T13:48:00.002+08:00

Salam n hi to all...

how r all of you doing?? hope that all of you are doing good... as for me is the same as my title... i have a mix feeling at the moment....

tired - last week was a busy week for me... my schedule was pack and my cousin was around... amal and mana was here for three days.. i only manage to go out with them on thursday, the last night they were in kl.. we went look out point at langat n downtown at danau kota... i was busy doing the strategic plan n appraisal.. everything need to be submitted by friday... start with the strategic plan, continue with aprraisal on wednesday and continue with the report on thursday... this is the first time me doing appraisal, luckily a colleageu of mine was kind enough to assist me on it... talknig about this, certain people are not happy with my appraisal... y?? i don't know... at times, i hate being in this kind of situation... i should be sad or unhappy about my appraisal, i got the same point as a colleague of mine but if compare the work load i will say that mine is triple or more than that compare to that person... but again, it's my boss decision.. i accept it the way it is... as i mention in my previous post i had stop expecting anything from anyone anymore... i just accpet and take things as it is... talking about my job, at times i get tensed up not bcoz of the work load but the unnecessary works that i need to do.. frankly i will say that it is not well organize... today again, for the second time i'm thinking of getting other job.. not to say that i did not apply any job at all, i do but only thru online... but if this thought come again for the 3rd time, than i will definitely buy the star n start a serious job hunting... to me no point of complaining and get yourself tensed up just bcoz of the works.. if you really can't atke it anymore than just leave... that's the best solution.. obviously u won't know how the environment going to be but if you don't try you won't know....

last saturday i spent my day with my family n on sunday, i went to sunway pyramid with lala... supposedly me, MD n lala go for a picnic but couldn't get MD... talking about MD, the last that i talk to her was on friday n sms was on saturday... it has been 3days since she contact me... i did sms n call her but unfortunately she didn't reply... not sure y.. but MD if you are reading this, i'm sorry if i've hurt you in anyway... just remember no matter what i'll will always be there for you my dear sis... this is not the first time that she activated her silent mode but normally it will only last for 2days, escpecially during weekend.. but this time around, her silent mode is still activated... hope that she will deactivate her silent mode as soon as possible... btw, lala's sis, suraya has gievn birth to a baby girl yesterday.. her name is khairin nur fazreen... hope that both mom n baby is doing good... i guess that's all for this time...

till then, take care n have a nice day, weeks n months to all of you...

gathering..

2008-07-14T13:42:00.004+08:00

salam n hi to all...

hope that all of you are doing good... it has been a while since i last update my blog... let me update some of the activities that has taken place in my life...

20 June 2008

went out with hoe fong, evelyn, ched may n ai chin... we went to the curve... as usual me and evelyn tumpang hoe fong... hoe fong fetch us at university station at 6.30pm.. reach the curve at 7pm... ched was there already.. first thing was to go to first few years to get the breast pump for my sis... than we went down to check on where to eat... finally decided to have food at the italiannies... the food was good... i really like the food there and it's affordable... we chat n update each other on our lifes... it was almost midnite when we left the curve... it was always nice to meet up with this lovely ladies... love you ladies always....

21 June 08 - 22 June 08

was quite busy with the lil angle... the whole day was at home... on sunday, sis frens - kak lin, kak zurairah n kak awa came to the house... while they were there, MD came with BZ... chit chat n just lepak... MD left home at 8++... she's going for a dinner with BZ...

26 June 08 - 29 June 08

Uncle Sop n Aunty Intan is here.. on thursday we went for dinner at Chilies MV and then chit chat with them till midnight.. on friday we went to Bukhara at KLCC.. it's a must for uncle to have food there everytime he is in kl... even the waiter recognise him... that night i slept over at the hotel to accompany fatin... on saturday went to sentul with Aunty as she want to see some item there.. from there we went back home for lunch.. mom cooked mutton masala n pulut kuning... in the evening, i went to my alma mater, St Mary... it was a nice feeling to be back at the school... eventhough there has been a lot of changes but still the memory is there... me, ched and ai chin went there for the musical.. my school has always been famous for it's musical.. so this time around they stage Phantom of Opera.. was not bad knowing the students there... Pn. Charan, Pn. Tan, Pn. Noraini, Pn. Ng n Pn. Dewitt was among the familiar faces that we met that night... we lepak at the school till minight... on sunday, lala came to the house.. after lepaking for a while, we went out to sogo.. lala wanted to get something for her sis... after getting the thing there we went to ampang point.. bought something for my lil angle but unfortunately they didn't like it.. what to do...

2 July 08

Today i met MD after quite some time... the last we met was during anuar zain show... met MD at kg baru than we took the train to klcc... firstly we took the tixs for the 8.30pm show.. than we went for dinner at the food court.. had the cantonese keuy teow... it seems to be my fav food at the moment but not easy to get the real nice one.. MD has chinese style fried rice.. after having dinner we went for the movie... Sepi was our choice this time... i like the movie... something different and nice... BZ was there too with some frens.. but MD didn't want to say hi to him so we just left the place before BZ notice us there.. from klcc we went to kota damansara n then came back to my house... MD slept over at my place...

9 July 08

took off today as i will be fetching my bro at klia... he went to s'pore for a week to spent time with my lil cousins there.. early that day, i did some house work... need to get certain things done... at about 1pm me and Ma left the house to klia.. and that evening, i met MD n BZ.. we went to klcc... yeah yeah, klcc is our fav place.. where else do u want us to go?? the is the best place and most convenient place... MD wants to get a pair of shoe.. actually she just got a piar of shoe when she went to alamanda on 080706 with bz... will introduce about bz later... after browsing, searching and trying finally she decided on the abstract gold shoe by twins.. MD has always wanted a gold shoe and finally she bought a pair for herself... after that we left klcc and head straight to ampang.. after thinking n thinking we finally decided to eat at kadir.. had kung fu keoy teow, md had nasi goreng paprik and bz had nasi putih n 3 other dishes.. from there MD sent me back home... that was how i spent my offf day...

12 july 08

it's my aunt b'day... wish her in the morning... went to fetch her in the evening.. we had kfc and fruit cocktail for dinner... just a simple celebration as sis is still in confinement... and on sunday i just stay at home.. we are planning for zara's cukur jambul.. will be held insya Allah on 10 or 16 august.. sis is cracking her head on what to give as the berkat for the majlis... and the list of people is getting longer n longer... at the moment there is approximately 250pax... hahahahahah like what sis say to her hubby, u only going to do this once for her so let's do it properly but now it's the $$$.. with the recent fuel price increase, all prices is higher than before... anyway, let the parent decide...

ok lets talk about bz... bz is someone that MD has known way back.. at the moment she is quite close or shall i say very close with him.. they actually went out few times.. durian eating session n movie... u know what they went for durian just in front of my house but didn't even ask me out sob sob sob... siapa la aku ini... aku sedar diri... sob sob sob... basically MD n bz chat online n sms at most of the time... at the moment there is no idiot, weird or even H in MD's life... 3 of them has choosen to be mangkuk bertingkat which is glued to each other... i guess they have their own reason... so at the moment there is only bz n R... R is someone that she got to know recently.. i'm trying my best to ask her to go out with R.. so just wait n c till the moment come... not sure when i will be meeting MD next... since her office is far from kl, she won't come down to kl so often.. but if read thru this posting u'll notice that lately MD do go out on weekend especially now since she is close with bz... don't dream she will come down to kkl on weekend unless there is something really interest her... but now it's different... anyway, i'm just happy if she is happy... oh before i forget, MD fav phrase at the moment is mana ada... like weird always tell her, zai, stop living in denial my dear...

till than take care n have a nice day....

My NiEcE

2008-06-18T11:34:00.003+08:00

latest update...

my dearest niece name is Nur Zara Aleesya.... and here a pict if her

salam n hi to all...

my dear has just deliver to a cute baby girl today... it was not an easy one as sis was admitted to the hospital on monday when she had some bleeding... then at early morning today the water bag broke n sis was taken to the labour room... unfortunately till 9am, it doesn't open much... in order to make sure that the baby is safe, sis underwent cesarean... so i'm an aunty now... everyone was asking how will the baby address you... i put as simple as possible, i prefer to be called as aunty... simple and easy, aunty... and please no mak ngah n etc... i know on my bro in law side she will call them with mak ngah n etc... so let make it simple for her by just calling me aunty... so what is the baby name??? thinking of zahra sofia.. is it nice??? my sis taught of some other name but we didn't really agree on it... anyway, let the parent decide on it...

my doa is sis will get well soon... i know it will be a long journey and it's not going to be easy for her... recovering from normal birth is much more easier compare to cesarean... a lot of pantang i guess... can't wait to see her later in the evening!!!

till than, take care n have a nice day....

mY wEeKeNd In PeNaNg

2008-06-11T15:07:00.001+08:00

salam and hi to all... how r u?? hope that all of you are doing good... last weekend me, MD n lala was in penang... lala's bro, ijad is engagement is on 8 june 08... the 3 of us and MD as the head were the one whom did the hantaran.. so let me tell you our journey to penang...

6 june 08
lala came to my house at 5.30pm... took all the stuff in, salam my family and we left to fetch MD... since lala was caught in the jam earlier, so we couldn't meet MD at her office... we went straight to her sis house... we took the wrong way, blame me for that as this is my first time going there using the old way... normally i will just take the highway.. we took mmr2, instead of exiting at selayang we went straight up to sg buloh :-D afraid of us getting lost futher MD told us to take the highway to rawang.. so we took the highway to rawang... reach there at 7.40pm.. MD took all her stuff and we went for dinner at 6 points... the food here is nice with big portion and reasonable price.. after dinner we went staright to MD house to take all the hantaran stuff... while waiting for MD to get ready me n lala pack all the things that need to be taken there.. by 9.30pm, MD was ready n we started our journey.. since we had dinner we didn't stop anywhere except at Sg perak to fill in the tank... reach lala's house at 1.50am... hehehehehe.. the family was still awake waiting for us.. had some milo, caht for a while n we went to sleep... me n MD slept in lala's room.. it was 3am in the morning n guess what me n MD couldn't sleep... so we talk for almost an hour.. at 4am we dozz off...

7 june 08
woke up at 9.30am.. took my bath.. than we had milo while waiting for ijad to buy the roti canai.. after breakfast n some chit chat, we start our battle of doing the hantaran... lala n family went to the market to get few stuff... we did the hantaran till 4pm.. than we stop to have our lunch.. after lunch we lepak.. after maghrib we went out... our first journey was to get the cake n choc... i didn't know that it is so difficult to get hershey's cookies n cream choc in penang.. we went to giant, sunshine, tesco n cold storage but we couldn't find it.. we end up with toblerone n merits... after buying all this, we went to the night market at ferringhi... MD n lala bought cds... from there we went to masjid kapitan to have my fav nasi kandar beratur!!! thanks to MD, lala n ijad whom just agree with me... we reach back home at 1++... went to bed zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......

8 june 08
woke up at 8++am... had milo n bread for breakfast.. n we started doing the hantaran again.. start with the bunga rampai... than we did the ring set, followed with the tepak sireh... these two need to be done today as we are using fresh flowers... in order for the flower to be fresh and still blooming nicely, we did it today... after that we touch up the cake, jelly n fruits.. at the very last minute, MD show her talent in flower arrangement... alhamdulillah everything was done by 1.45pm... i will say that we were very satisfied with the end result n we really hope that everyone will like it... me n MD didn't attend the event as at the nick of time , there was no water... so no way that we will go without taking our bath so we just stayed home.. after everyone left, i sweep the hall as the flowers were all over the place... after than, me n MD arrange the kuihs n mee hoon while ijad made the drinks.. after everything was done at the table, me n MD relaxs... it was 2.30pm when ijad's friends came over to the house.. me n MD decided to take our bath n lepak... it was almost 5pm when they came back... n the hantaran was very the pink n very typical.. by than me n MD was hungry as we only had the fried mee hoon and some kuih... since everyone is busy we could only wait.. at 8pm, me, MD, lala n ijad went for dinner at Bangkok restaurant, i must say that the service is superb and the food is good... after dinner, we started our journey home... reach MD's house at 1++ n reach my home at 2.15am.. lala slept over at my house... thanks to lala n ijad for paying for all our food there...

9 june 08
i woke up at 10++am... drink my milo n chit chat with ma... lala woke up at 11am.. had nasi goreng for breakfast n chit chat again.. lala left at noon... she need to do some housekeeping :-D.. at 2pm, took sis fo rher check up... sis is 38 weeks pregnant now.. her due date is on 20 june... at the moment she is staying with us as she will deliver the baby at ampang hospital n wil stay at home during her confinement... can't wait for the baby... my doa is everything goes well for sis n her baby... after maghrib, we went to jusco alpha angle.. went to browse for playpen... we reach back home at 10++... so that was my weekend...

till then, take care n have a nice day to all of you....

May 08

2008-05-30T11:22:00.003+08:00

salam and hi to all...

it has been quite sometime since i last update my blog... i was busy and just couldn't find the right timing to update it... will just briefly update it...

the first week of may was my busiest week among all... my work scheduled was really tight and having a non cooperative colleague add on the pressure to me... so i was stressed and tired... on the following week, i was in the office trying to get all my paperworks done... so it was quite ok for me... and the third week i had site visit for the whole day and this is the last week of the month and i had a site visit on one of the day... you know i was so tired with works that i spent almost all my weekend resting at home... i guess didn't really meet my friends for this month....

dad's birthday was celebrated moderately where we went for dinner and bought him a shoe as the birthday present.... ahmad's birthday we celebrated it at chilis and we got him his dream hp... won't get him a hp anymore since this is the second hp that i'm getting for him... luckily this time i'm sharing it with my sis... fuhhhh.....

something happen on the 3rd week of may... on 18 may 08, MD called me at 7am... obviously i was still sleeping n was kind of blur... she told me that i'm driving after an ambulance and i was asking y must you tail back an ambulance than she told me that aunty is in it... i was shock to hear that as this is the first time that aunty was taken to the hospital in an ambulance... by 11am i sms her asking how is aunty doing... than she replied at almost noon informing me that the doc has asked all of them to stay there and do not leave the hospital as aunty condition is very weak.... the doc also told them to inform all the relatives... reading the sms i know that aunty is not in a good condition... informed my parent and that evening we went to visit aunty... i cried when i saw aunty... it was sad to see her in that condition... the only thing that we could do at that time is to pray to Allah that aunty pain will be lessen and if the time has come may she go in peace... MD told me that she accept it if the time has come rather than seeing aunty in that condition... there was no changes on monday and on tuesday morning, MD sms me saying that aunty leg is flat now... by than we know that the time is not much... i went to visit aunty again at noon with my boss cum MD's bro in law... there is no improvement... i left the hospital at about 2.30pm... it was about 5.30pm i received phone call from MD saying that aunty has passed away... innalillah... i cried when i heard the news... we hand up and i immediately took the leave form and apply for leave for the next day... i just need to be there for her... aunty was burried on 21 may 08 at about 10.30am at jln kuching.. at the graveyard certain people was saying that arwah aunty and arwah uncle are real soulmate... arwah uncle was born on 11 nov and arwah aunty was born on 11 may... arwah uncle passed away on 19 may 04 and arwah aunty passed away on 20 may 08... and their grave yard is next to each other... MD was quite ok this time compared to when uncle passed away, may be because she has accepted from the moment aunty condition was worsen in the hospital... at the moment MD is not sure where to stay... everyone has offered her to stay with them including my family... for time being MD is staying alternately at her bro house in bangi and her sis house in sg buaya... MD is doing ok so far, alhamdulillah...

tired... happy...

2008-04-11T11:04:00.004+08:00

salam and hi to all....

hope that everyone is doing good... as for me, it's the same as the title tired and happy.... will elobrate more on it... anyway that's what blogging are all about....

this week is a very tiring week for me... i had site visit for 4 days continuously... the worst will be on tuesday where by my site visit ended at almost 8pm... pity all the contractors :D today will be the only day that i will be staying in the office for the whole day... as for now la.... since i'm talking about work, i have few colleagues here whom complain so much and disagree on a lot of things... they are showing their dissatisfaction in various way... and i don't really like that... to me it's simple, if don't like the management of the company than feel free to get other job... no point complaining and showing tantrum, just get a new job, pack your thing and go... it give you a peace of mind and to others too....

i have something to tell everyone out there... I AM FAT!!!! on thursday NKF came to the ofc and did health screening test... so obviously they will take ur weight, height and etc...guess what i weigh more than 60kg!! Ya Allah, i'm damn extremely fat.... u know with my height my ideal weight is less than 60!!! in other word i'm considered slighty obessity!!!! so now i have to be on diet... and by having the form from the NKF i have proof to show to my parent... so now my mom will not sulk and my dad won't nag if i don't eat.... the NKF's personnel was shock to know my weight as she was saying u look small and i replied i may look smal but than i'm not that small la... so no more rice for me at the moment... no heavy dinner... coz if i don't control it now soon u won't see me walking but you will see me rolling around for being so bulat!!!!!

now let's talk about MD... aunty was transferred from sg buloh to ampang yesterday... so last night i went to have dinner with MD... at about 10.45, MD sms me saying that can you get for me some bread... aunty wants it since the porridge that we bought was not nice....i said ok should not be a prob but than when i was wearing my scraf i heard my dad on the car... so i just peep down and ask my mom is dad going out... ma say yes...so i couldn't help MD... felt bad about it... since i couldn't help her out, the only other person around is WP.... MD try her luck and sms him... and guess what he replied n he is willing to help... and the best part is he spent more than half an hour to find the bread... isn't it sweet... it was almost 1am when he reach the hospital... u know it's not easy to get this kind of friend now days... anyway the moment MD saw WP, she said that he look haggered... knowing his situation make me understand y does he look that way... pity him and i pray that he will overcome all his problem n has a better life... may Allah bless you... after meeting up, the exchange smses till WP fall asleep... and surprise surprise.... weird sms MD last night too... not sure if i've mentioned this before but WP and weird has good instinct that sometimes me n MD will be wondering do they know each other???? weird was being nice too... saying that MD should take a good care of her mom, herself and get some rest... so i guess last night MD was flatered by WP and weird... but MD is more flatered by what weird say than what WP did.... this is a matter of feelings... and all this feelings come n go by itself so nothing much to say on this... MD did ask me few days ago, which one do i choose among them... my answer was simple.... some1 who accept you the way u r, care n love you more than you do - that should be the 1.... so hopefully she will find the 1 with all these qualities among all of them...

this weekend will be a busy week for me... aunty idah is coming tonight... tomorrow morning i will be going for pureen's sale to get some stuffs for sis, than after that take my aunty n ma to the book fair... aunty has to be at about 3pm... from the book fair, i guess i will go lepaking and gossiping with ma and aunty... that how it will whenever my realtives come over... you know i don't get to meet them always as we stay in different country so whenever we had chance to meet up, we will spent as much time as possible and make the best out of it....

so till than, take care n have a good weekend....

sad... happy...

2008-04-08T10:59:00.002+08:00

salam and hi to all.....

it has been quite sometime since i update my blog.... was busy but not so busy... perhap i didn't know what to write... ok let start now since i feel like blogging at the moment....

last weekend, me, MD and lala supposed to go to cherating but we didn't.... it was cancel coz aunty is in hospital and lala couldn't get off... as for me my leave has been approved so on friday, i was at home... at about 10pm i went to Look out point at langat with them... had dinner there and lepak with them for a while... on saturday i went to jusco with sis and just stay at home for the rest of the day... sunday i went to visit aunty... thanks MD for bringing me there... to aunty may u get well soon....

i'm not feeling good lately... i guess MD ams syndrome has get into me now... at the moment i feel like quiting my job??? after working here for 1year plus, today i feel like quiting the job... i feel like the everyone against me??? one thing for sure it's not easy to work when your boss is someone you know... the preception by others is that everything that you do you will get away with it.... but do i get that??? no i don't but i can't stop people from talking about it.... what i can do is just to face it.... i noticed that lately i will get angry easily... i don't why and i don't want to find the answer to it.. may Allah give me the strength to go through the life that He has granted me....

MD.... she just quit her job last friday... she got a better offer at selayang... it's nearer to home and it's good for her to leave wtf... having a boss like bc make your life like h***.... knowing bc she did what she always do... bc is someone who doesn't appreciate her staff... she think that she is the best and capable of doing everything by herself.... i'm glad and happy that MD will not be working for her anymore.... MD ask for ez help to get something done... and ez help her happily... he came on sunday to get MD in the ofc and help her to draft the email to AG (MD's big boss)... he is a good friend... lucky to have this kind of friend in your life... but what ez did is something a close friend will do for each other... but like MD always say she is not that close with ez... to me ever since MD join wtf and told me about ez, i feel he has a crush on her and by him doing all this prove my assumption... ez even ask MD can i ask u out after this??? hehehehehehehehehehe.... and today he sms and call her to wish good morning, isn't ot sweet.... what if ez is meant for MD???? i like......

till than take care n have a nice day!!!!!

work crisis???

2008-03-25T17:06:00.002+08:00

25.03.08

salam and hi to all... how r u??? hope that all of you are doing good... me is doing good... alhamdulillah....

am i having some work crisis??? i'm not really sure about it... i would rather say that it's not a smooth week for me... last friday had the dept meeting... as the secretary for the meeting, i put the PIC fro certain issue on my colleague... after the meeting he was furious at me and he told me off that do not simply put his name to it... i told him again, didn't i email the minutes earlier for all of you to go through it?? if the item is not under u, than let me know... he was giving reason that he was away on wednesday that he couldn't check that... so is it my fault... but knowing him, i just couldn't be bothered by it at that time... but what pist me off was on the bus item... i had check it with my colleague about it... she told me that it's under him... so i put his name there thinking that she has discuss it with him... but apparently she didn't!!!!! after getting scolded for no reason from him, i went to her and told her off.... i was really angry on that day... and today is another meeting with the technicians at ampang... and she is the secretary and again she didn't update the minutes as per what i told her for my items... hello what is yoour prob??? she was saying that if i take it off than the minute will be very short... excuse me???? am i the spacegoat here??? please la... she was lucky again that we were in the meeting room so i just say it nicely to her.... or is it something wrong with me??? i've given her 3 chances to get away.. but i guess i won't let it happen again... i shouldn't.. it's not good and give bad perception to people about me... so lady just don't try to mess with me again coz i'm not sure i'll be as nice as i am to you before...

mix emotions

2008-03-18T11:47:00.003+08:00

18.03.08

salam and hi all... at the moment i'm having a mix emotions.... let me start with something happy... yesterday was my cute little baby zain's birthday!!!! we sent him a card, hopefully he get it and smile when he see it... to baby zain, happy birthday boy... may Allah bless you with all the happiness in life... just remember that you have lots of love around you and everyone will be there to guide you and teach you my little baby boy!!!!

yesterday too was a tiring day for me... i had a site visit in the morning at MJD... from there i went to several other stations... i guess i inspected almost 10 stations yesterday... my boss called me at about 4++ asking my whereabout... since i have nothing to hide i just told him the list of stations that i will be visiting.... than he told me that there is a complaint on leaking at MJD station... i was at that station in the morning and there was no leaking there.... but since my boss ask me to go and check it, so i have to go... luckily it's on my way back home.... but what really angry me was that the complaint was from my colleague who is sitting right in front of me!!!!! hello why can't u just ask me... y must you ask the thing to the boss??? i was shock to know it... how did i know??? she told me herself.... luckily i was in a good mood at that time... if not, she will surely get it from me.... as i went to the station again, there was no leaking anymore... i walk around the station twice!!! i sms my boss to inform him about it and he replied my sms saying ok tqvm... and i didn't respond to that sms....

today to add to what she had done yesterday, she was instructing me to call the procurement dept to query on the PR that i raised!!!! excuse me that is my job, and i know how to go about it... you don't have to tell me what to do and etc.... and i don't want to talk the person in charge in the procurement dept coz he irrates me.... so back off don't try to pist me off anymore today.... i sent an email to the PIC in PD to query on it.... at the moment i'm not sure what is her intention??? is she just trying to be nice or she just wanna show that she knows how to do it better than me??? whatever!!!! everyone has their own way in doing their job... you has your own way and i have mine.... like the song I did it my way.... one thing for sure at the moment i'm angry with her and i don't have any intention to have any conversation with her!!!!

ok now to some happy news.... MD sms me early in the morning... informing me that H was ol just now and he sign off without buzzing her.... she was sad about it... a minute after that MD sms me again saying that H just ol and buzz her within 3 secs he was ol.... btw, MD will start her countdown every time she see H ol.... they chatted and from her sms i know that she is happy.... actually we are waiting for H reply on whether he will be able to join us to cherating or not... did i mentioned anything on our plan to cherating??? i guess i didn't... ok basically me, MD and lala are planning to go for a holiday... after browsing thru and coming up with numerous destination, finally we settle for cherating... since the incident after NBT, seem like every where that i go now i need to have a bodyguard... my lifetime bodyguard will be my bro... but obviously i won't be taking him to cherating with me, so that's how H name came up.... the second option will be WP... but really hope that H could make it....

so till than take care n sayonara.....

Twinkle twinkle little star.... penang bridge is falling down...

2008-03-12T08:34:00.005+08:00

salam and good morning... it's still early in the morning, just got in the office.... will be going later for a site visit but i need to write this first before i go out... am i right, MD???

as i mentioned before my beloved MD is on vacation at penang.... and my wish did come true as yesterday MD sms H informing him that she is in penang... H was so excited to know about it that he call her immediately and ask her out... MD was still pulling the string on whether she should or should not meet him... i guess yesterday was H lucky day.... MD agree to meet up with him... so yesterday, 11 march 08 MD met H... H came to pick MD at 7pm... H finish his work at 5pm... but his office is in prai and knowing the jam, it took him almost 2 hours to get to the island... MD was having a mix emotion... basically she was afraid and nervous... when H told her that his at the lobby, instead of going down straight she call me and took her own sweet time to meet him... she was afraid... before getting to the car, she went to get her nephews at the pool asking them to go back to the room.... H waited almost 10mins before MD meet him... i know she is damn nervous coz yesterday was the first time that before she hang up she said muuaahhh muuaaahhh to me :D

it was 11.30pm that MD got back to the hotel... she called me to give the update... from her voice i know that she is melted by what H did during their date... basically H open the car door for her, make sure that she sit first before he sit, make sure that she is safe.... they even eat on the same plate!!!! MD even help H with his coconut drink, i mean MD help him to remove the isi buah for him to eat... anyone who see them at that time will think that they are a very loving couple... oh actually, from the hotel they went to PK for dinner.... from there they went to QB just to lepak by the beach and lastly H took her to the night market... H is really gentleman, everything that MD buys at night market he will hold it for her... H was very very nice to her... when he drop her off at hotel, he even kiss her hand... how on earth do you think that my dear friend here will not melt??? ohh MD did sms me when she was with him... she was saying that he has a nice eye and eye lashes and chin!!! the moment i read the sms i was saying to myself, so now it's not the nose that she look at but the chin!!! hahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.....

i know that MD has always prefer H compared to idiot and weird and now after meeting with H, he has obviously win her heart even more... to wierd and idiot, u guys are at the losing end... u need to work extra hard if you really want it... i know that MD is happy and i'm glad that i manage to force her to meet H.... the only thing that will come in between them is the distance.... aunty has told MD that she doesn't want MD to stay out of KL even she is married... so H, will you be willing to work in KL.... oh yeah, H is the eldest out 4 siblings and MD is the youngest out of 4 siblings, don't people always say that the eldest and youngest will make the best out of each other... whatever it is, i'm happy that MD is happy!!!! so now u know y my title is twinkle twinkle little star and london bridge is falling down??? if you still don't get it, twinkle twinkle little star - referring to H lucky star yesterday and london bridge is falling down referring to MD who is falling in love.... love is in the air.... anyway, i hope and pray that MD will find someone that will love and treasure the way she is and always make her happy!!! lotsa of love to my dear MD....

p/s: MD and lala is purposely making me jealous by sending me picts of the beach.... md in penang and lala in jb!!!! not fair!!!! n where am i???? in KL, in my ofc!!!!!!

p/ss: yesterday was also exactly a year that MD had known idiot.... hhmmmmm

mY wEeKeNd

2008-03-10T14:08:00.003+08:00

07.03.08

it's saturday night fever hahahahahaahahaha.... met MD at klcc at almost 7.30pm... browse around isetan before heading straight to kinokuniya... MD is going for a holiday at penang... she would like to get LOTR novel for her to read while she is there... she found what she wants there...after getting the book we went to the foodcourt for dinner... MD had rice and chicken cooked with basil... while i had paratha with keema.. i ordered 2 paratha and ending up couldn't finish it.... however i manage to persuade MD to help to finish it up... thanks my dear.... it was almost 10pm when were done with it... ohhh btw, MD meet up with her new friend after the dinner... they went for a drink at secret recipe at MD's office... somehow MD doesn't like him... it's ok that she doesn't like him... so just let it be... that night MD sms weird, idiot and H... and all these 'mangkuk bertingkat' decided not to reply to her sms... MD which is still having her AMS deleted weird's and idiot's number form her phonebook... too bad guys, she is damn angry with u guys... but don't worry i have the numbers in case she need it... lucky for H that she didn't delete his number... to u guys, i'm not sure for how long do u guys want to remains as 'mangkuk bertingkat'.....

08.03.08

it malaysian 12th general election... me being a good malaysian, went to do my duty as citizen at 8.30am... me and Ma voted at kg baru primary school, while dad and sis voted at lai meng.... went there early to avoid the crowd... after voting, we went for breakfast at Kopitiam in semua house... ate half boiled egg with bread toast... from there we went back home to sent back my bro... he wants to sleep... from there we went to bukit bintang... i wanted to get myself a pair of slack... instead of getting myself a pair of slack i ended up buying blouse!!! it's has been quite sometimes since i bought new bluse/shirt for myself... so this is for me... actually we went from sg wang to bb plaza to lot 10... it was almost 4pm when we are done there... then i drove Ma and sis to pavilion... i know it's a walking distance from lot 10... but sis is not in a condition that she can walk that near...hehehehee... sis wanted to try out the J.Co donut so much and that's the reason me being nice... otherwise i couldn't be bothered with it.... i was waiting in the car for them to get the donut... they came back in the after 30mins carrying only bread from The loaf.... apparently there is approximately 50paxs in Jco donut lining up to get their donuts... so sis doesn't want to wait that long for the donuts... perhaps, the hubby can do it for her next time around... reach back home at almost 5pm... took my bath and lepak while waiting for lala....

lala came at 6pm++ with her mom and bro... chit chated for a while and after maghrib, we left to klcc... walk around, lala bought a pair of jeans and tshirt for the bro.... from there we went for dinner at the food court... then left back home... reach home at almost 11pm... watching anxiously on the election result... i was happy and angry at the same with the result... i'm happy that BN didn't win the big majority that they were aiming for... deserve him right for being so arrogant and misusing his power for the benefits of his family.... he and his family is the biggest mistake in the history of BN!!!! (quoted from armegeddon, just love this pharase).... I'm sad that because of him that all the hard work that my beloved TDM had put in will be vanish... i grew up, study and be where i am now under the administration of TDM... and it's really really sad to see that what he build for the nation is going down the drain... however, i hope and pray for a better future for my beloved country, Malaysia....

09.03.08

it's a sunday... yippie... my rest day... since all of us sleep late last night while waiting for the result, we didn't go to the market :D... i was sleeping the whole day... not sure why but i felt very sleepy and dizzy... had lunch at almost 3pm... after lunch watch tv, go online and sleep again... it was almost maghrib when i woke up again... after maghrib, i went up to iron my shirt and Pa's too... it took me almost 2 hours to iron one whole week clothing for both of us... phew... the rest of the night i was reading novel... that's how my weekend was....

btw, MD is in penang at the moment with her family... i really really hope that she will contact H and meet up with him while she is there.... just pray and hope she does it.... till then, take care n have nice day.....

Aching knee

2008-03-05T14:30:00.003+08:00

salam and hi...

it has been 3 days since the incident happen and my knee is still aching.... i applied some oinment to it and really hope it get well soon... the nature of my job require me to walk around a lot... therefore i need to get well soon... i've told some of colleague about the incident... they were shock to hear it but what shock them the most was that me and MD went after the snatcher... they were saying how daring of you girls to go after them, what if they have any knife with them... it didn't come across my mind about it at that time, till my colleagues ask me about it.... how would it be if they have knife or any other weapon??? perhaps, at this moment i will be resting at home due to that injury :D MD told her colleague too and they gave the same response... MD was saying to her colleagues that she was soing some stunt for Gerak khas future drama... hahahaahhaahahahaha.... me and MD talk about it that day... MD told me that they kick and try to snatch the bag again from her but she was holing tight to it so they didn't manage to get it again... she was afraid as they were pushing and kicking her at her leg.... you know it was almost 15 of thems and just the 2 of us??? i was not afraid at that time but i was damn angry... i even tell them, u watch out... u get all this back.... the time will come, what goes around comes around... but the most important thing is we are not injured except my knee.... alhamdulillah... oh yeah, MD was saying how are we going to find a good husband nowdays... can u image there were more than 50 peoples(GUYS) at the scene but none came to help us... as i was saying to my dad yesterday, the guys nowdays has no gut... how on earth are they going to protect their family???

btw, on the day of the incident MD did sms idiot and wierd.... surprisingly both of them reply!!! the were exchanging sms and both of them would like MD to call them... as the time was getting late, MD told them to sleep.... knowing them who will just obey to what MD told them, they went to sleep by the time the incident happen... coz MD did sms them after everything was over but none of them reply... idiot reply to the sms the next day... MD is feeling confuse n weird with the way idiot is behaving... lately, he always sms MD.... and knowing MD, it is very rare that she reply to his sms.... pity him... MD has been questioning me on this and i told her perhaps, idiot is single now, he misses her and he know now is the best time for him to start all over again.... but MD doesn't agree about this... it is up to her to decide but obviously i will love to c both of them together... hopefully MD's heart will open up for him... amin.... as for weird he didn't reply her sms till today... don't tell me that u don't have credit coz few hours before you were exchanging sms with MD... and if you really care 4 her u will reply her sms and ask how is she.... even as a friend, we will sms and ask how is he... i know i will do that if my friends is in trouble... so at the moment, i'm not encouraging MD to keep in touch with wierd but again this is my advice, it's up to her to decide... she know them better... as a friend i want her to be happy.... what i know is that i don't have such a good impression on him... ;)

yesterday, lala lost her phone at sg perak R&R... pity her... she sms me thru her sis's hp and told me about it... she was saying may be it's a curse of us going to nbt that day... i was just smiling away when i receive her sms.... everything happen for a reason, every dark cloud has a silver lining... Allah has a better plan for us.... coming to think back af all this, me and MD was wondering will our parent allow us to go cameron as what we plan??? the answer is no.... but if we can find a guy to go with us than we might get the permission to go... and the best candidate will be idiot... idiot is the one coz he is someone that we had travel with before and we came back home safely... so basically Aunty and Ma will not be so worried but the chances of them requesting to meet up with idiot will be very very high... now it's up to MD to decide... as known, i don't have many guy friends other than my uni mate.... as for lala, since A is sulking with her so there is no possibilities of asking him to join us... left is only MD.... the ball is in your court now my dear... :D

2 march 08

2008-03-03T12:09:00.002+08:00

2 march 08...

after the show ended, we decide to go for supper.... went to suraya... MD and lala had nasi kerabu, zareeda had their fried chicken adn i just had a drink...no i'm not on diet but i just had dinner and still full.... after the supper we went to sent zareeda back.... than we went to sent MD... this is where the story begin.... it was almost 3am when we reach jln p.ramlee.... bad timing... it's the time that all the clubs closed and we got stuck in the jammed... we got stuck exactly in front of hanabi.... by the roadsie there was this bunch of guys lepaking... basically this mat rempit... they came near the car and have a peep on what is in the car.... we couldn't be bothered with it as we were confident that the car is lock.... buut to our surprise while we were having a chat, one of the guy open the back door and took MD's handbag.... it happen in a split of seconds.... i was saying to MD, don't you want to get it back??? than only she realize that her car key is in it.... me and MD came out of the car... we went to the theft,... he was at the dark corner trying to take things out of the bag.... seeing us there, he came out from there and try to walk past us... MD manage to pull her bag back... we ask them what did you take and return it back to us.... being such a bastard, they ignore it and the guy who snatch the bag kick MD at her buttock... and another guy, put his leg out and i trip and fell down... when this bunch of bastrad saw the guards coming, they fled with their bike... i call my bro asking him come over.... MD was too shock and stunned of what had happen... they manage to take her camera and mp3.... alhamdullilah they didn't manage to take her purse and car key... the guard manage to give us on of the bike plat number... and there was this car right behind us who gave another plat number.... there were 5 big size guy in the car who gave us the plat number... when asked by MD why didn't you help, one of them answered 'it is good enough that we took the number for you' MD replied taking the number and helping people is 2 different thing... hope that this thing won't happen to your sibling.... and just walk off.... bro came in 15mins with his friend.... he wsa pist off that no one help us... it was really sad to see that no one came to help us.... the area was jammed and i bet all of them there saw us and none of them help.... yes, we didn't scream but you saw it and if you really wanted to help you will help without people asking for it.... it is really sad to malaysian with this kind of attitude.... to all the bastards, you will get back what you've done.... what you give, you get back....

my knee is injured... i was wearing this palazo pants, so that's y my knee is injured... off all the day why did i choose to wear it on this day... anyway, who knows that all this going to happen... this is something that i willl remember..... to all ladies out there be extra carefull and make sure your car is lock at all times.... till than.... take care

1st March 08

2008-03-03T11:21:00.002+08:00

1st March 08... it's my Ma's birthday... Happy birthday Ma.... love you so much... you have been there for me whenever i needed you... guiding me, giving me advice, give me freedom and also restrictionn in everything i do.... thank you Ma, i couldn't imagine my life without you... i may not the best daughter that you had, i may not be good in words n showing my appreciation but deep down inside me, you are the best Ma in the world that anyone could ever had.... May Allah bless you with all the happiness in life and may all ur dreams come true.... love you, Ma....

we bought a handbag and purse as her birthday present... Ma choose her present, it is much easier in this manner.... we bought the present earlier on Wednesday, 2 days before her birthday... ordered sugee cake from hasleena's mom and sis bake a small cake too.... the celebration start at night... started off with the cake cutting.... then we went for dinner at Sakura Kristal, a place where Ma has always wanted to go since the day she found out the place existed.... took her there... the food was not bad but quite expensive for that kind of food....but you won't know until you try it... i don't think we will go there again based on the comment from my dad.... after having dinner, ahmad snet me off to NBT....

reach NBT at 11pm ++... MD, lala and zareeda was there... the show was quite good... this is the first time me listening to atilia, so no bad for the first time... i was hoping to see weird there but he wasn't there... i guess he has been there a day before... what MD and wierd plan has really happen... they had talk about it before saying that they won't go on the same day.... true enough they happen to go on the different day.... show ended at about 12.30am...... to be cont....

12 Feb 08 aka mY bIrThDaY

2008-02-13T12:15:00.005+08:00

salam...

it 12 feb again... and i'm officially 27 years old... happy birthday to me... any wish for my birthday??? can't think of anything... coz i wish for it everyday... but something come to my mind... i read b4 that we will die on the same day we were born... since my birthday this year fall on tuesday does that mean in 2 years time my time will come??? but again it's not according to the english calender but Muslim calender... hehehehe....

the first one to wish me was my aunt.. she wish me at 11++... at the strike of 12 hasleena sms me... was touch by her sms content... than it was my parent followed by MD and my sis... this was all the midnight/early morning wish... among other who wish me was mardiana, sue, hoefong, ai chin, lala, melisa, preamma, vijayanthi, irni, rina, angie... :D nothing special about my birthday.. went to work as usual... after work, went for dinner with my family... we went to chilis, klcc.... enjoy the food there... we brought along the cake so that we won't ended up being full when we get home to cut the cake... so for the first time in my life, i blow a candle.... it's not something that my family practice... but since they(chili's personnel) had light up the candle it's not nice to disappoint them... btw, it was not only me celebrating my birthday there... there were 3 others people who shared the same birthday as mine... :D thank to my family and friends whom had wish and celebrate my birthday... having all of you in life, make my life complete... MD did ask me don't you think that we are getting old... yes, i do realize that but i don't feel old... to me it's just a number nothing else... obviously you will be mature by years goes by... do i feel pressured of being alone??? no, i don't... having a loving family and friends make my life complete... what else do i need???

oh yeah, the next day which is today... at about 1am... MD receive sms from idiot!!! and the best part is after few minutes, weird sms her... what a coincident... me and MD always say that they are twin... but not with same parent...hahahaahaha... y do i say that??? it is bcoz, they have almost the same character and now smsing MD on the same day??? hahahahaahaha.... i guess they made a deal between them to top up and sms MD on the same day.... MD replied to wierd sms but she ignored idiot sms... as i told MD, idiot is the most unlucky guy among 3 of them (idiot, weird and hamy)... what to do.... if they are fated together they will be together.... do i still hope of seeing them together... somehow i still prefer him instead of the other 2... this may be due to the fact that i've met idiot before.... perhap my view will change after i meet wierd or hamy... i know that i will be seeing hamy this year but weird i'm not sure... so far he has not ask MD out... he wants to take it slow... but the way he is going slow, i'm afraid it might stop or go neutral... hehehehehehe.... to MD your 2 weeks terror beging again.... :P

CNY holiday

2008-02-09T12:27:00.000+08:00

salam....

hi, all... it's a public holilday again... it's Chinese New Year... to all my friends who is celebrating it, Gong Xi Fa Cai... May the Year of Golden Rat bring a lot of wealth, health, happiness and prosperity to u and ur family.... Have a marvellous year ahead....

as for me, it's time for me to relax.... on thursday, stay at home and relax... my bro and his friends left to penang... they wanted a day out of kl... the next day, friday... me, ma, sis and bro in law went to aquaria klcc... was intersting to see all the fish... bring back the memory of my island holiday... eventhough i don't know how to swim but it's always nice to be by the beach side, relax and go snorkelling.... MD, we shall go this june/july k.... can't wait for it... after having a tour at aquaria, we left to ikea... Ma wanted to go there so much... so went there look around... from there we left to kg baru for dinner... it has been 3 years since we shifted out from kg baru, but the place is still close to our heart... especially to my bro.. went to this place called minnie chop... interesting place and the food there is good... the owner is friendly and their daughter is cute too.. shall go there again with my friends... as of today, i just plan to stay at home... plan to visit my friend... waiting for her to reply the sms... if she is at home than i shall go and visit her... other than that just stay at home and enjoy the movie aired in the tv....

btw, me, MD and lala plans to go for a holiday in early april... we plan to go cameron... browsing thru for the best possible deal at the hotels there... can't wait for it... oh yeah, hamy might join us there... since idiot and weird choose to be idiot what can we do... so shall i change weird to weird idiot??? :D

till than, adios amigos.... happy holidays!!!

my first weekend in Feb 08

2008-02-04T11:51:00.001+08:00

1 Feb 08

it's not a public holiday for me as my ofc is in s'gor... but the puzzling part is MD went to work...ok ok, she was forced to come to work.... and lala too went to work, she had something to settle...so it was not me alone working on that day.... after work that night we went to alexis again... lala fetch me at home at 8.45pm.. from there we went straight to alexis...reach there the same time as MD... since we are there early, we had our dinner there... we ordered bread n butter pudding ( was aiming for it since last week ), club sandwhich, pepperoni pizza and vietnamese beef noodle... the bread n butter pudding was good... it has been quite sometime, since i had good bread n butter pudding... the sandwhich was not bad and the pizza was really good... i know what i will order the next time i go there... let me tell u in details about the dinner, as known to most of my close friend, i am a big eater...u can see that from the way i'm growing bigger.... firstly the bread n butter pudding arrive... since i was sitting in the centre, the food was exactly in front of me...so the 3 of us shared it oh shall i say the 2 of us... MD doesn't like it.... after finishing it, i remove the plate to the side and took the club sandwhich... since lala said that she doen't know how to cut it i had to do it.... the waiter there saw it and he came with a small plate and put it at lala.... hehehehe... MD was having her beef noodle... after finishing the sandwhich, i remove the plate and took the small plate to eat the pizza....hahahahahaha... that really prove i'm a big eater... it was almost 11pm when shannon start performing... despite havinf good vocal, his song was not interesting...believe i fall asleep during the show... i was trying my best to stay awake but i just couldn't help it.... the show ended around 1am... from there we went to sent MD's colleague back home...ohh i forget to mentioned that her colleague join us, she came at almost 11pm... after sending her back home, MD sent us back at GEM.... than lala sent me back home... reach home at 2.30am... clean up n went to bed....

2 jan 08

woke up at 6.45am... i slept for less than 4 hours... what to do.... get ready and went to KLJ... reach KLJ at 8.50am... waited for my colleagues... they came at 9.30am... start our journey to Bota Kiri... stop by at Tapah R&R at 11am for breakfast.... continues back our journey at 12noon... reach shidah's house at 1pm... she look beautiful in her purple kebaya... the theme for the wedding was purple... had our lunch, waited for the groom to arrive... took some picts with her and we left back home at 2.30pm... reach back home at maghrib... since that i didn't have enough sleep, i sleep during the journey... couldn't help it.... after taking my bath, chit chat with ma, i slept again....
btw, lala sms me saying that she went for breakfast with A today... i just don't get it... guys are guys... they will do what they feel like doing without thinking about it... lala, u need to control ur feelings...

3 jan 08

thought of waking up late, but Ma woke me up at 8.45pm... as usual took her to the market... got back home at 11am... help out Ma to do cooking... while waiting for bro to get back home from sending Pa's hp, i took some nap... by the time he got, we had our lunch and get ready to go for movie... Ma, me and bro went to watch Cuci at KLCC... it's a good movie... should watch it... it's funny but full of message.... if you want something realxing than u should watch this movie.... after the movie we went for tea at delifrance... oohhh b4 i forget MD called me at about noon... she told me that WP called her last night or shall i say early morning...he called at 2am... they didn't talk much as MD was asleep... no wonder it was rainig the whole night till noon.... that was the reason....hahaahahahahahahahahaha....

January 08

2008-02-04T11:17:00.001+08:00

january 2008

one month has pass... so far it has been a good start for me... life as usual with my family and friends... having them around me makes my life complete... 25 jan 08 - me, MD and lala went to alexis. noryn was performing there... the show was good...had a good time there.... then on the 27 jan 08 we went for AJL 22... ok la...not so bad... after AJL we went for supper at kosas... had nasi lemak there... :D

MD... she is really under pressure from her boss... i pity her and i hate her boss... now i truly understand y people don't stay there long.... having a boss like bc makes your life like h***.... MD cried few times as she couldn't stand it anymore... MD, b strong...insya Allah everything will be okay.... as for her relationship, she is getting closer with weird... and guess what MD found out something about weird.... he was in this R&B group b4.... and the best part of it is the MD really adore this band... she knows everything about them.... wait wait, can u imagine weird in R&B group??? it is so not him... he is more to rock than R&B.... but believe he is the one who gave the name for the group... btw, weird like to read dictionary... he said that by reading dictionary u will have good vocab... so let's read dictionary...hahahahahahaha... can't imagine myself reading dictionary.... but saying so of having good vocab, weird doesn't know what jumping jack is.... does anyone else here who does not know what jumping jack is??? if you don't know what jumping jack is, i advise you to go to kindergarden and let the kids there show you what jumping jack is.... jgn marah ya MD....

My busy weekend - part II

2008-01-07T11:12:00.001+08:00

7 January 08

on last sunday, i was planning to stay home and rest...Ma woke me up at 8++, as usual need to take her to the market....by the time we get home and i took my bath it was noon...was just sitting watching CSi when lala sms me...she asking if i could go with her to CM. last week she ordered something there...and MD sms me too saying that aunty is mumbling about the house. so i thought y not i go to CM with lala and from there we could go view some other house...so lala came to the house at about 4++...went to CM...walk around had our tea at old town white coffe...than about 6, we left back to ampang...we promise to meet up at the sri pinang...the unit is at 5th floor...it's a new house, so it's still nice and the house is ok....the rent is 850...the only thing is the distance from the house to the lrt...it's about 10-15mins walk...at it's going to be quite dark....

from sri pinang, we went on to view palm villa...the unit is at 8th floor...the house is totally gone...i mean the previous tenant didn't take a good care of the house...the tiles, teh kitchen cabinet, the rooms...and the most surprising thing is that the previous tenant are 2 single ladies!!!! we were shock to know about it cause the damage it's like a family with lots of kid doing it....so lala didn't like the house at all....so they are left with sri pinang only...basically now they want to take the sri pinang unit....plan to move in by next month...

everything was over by isyak...went back home, had my dinner and i left to KLIA to fetch my cousin...her flight was delayed and landed only at 11pm...by the time she check out it was about 11.20pm...from there went to sent her off at the college which is in mantin....by the time i get home, it was 1.30am....so basically now i'm feeling very sleepy and tired....

ohh btw, i was browsing for the house to let in the net..found and advertisement on tulip apart...sms both of them on that...lala say she will call....so let see if they can get something cheaper and nearer than why not....just wait and c....

till than take care....have a nice day....

My busy weekend - part 1

2008-01-07T10:58:00.001+08:00

7 January 2008

Salam...hi...i had a busy weekend last week....on saturday, me, lala and MD went for housing searching...we went to view 3 houses...the first house was at kenari apartment...the house is a duplex apartment. the hall and kitchen is nice, well maintained...however the rooms and second floor was totally out. the toilet door, the flooring and etc...the owner couldn't be bothered to do any repair...and they try to negotiate on the price, she didn't want to, so sayonara to kenari apartment....

the second house was at dahlia court. it's at the 8th floor...the house is nice, spacious and well maintain. it's partly furnish with kitchen cabinet, fridge, single bed in all 3 rooms, sofa and dining table...the rent is cheap too...750...the only thing is that the owner is a chinese and we think they do have a dog...so it was thinking time....so they thought why not we tell the agent we just want an empty apartment...we'll get our own furniture....but by the time we call to tell the agent, he said that the house is taken....well, it's a pity that we missed the good opportunity....

the third house we went was at dahlia apartment...the area is not good, the house is not well maintain and everything wasn't not right...that's how i feel and luckily they feel the same...so that's it for our house searching....after viewing all the houses, we went to tesco as i need to get something for the house. we had lunch there at the kfc...after our lunch, we went around pandan jaya to check if there is any apartment to let...unfortunately it's all shop houses...so lala don't want it....

at about 3++ we left to 1U...faizal will be performing at the AJL showcase...so MD thought of meeting up with him...we went there, saw them singing the competing song...MD had a serious chat with bong...it's was regarding Rc...and when i heard about 'kak lanun' remark about MD, i was piss off....she has no right to say whatever that she had say...i feel like sending her an email and telling her off....but i think MD has her own way in dealing with it...it's good that MD decided on the RC thing...no point being there...plus her work now is taking up all her time...

at about 7++, we left to hartamas...MD was craving for the food at hartamas....and this is a good opportunity to bring lala around the area....this is her first time being there...so we went there had our dinner, chatted about our life...MD about weird and idiot and lala with A....the best thing is both have them are in the same situation...'teman tapi mesra'...MD did sms weird but he didn't reply...MD call idiot...they talk for about half an hour...i like that....we were there till 10pm...by the time A arrive we left...lala and A went to lepak at BB...me and MD went back home....so that's howi spent my weekend....

btw, we plan to go pd on third week of the month...MD ask idiot if he want to join us...and he say yes...but again knowing idiot, we know his yes can't be trusted...oh yeah btw, idiot told MD that there's no women in his life now....i was happy to hear that...but how true it is??? i just hope that he is not lying....if it's true that he is single, than i don't c any reason for MD to distance herself from idoit.....MD, give him a chance....eventhough u don't miss him as much as u do b4 and the feeling is not that strong anymore but i he is still in ur heart....u have kept him safelt there.....

just pray and hope for the best for both of them....love you ladies!!!!

Boring day

2007-12-27T15:59:00.001+08:00

thursday, 27 dec 07...

i'm damn bored in the office...no mood in doing things...and on top of that i received an email saying that i'll be on stand by as supporting staff during the new year eve...i don't mind working on that day but not as ticketing clerk...i heard lots of story about it....and to add on this frustration when i check with the PIC, she said normally ur superior will nominate ur names...the question here why can't my superior let me know about it before he gave in the name???

btw, my dearest MD decided to be on silent mode...i guess she's angry with weird and H...it has been quite sometime since the last time they call her...so to weird and H, u better pick up the phone and call her....and deactivate the silent mode....understand???!!!!

Christmas...

2007-12-25T20:21:00.000+08:00

it's christmas...every year without fail my family will visit our ex neighbour for christmas...we've known each other since my parent got married...and it's a must that we visit each other during raya and christmas....aunty phyllis is not in kl, she went to london to celebrate christmas with sis janet...so this year we went to sis susanne house in balakong...have my lunch there....cook by claudine and cakes by darren...sis susanne was just the host...hehehehehe...anyway it's good to spent some time with them...and to all of you out who is celebrating christmas "Merry Christmas and Happy New Year'

Ennie is married!!!

2007-12-25T20:07:00.000+08:00

Ennie Salina Roseli, my best friend during my primary school. we shared a lot during our school days...however, we went apart during high school as we were not in the same school...everything happen for a reason....

so my dearest friend, Ennie Salina got married to Mohd Suhaily on 23 Dec 2007. Her nikah was held at Masjid Wilayah at 11am. after the nikah we had our lunch at the Masjid compound. the reception was held on the same day at night at PPTD. Attended the reception with my family. Ennie being pretty since she was a kid look gorgeous in her wedding gown..it was a garden wedding...and guess who i met at the reception?? it was my beloved, fav teacher - Pn. Letch!!! i was damn happy that she came for the wedding. Pn. Mac attended the reception too but i met her early this year during her daughter wedding. anyway between Pn. letch and Pn. Mac, i'm much more closer to Pn. Letch. She was the teacher that guide me and taught me in being a good person i am now....she was my akela!!!! i was in the scout and she was the akela...and as i can remember, i have not miss any of the camping, outing done by the scout...i went camping at the age of 10....and i know me and ennie have a special place in Pn. Letch heart....there are always something special for us...i know some girls hate us for this, but what can we do...the teacher just love us....i plan to take pn. letch and pn. mac out for lunch one day...will find the suitable day for it....

to my dearest friend Ennie Saline Roseli, may Allah bless your wedding with all the happiness and give you the strength in surviving this new journey of your life....love you so much my dear.....

Aidil Adha

2007-12-25T01:44:00.000+08:00

aidil adha fall on 20 dec 2007, a day after my parent anniversary...Happy anniversary pa, ma...love you so much and thank you for all that you've done for us.....aidil adha was as usual...had my fav food - ketupat....on that day, my bro left to singapore (again)...he will be going to brunei with the boys the day after...he will be there till 27 dec 07...enjoy urself there my boocuk boy....

btw, MD operated her wart on aidil adha...she was given mc the next day....i guess wz didn't do a good job the lst time he became the doc...hehehehe....it's good that she got the mc, she really need some rest...oh yeah...MD is getting closer to weird nowdays...the relationship is getting more like what she had with wz...but obviously weird could not beat wz...as i told MD so many times, wz has set a very high bench mark and it's not easy for MD to get someone who is like him or better than him....i don't think i mentioned this before but wz called MD sayang and weird called MD baby....hehehehehe....but will either one of them be her soulmate or neither of them will be???? only Allah has the answer....but i do pray and hope, she will find someone who will love and treasure her through out her life.....

another good news....MD and lala will be shifting to ampang....near by my area...yippie!!! they will be housemates....i'm so happy....i know that it will not make much different but to know that they are close to me make me happy....it's good that MD shift here as she finish her work very late...being a dedicated employee, she will usual stay back till 9/10pm...and it will take her an hour to get back home...due to that she has not enough rest...therefore, she need to rent out somewhere nearby....and my house arae is the best choice...as for lala, currently she is staying somewhere in puchong and travelling all the way to the city centre to work...so by her shifting here, she will take the train to work instead of driving there....and most of lala's friends stay around ampang...she always hang out around ampang area....so it's best that she shift here too....

we found two suitable house, will be viewing the house by end of the month.....hope everything will go on smoothly....

cousin are here!!!

2007-12-25T01:37:00.000+08:00

on 14 dec 07, my cousins - jaja, syahirah, amalia, nurin, feena and a friend of them suhaina was here....they reach kl in the evening...they stayed over at the renaisance..they came over to the house at night..after having some chat with my parent, we went out...we went to uptown danau kota...spent few hours there and went for our supper at pelita klcc...they enjoyed the food there...the next day, they went shopping at klcc and bukit bintang...didn't join them for that as i went out with mom to get some household stuff....fetch them at bukit bintang and went for dinner...after dinner we went to titiwangsa for a merry go round in the eye on malaysia...it was quite interesting....from there took them to uptown cheras...spent few hours there....the last day, after checking out they came over to the house for lunch....after lunch some stayed home and watch dvd, sleep...some went to bukit bintang area...chatted, have dinner and they went off back to singapore on the midnight bus....it was good to spent time with them...love you girls....

holidays!!! 1 - 4 dec 07

2007-12-25T01:21:00.000+08:00

after so long, finally i'm going for a holiday...yippie!!! actually it's more like a family gathering... my aunt is launching her new book on 1st dec at the national art gallery of singapore....so my family was invited...we reach s'pore at midnight....sleep over at aunty sakin's place as usual...the next day woke up at 9am...took my bath, had my breakfast and at 11am we went for the event...was simple but nice event...my cousins recite some of the poem...i met all my cousins..it's good to see them back after so long...the last i met some of them was in august last year...so that's really long....the function end in the evening..went back home and refresh ourselves...at night me, jaja and syahirah went to mustapha/indian street...shop some chocolate there...the next day, we went to jaja's in law house for lunch...spent few hours there...from there we went to meet my mom's cousin and went to mustapha again...bought more chocolates...dad and bro drove back home on that evening...the night was spent at home...have a good chat with my aunties...u know how the mothers are when they are together...:D the next day, we went to geylang, tanjung katong complexs and joo chiat...got myself 2 top...ma bought a jubah and punjabi suit...at night i went out dinner with aunty idah, jaja and abg reza...we had japenese food...good food....on my last day there, i went to the expo with mak cha, mak na and nek yah...was glad that i had to spent some time with them...in the after noon i went for a movie with jaja, feena and sheila. we watched enchanted....good movie...if you want some entertainment, than go and watch this movie...it may be unlogic but that's what movie are all about....it was time for sayonara....i took the 5pm bus back to kl....goodbye s'pore...will be coming again next year.....good time was spent with my loved ones....btw, mom stayed till the 10. Uncle Deen and aunty fauziah is going for haj on the 9 dec, so she stayed till they left....

7 dec 07 was my sis 30th birthday...wish her happy birthday...may Allah bless her with all the hapiness in life and may all ur dreams come true...have not get her a present yet..will be getting for her soon....

november 07

2007-12-25T01:01:00.000+08:00

MD got to know another friend thru chatting, we shall just called him H....H is more like a close friend compared to wz and weird...with H, MD seems to be able to talk about everything....like you do with your close friend....H is a matured guy who has achieve a lot in his life thru his hardworking and determination in having a good life....that's how a guy should be....as for wz he choose to be i**** as usual...up to u man....u lead ur life the way u want to...

16 nov 07 is norsuzana's birthday...wish her happy birthday at the strike of midnight...hehehehehe...may Allah bless her with all the happiness in life..amin...10 days after it was MD's birthday!!!! yippie!!! i sent her a bouquet of flowers with chocolate and a small monkey...oh yeah i add on a balloon too...it was delievered to her office...my main intention was i want arslan to know....arslan is MD's colleague...he seems to like MD...action speaks louder than words....hehehehe....after work that day, we went to Bora Ombak for dinner...i hope MD enjoyed her birthday....to my dearest MD, may Allah bless u always with all the happiness and may all ur dreams come true....

and to wz and weird, u guys are bad...u didn't remember her birthday....bad boys!!!! luckily u guys are just 'teman tp mesra'...if you are her bf, than gone case...actually we called them up on that day...but they seem not to remembered it...but H was a good boy, he called MD bafore midnight and talked to her till midnight and make me miss the chance to wish MD at the strike of 12....hate H for that!!

on 29th november 07, i went out for dinner with my st marian friends at la bodega, pavillion...it was me, hoe fong. ched may, evelyn and ai chin...it was fun to hang out with them again after so long...update each other about life and the future we hope ti have...we had a good news on that day...eve is getting married next year!!! yippie...she will be the first in our gang to get married....can't wait for the day to come...i've known them since i was 13 nad our friendship has come a long way....oh yeah, we plan to go back to the school next year...coz next year will be exactly 10years we left the school...so fast time pass by....can't wait for it.....

october 2007

2007-12-25T00:42:00.000+08:00

october was a busy month for me....busy in the sense that i was busy baking cookies...as usual every year we will do our own cookies...this year we did 7 types of cookies....tart, florentine, peanut butter, dahlia, fruit cookies, chocolate chips, and i can't remeber the other one...was quite sad that we didn't manage to do my fav biscuit...sigh....this year i had 3 baju raya...kebaya and kurung moden...i wore teh blue kebaya on fisrt day of raya... the next day we went to rembau to visit mom's cousin....on weekend it was full with open house...went to rina's house, irni, dut, wong, man and my boss house....this i didn't do any open house as i couldn't find the suitable date for it with all the invitation i got....but everyone is welcome to come over...it's raya and u don't need invitation...just called up and come over....and this year raya i met with mom long lost cousins....they came over for raya....my late grandma was the youngest of 16 siblings (not from the same father and mother)...so u can imagine how many cousins do my mom has....however we only keep in touch with the one from singapore as my late grandma was very close to her late sis who was in singapore...as year goes by, my mom contected her cousins whom are from johor...that's how we met all of them....i used to tell my friends when i was in uni, any of this people here could be my cousin but it's just that i don't know them...hehehehehe

in october the was another happy news...my petite roommate gave birth to a baby boy on 5th october 2007 at noon..coincidently rina and su gave birth on friday noon...alhamdulillah she had a normal delivery....her baby boy was named mohd amsyarhadi...called him baby hadi...since su gave birth in ipoh, i din't have the chance to visit her....and i have not seen her baby yet till today....hope i'll meet her and baby hadi one fine day..insya Allah....

as for MD...she got to know this new guy...let's called him weird....she got to know weird thru chatting as how she got to know wz....this guy is really weird...he will sms good morning and good night...only that...and sometimes he will go MIA for quite sometimes....that's y we called him weird.....as for wz as i called him idiot, he choose to be an idiot...he only sms MD on raya wishing her and hope that their friendship will last long...but how do expect that to happen when u go missing at times....i hope u know what u r doing and hope everything will be good for you....till today, i still think that u r the best candidate for MD.....if you are meant to be together, u'll be....

*to wz, sorry for calling you idiot and to weird sorry for calling you wierd....

September 07

2007-12-25T00:17:00.000+08:00

september start of with some good news...my dear friend rina give birth to a healthy baby boy on friday, 7 sept 07. she delivered her baby normally at 11.15am at SJMC...i was so excited when i heard that she had give birth...was so eager to meet up with her but she was tired and asleep...so didn't want to disturb her..let her have a good rest....she just had a battle of her life....the next day, me, lala and sis went shopping in the morning...that in the eveining me, lala and irni went to visit rina...she's back at home...it was so cute to see baby harris....btw, the baby boy was nemed ezri harris...called him baby harris...my first impression when i saw baby harris...harris is exactly like the father...hehehehe...after a week she gave birth, rina had bleeding...she was admitted again...luckily it was only for a day...alhamdulillah everything was ok..

btw, the muslim start fasting on 13 september 2007...lala's birthday....may Allah bless her with all the happiness in life amin...during fasting month, i went to breakfast with my close friend...went to breakfast with zaidah at klcc, my unimates at ampang and with my colleague at kelana jaya...i din't really breakfast outside a lot as i have to take turn with my bro on it...coz dad come home late and it's not good to let mom breakfast alone...it's ok at least i manage to breakfast with ppls i mentioned above....alhamdulillah....

OMG!!!

2007-12-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

salam everyone...

hi...hope that everyone is doing good...it's has been very long since i updated my blog....now i'm going to update it with some back tracking that i need to do...i will pen down what ever that comes to my mind....thanks to the long break that i took.....

hope u'll enjoy it.....

happy for them....

2007-08-13T12:19:00.001+08:00

salam...

something happen last week...it has nothing related to me....but some how i'm so happy about it....it's about MD and WP...if you realize, it has been quite sometime that i talk about them...this is due to the decision that they made....which i totally disagree....

last thursday 9 Aug 2007, MD and WP chatted!!!!! you know it has been almost 2 months that they didn't keep in touch....and somehow on that day WP buzz MD on YM....and luckily MD 'terbukak pintu hati' to reply him...so they chatted with each and update on each other life....and guess what MD chatted thru her phone while driving back home....sometimes love can make you do crazy thing....i don't really know what they chatted about but one thing for sure is that i'm happy that they are keeping in touch with each other...according to MD, WP was quiet all this while coz his life is not as smooth as what we think <--- requote from what MD told me....this was the exact thing that i said to MD each time i asked her to sms/call WP....i told her who knows that he might have problem and that is the reason for him to keep quiet...anyhow...thing has past...waht is more important now is that they keep in touch with each other...i know deep dwon inside their heart they need each other...all the best to my dearest MD....

on last saturday, 11 Aug, i attended Nazirah's reception. met hasleena, fiza, lilia and syima...simple and sweet ceremony. it was held at kg pengantin. nice ambience but i guess it will be much better if it's done at night...the next day 12 Aug went to irni's house....her parent did doa selamat....went there together with farrah...reach there at 10.40am...was there till 2pm...from there i went to nana's house with nini....she is getting engaged to hafiz!!! so happy for them....finally after all the obstacle that they face....this is what you say kalau dah jodoh x ke mana....was a simple function. ceremony theme was lavender purple....the hantaran was sweet...nana look so happy on that day....the wedding date is fixed on the 1 Dec 07...that means i'm taken for 1 and 2 december....rina came too....and this is the first time we are meeting up since wong's wedding....man that is 6 months ago...rina and baby is doing good...she is 8 months pregnant....in a month or less that that rina will be a mom....i pray and hope everything will be okay for her and baby....

am still wondering when is my next date with MD??? it has been almost a month since we last met...MD when will you be free???

Weddings...weddings...weddings....

2007-07-23T15:35:00.001+08:00

cool down....relaxs...it's not my weddings....it's about weddings around me....

since the year started i have been receiving invitation cards from my beloved friends...i thought i had the most in january but seems like august is going to beat january list....so far verbally i had been invited to 6 weddings and one engagement...but still waiting for the cards ...let me list down the weddings that i need to attend....

11 Aug - Nazirah's reception in Jalan Ampang
12 Aug - Nana's engagement in Shah Alam
18 Aug - Zakirah's reception in Bangi
Hasleena's reception in Mutiara Damansara
19 Aug - Oky's reception in Alor Star kedah
25 Aug - Hashikin's reception in Keramat
1 Sept - Aisyah's reception in Tangga Batu, Melaka...

so there my list goes...i might not be able to attend hashikin wedding...depending on which date it's going to be...if her's is on 18 August then i will not be able to go...perhaps i will go a day earlier...no choice...after attending hasleena's reception, i will be going to kedah...planning to take off on the 19 Aug...i need some rest....

so last 2 weekends me and my Ma was busy looking for presents....i'm cracking my head on what should i get for all of them...alhamdulillah i manage to get 4 presents a dinner set (oky), tea set (aisyah) photo frames (nazirah and hashikin)....2 more to go...thinking of getting a cutlery set for zak and perhaps a photo frame for hasleena...that will be 3 photo frames....i just can't think of something else....any idea????

my weekend

2007-07-23T14:43:00.001+08:00

salam to everyone....

hi...hope all of you are doing good. me alhamdulillah doing good...sleeping eating and some shopping with my ma...that is what i did last weekends....

took off on last friday...took my beloved brother to MMU. unfortunately the intake is in January...way too long for him to wait or perhaps for my parent to wait...hehehehe....from there took my mom for lunch at Taman Seni Warisan. she had been talking about this place for quite some times, so took her there...after lunch we shot back to kl as my bro need to go for friday prayer....as for me, i went online for a while before taking some nap....that's how i spent my day on friday

saturday, ahmad decided to enroll himself in PTPL. he is taking up electric electronic engineering...same as his along...but i know deep down inside him, he still wanna do his pilot course...i told him you can still be a pilot after you get your diploma...insya Allah...ahmad will be taking my car once he start the class...he will be going to Shah Alam campus eventhough the course is offered in Ampang campus. oohhh...i did gave him condition. he need to score 3 pointers and above from throughout the course. if he fail to do so, i will transfer him back to the ampang campus. this time he is not going to fool around. after registration, we went to sent Ma to BCWA. she has her sharing session. after dropping Ma theer, me, ahmad, lala and akmal went to the warehouse sale. nothing much thou...just browse around. fetch Ma back from BCWA we went to Midvalley....y?? will explain it the next posting....browse around...still couldn't find the thing we looking for...had our dinner at Midvalley....by the time we got home it was almost 10pm...took my bath, watch tv and sleep....

woke up early, as usual took Ma to the market...after marketing, did some houseworks...my normal weekly routine... after lunch, me and Ma wnet to KLCC....ahmad did not come along as he is not feeling well...asthma...reach there about 4pm...finally we manage to get the thing that we were looking for...had some tea and went back home...before that we stop by to buy some durian. Ma wants to cook serawa...so serawa and putumayam was our dinner....btw, my dearest friend MD met with an accident. Alhamdulillah, only the car was hurt and she and nephews were all fine...so currently my beloved MD patah kaki...no car to move around...but it's ok..only for few days...and i guess my movie date with her has to be postponed....

till then, have a nice day....

Tagged

2007-07-19T10:56:00.001+08:00

I had been tagged by my dearest MD...By doing this meme you are contributing rm127 to the Darul Izzah Orphanage". So here it goes:

1. A person is only as good as the way they project themselves
2. Friendship is always about sincerity, love, companionship
3. To love is to love wholeheartedly without expecting anything in return
4. Money makes me happy and sad
5. I miss my late grandma
6. My way of saying I care is by being there anytime and anywhere they want
7. I try to spread love and happiness by caring for others
8. Pick the flowers when its glowing
9. To love someone is to let go
10. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder
11. When I was thirteen, what I remember the most was 2 orientation tasks that hurt and humiliate me
12. When I was twenty one, I remember scoring 3 pointers and above in my exam for the first time

13. I am most happy when I'm with my loved ones
14. Nothing makes me happier than than seeing my loved ones happy
15. If I can change one thing, I will change the biggest mistake that i had done before
16. If smiles were mine then I will share and bright up people's day
17. Wouldn't it be nice if we could have what we wish for without hurting anyone's feelings
18. If you want to love n respect then you have to give the same respect and love that you expect from others
19. Money is not everything but u need it for everything except love
20. The most touching moments I have experienced is being loved
21. I smile when I'm happy
22. When I am happy, I will smile and share it with others
23. If only I don't have to let go, then I will treasure it for the rest of my life
24. The best thing I did yesterday was helping my mom to cook
25. If I ever write a book, I will give it this title, Afterthought
26. One thing I must do before I die is to ask for forgiveness from everyone and minta halalkan makan minum

Trip to gopeng

2007-06-26T11:02:00.001+08:00

23 June 2007

today i went to gopeng...it's mila wedding reception...my journey started with me taking the train from cempaka to bukit jalil at 8.45am. and surpisingly i was at bukit jalil before 9.30am. waited for lala. she came at almost 10pm she went to the office to get her stuff and stuck there with her boss....couldn't be angry for that. then we went to irni's house. it was almost 10.30am when we reached there. and guess what irnii was not ready yet. she was taking her own sweet time to get ready. when down to eat something for our breakfast. by the time we left her house it was almost 12noon.

lala drove all the way to tanjung malim. it was almost 1pm when we reached tanjung malim. changed our attire and get ready to get. and irni take her time again to get ready. ironing her baju, touch up and etc...i just told her to hurry up. you imagine the ceremony is from 11am - 3pm. and we are still in tanjung malim. it was almost 1.30pm that we left tanjung malim to gopeng. reach gopeng at 2.15pm. had our drinks while waiting for teh food to be ready and waited for suzana. had our lunch, chit chat...i was happy that i met su...the last that i met her was during her wedding...she is still the small and skinny su..the only different is her tummy. i guess it's only the baby putting on wieght and not her...hehehehe...we left gopeng at 3.30pm...congrats to Mila and Hubby....may Allah bless your marriage with all the hapiness in life....

form gopeng we went straight to slim river...they want to go to the hot spring..i prefer waterfalls...but i guess majority win...just go with the flow...it was not my knid of thing but it was not that bad. my first experince there and it was not bad....at least i've tried.....it was 7 plus when we left the hot spring area. went back to ain's house. they took the shower, changed. we start our journey back at 8plus...stop by at the famous pau shop in tanjung malim, and had our dinner at i love you corner just before the toll..yes the restaurant is named i love you corner...food was not bad...irni was really rushing back..as to me there is nothing to rush back coz i have no plan. i irni has some plan. i went back with ain as she is going to her bro's house in cheras. reach home at almost 11pm....

so there was my story to gopeng...

visit from my cousins

2007-06-26T10:41:00.001+08:00

16 June 2007

it was early in the morning that Uncle atan, jaja, rafiq, halimi reach kl. they are here for the weekend. and yaya was at home too. she had her prom rehersal on friday night so sleep over at the house. full house for the day....we were chit chatting and updating each other...by 3am i was asleep...just could not open my eyes...

actually jaja's friends is also here. nat and hubby reach kl at about 4am, and farah is here in her in laws house. so basically i didn't go out with jaja. i don't know her friends and i'm shy...hahahahah...me being a shy person, that is just not me...jaja and friends went to klcc, masjid india for some shopping spree. we plan to go downtown later at night. by then jaja and friends were all exhuasted. btw, that night pa, ma, uncle atan, kakak and me went for dinner at pelita. uncle atan just love the food there...he really enjoy the food.

17 June 2007

it was early in the morning that i have to take ma to the market. Ma invited jaja and friends to the house for lunch. ma cooked mutton, fried chicken and some other dishes...they enjoy the food...ma was chit chatting with them till 5pm...then we need to get ready to sent them off...jaja and friends together with halimi is going back today on 6pm bus. uncle atan is only going back on tuesday after meeting uncle sop. before we went to the bus station, we drop by at dunkin's donut...coz that's a must for them to buy...you can't get dunkin's there...from there we went to central market coz nat need to get something that she had ordered earlier of the day...we reach the old railway station at 5.45pm...fuuhhhh....so they load the bag in and it was time to say goodbye...while hugging me, jaja say cepat kahwin...i just smile and hug her....

me and jaja could be far apart but in a way she had been there for me...we share secret that only us know...that's is the reason why i like to take some time off to go there and just spent my time with jaja and the rest of my cousin. well like i said in my previous post, trying to save up some cash to get there...but i don't see any saving yet...hahahahaha....

btw, later at night i went to gangstarz final at shah alam. went there with my beloved best friend MD. we reach there at 7 plus. lea, n and soem others were there. and for the first time i met aryna....no comments...after giving out the ticket, we waited for lana....she was late..damn late...i was really pist off with her. lea and n waited with us...after waiting so long with announcement saying that no space inside anymore, we had no choice but to get in. after we get in, we told lea and n to get the seat first for us. knowing MD she will not just get in without giving out the tixs to lana....lucky lana came just in time. gave her tixs...what irrited me the most is that she didn't even bother to say sorry...and thanks to lea and n, we manage to get the seat at the centre...thanks...

the show end at 11plus...then we drop lea and n back at thier hostel. then we drop aisyah back at her house. only then and it was almost 1am in the morning that me and MD had our dinner. we had our dinner at kadir nearby ampang point. after dinner went back home, refresh ourselves, and sleep....that's it for the weekend.....

MD

2007-06-12T11:50:00.001+08:00

now i'm going to talk about my dearest friend...MD, a lot has happen in her life...aunty (MD's mom) was admitted to hospital on 11th may 07 on aunty's birthday...aunty was admitted to ampang hospital...since it is very near to my house so MD stayed at my house...but she only slept for a night at my house. then she slept at the hospital to accompany aunty...after few days, aunty was discharge from the hospital. then they went to bangi...to aunty, insya Allah u'll be okay...

on 17th may, MD has an interview. an hour after the interview, she got a call saying that she got the job. alhamdulillah...i met MD on the same evening...we went to pelita ampang to have our dinner...so the next day 18th may MD started working. her office is very near to klcc. i'm golad that everything is going on smoothly for herself....her life with the old company has come to an end. everything settled....now she just has to start new life....

as for her relationship with WP, it has been very long since both of them keep in touch. MD decided to keep herself away from WP...which i disagree 100%...i guess MD decided this coz of all the things that is happening around her....basically she was not stable emotionally and she don't want to include WP in it...but alhamdulillah today they contacted each other...they miss each other...WP admitted it but MD just say he misses him a lil bit...WP, the truth is she misses you damn a lot....(cover) it has been more than a month that they keep in touch with each other. and ironically, they contacted each other on the same date that they get to know each other....

i like to see them like this...as i mentioned before in my previous post, i just love to see them together and i hope they'll be together...you don't know what the future is...and until today i do pray for them...may happiness always be with them...

5th May 2007

2007-06-12T10:03:00.001+08:00

it was a saturday....the day we went to genting...zai always wanted to go there...you know y??? coz everyday when she drive back home, she could see genting....so she want to go there and just relax and have fun....so after postponing it for so much time, finally we decided to go....me, zai, lala and CA...CA was not in the list. he is not interesting..but we just need someone to drive us up there...(malas punya pasal). we supposed to go with WP...but since he is lazy, busy and dizzy we ended up going with such a boring person

lala and zai came to my house at 11++...once all of us is ready, we went to tesco to get some snacks...keep stock so you don't have to spent so much there...after shopping at tesco, i just drove by WP house...why did i do that??? zai jokingly told me that lalu la depan umah dia...since i'm holding the stering then i just go....plus lala wanted to see WP coz we keep on talking about him...to our surprise, WP was about to go out. he was with his mom....he didn't notice us coz we were driving my dad's car...lucky us...basically we past by his house twice but he didn't notice us...phew,,,

from tesco we proceed straight to CA's house to fetch him...from there onwards, he is officially our chauffer of the day. like i said he has always been boring. so in the end, it was me, zai and lala whom were talking and he just keep quite...he has not changed ever since before....and to make thing even worst he try to do what WP did...the way he drive, the way he do his hair and etc....hello man no matter how you do it, you can't be WP...very very not interesting...

we reach genting sempoh at about 2pm...had our lunch there as all of us (i mean the 3 of us) is hungry so we decided to eat before we get to genting. upon reaching there, he paid for the tixs for all of us...what a surprise!!! coz ever since he knew zai, it was very seldom that he spent zai let alone me...btw, he does not like me...ever since before...after getting the tixs, we went to play all the games....obviously i sat next to lala...i know that zai didn't really enjoy herself coz CA is not someone that you'll be comfortable to be with....but anyhow we didn't have any other choice....WP couldn't amke it, man was also busy....

after playing all the game, we left genting at about 7++pm. we stop by at zai's house coz she want to get some of her stuffs...then we went back to my house. after having our dinner, we wanted to go for midnight but all the tix was sold out at MBO...so we decided to round around kl...we took lala's car....so zai give it a try driving manually...she did quite good...after going around kl, went lepaking at pelita...had supper...at about 3am, ahmad came and we went around ampang with him...we went back home at about 4am...so that was the day...

note: it will be the first and the last i'm giving CA to drive my car.i almost had a heart attack...and zai, we need to plan agian going there with WP...lala would love to meet WP.....

My Lil Zain is here!!!

2007-06-11T11:50:00.000+08:00

my lil zain...he is the first garndson to his nanny and atuks....the first grandson to all the nanny's and atuks around the world...and he is the first nephew to all his aunties and uncles....he is the new family members in our family....

this was a surprise to all of us here. initially, abg hafiz called and told ma that his in laws will be coming down to kl for a wedding...he said they will be stopping by at our house to visit us..so we waited for them on saturday evening...they came around 4pm..it was uncle noor, aunty udiana, uncle dollah(uncle noor's bro) and ridzuan...have a chat with them while i went to the kitchen to make some drinks for them...while we were talking suddenly kak azreen appear at our door step...OMG!!! zain is here....finally i get to meet my nephew.....so it was surprise well planned by abg hafiz....zain was the center of attractions...played with him, hold him, hug him, kiss him....he is so cute and he loves the camera!!! we went out for dinner at anjappar....aunty udiana loves the food...had our dinner...chit chat, update each other on each other life's...and that'sit for the day....

the next day we went to kenny roger's at ampang point. after having our lunch, we wanted to go ampang point but it was raining heavily...so we end up lepaking at kenny...after some time, zain started to cry and wants to sleep...coz it was raining heavily with all the thunders make him feel so uncomfortable...ahmad brought the car right in front of kenny so zain will not get wet...he sent us to the hotel...de palma...went to aunty udiana room...uncle noor took zain and selawat to him..amazingly he keep quite and just look at his dada while he recite the Qurani verses...then aunty udiana put him to sleep...we went back to kak azreen's room. zain was sleeping so me and kak azreen chit chat about a lot things that has been happening around us...well i don't get to meet them often, so when we meet up we have a lot to talk about...btw, the man went for bowling at ampang superbowl...

by maghrib, the man was back in the hotel...they need to get dressed for the wedding reception at the same hotel that they are staying in....it was about 8.30pm and it's farewell time...i hugs& kiss him for one last time till i meet him again...i will surely miss zain...i hope i could some cash and go there in july....insya Allah.....

Birthday's of the man in my life....

2007-06-11T11:30:00.001+08:00

hi there...it has been very very long since i update my blog. let me start with something nice about birthdays....

8th May 2007....

My Pa's birthday...he is 57...yeah my Pa is getting old but believe me he doesn't really look old...anyway he himself do not claim himself as being old we bought handphone for Pa...he wants a handphone..so we got it for him...after that we went for dinner. since now my Pa'a appetite has change from indian cuisne to western, so we went to The Ship for dinner. this my first time being there. it's my sis's fav place. i don't really fancy western cuisine, so i don't really go and know about all this place... the food was good. enjoy our dinner, went back home. bought Pa a cake...then was the cake cutting ceremony....just a normal butter cake from a bakery that Ma read in the newspaper. the cake turn out to be not nice...i just ate a slice of it and didn't like it...same goes to the rest..so that's it...no more cakes from that bakery....

To Pa,
thank you for being a wonderful dad....u had always been there for me in your own way. i know i had hurt your feelings in certain ways and i'm really sorry for that....hope u will have a good a year ahead with all the hapiness and good health....love you so much, Pa....

26th May 2007

it's my Ahmad sayang birthday...my boocuk boy's birthday...it's my bro's birthday...he is 18...time pass by very fast...just couldn't believe it that my bro is 18, finish his high school, have a gf and turning to be a adult...but no matter how old he gets, he is always the baby in the family..he himself claim that!!!!

so a day before his birthday we went for dinner at Naili's, Sentul. we wanted a place that serves western and local food. thought of going to cozy corner but it closed early at 9.30pm. we want to have our own time, enjoy the food and chit chat...so we end up going to Naili's....while i was there boyz II men song was in the air...and it's track no.6...reminds me of MD&WP..called MD and told her that....hehehehe.....

on his birthday itself, dear ahmad requested for a cake baked by Ma....and he also request for bread and butter pudding....being the baby of the house, of course his wish will be granted. Ma baked the cake and pudding....sis cook nasi ayam..and what did i do??? i took ma and sis to pasar and i eat.... it's not that i didn't want to help but i attended nazirah's engagement ceremony...so he had all his fav food and drink..oh yeah he request for bandung for lunch..that's my bro....

present??? what did we get for him...well i bought him a handphone...(kopak2..) a month before his birthday....on his birthday itself, we went to klcc...sis got him 3 t-shirt of his choice....and his manage to persuade me to get him a t-shirt....like my family members always say i love him so much and give him so much face...well my answer will be i waited 8 years to have a sis/bro...and when he was born i was the happiest sis in the world....

so my boocuk boy, ahmad cayang, my fatty boy....
happy birthday...be a good boy...no matter what you do remember Allah and your family...be wise in making decision...at this age, you will be very anxious to try a lot of things...just be wise in the decision you make...you decide what you want for your life and what kind of life you want to lead...i have faith in you and i know you'll make a wise decision in every move you take...i love you so much and will always be there for you....

2 May 2007

2007-05-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

been lepaking for the past few days...when for AIM show on saturday with JV's...it was fun...after the function we went for supper at suzi's corner...i don't really like the place...

on monday i fast...need to reduce my weight o that's the best way...after buka puasa...MD and V came over...we went to ampang point to get some CDR...luckily V found it...she need it for her assignment....after getting the stuff we went to bora ombak...nice place to hang out...sat at bisik 6...i just ordered the drink...MD and V had their dinner....while we were lepaking there, i ask MD to call WP...she did....and guess what they talk for less than 5 minutes...i don't know y but seem like the timing is not right for them to talk...

i was pist off with it...i'm pist of with WP...to me why must you treat someone so nicely and then suddenly u keep yourself away??? why??? i hate guys who can't decide....they seem to want everything...but man, have you guys ever think how would it feel if the girl did the same to you...i really don't understad WP....if MD is just a close friend of yours, y must you be jealous of other guys that is close with her???why must you inform her your whereabout???why must you say all those things that you said??? why???why??? and why???? only you and Allah knows the answer....like i said earlier it's better that you think of all this and decide....if you think that MD is just a friend...than treat her like a friend and not more...know your limit and boundary...i'm angry and really pist off with you....if only i'm allowed to sms you i would have said whatever that i wanted to say to you....

to me it's simple, if you are serious with it than carry on...but if you think you just wanna fool around than forget it...coz MD is someone who is very dear to me....and i hate anyone that hurt her feelings...i just hope that you will not fall in that category...i like you...told MD that i take you as my brother...but if you continue to be like this i might hate you...but any how...thanks and sorry for everything...may Allah bless you always....

22 April 2007

2007-04-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

it has been quite sometimes that i wrote something in here....been quite a busy week for me...need to get some presentation done for my boss...first time that i stay back in the office up to 10....i had stay back b4 in my previous company but this is the first in my new company...by the time i left the office i was exhausted....hahahaha

actually i would like to write something about my beloved friend md...i've known her since i was 13...we were close since then...we've been there for each other...basically we know each other lifes pretty well....some may not understand the friendship that we share...we have lots to talk about...our day start with sms in the morning...followed by phone call in the noon, meet up in the evening and chatting by the night...so can you imagine how much do we talk and update each other....recently we talked...our future husband to be (if there is) has to really understand our friendship...coz it's very special and unique...he should understand and give us some time together...to me the best is if our future husband could be best friend like we do...insya Allah....

recently MD went through some sad moment in her life...broke off her engagement that she had been holding for 4 years...but that's not the problem now...the problem is she got to know this new guy, WP some where in march...and they had been close with each other since day one...quite weird but that's the fact...this is the first time that i've heard people getting close with each other in just few days...ok basically MD and WP are close with each other...i would say beside me, WP is the next person that know MD well...it may sound too much but that's the fact...i've seen both of them together...and from the first time that i saw them i have this feeling in me that saying this is the one that is for MD....insya Allah
through out the friendship, WP told MD that he is single coz MD does not like to be involve with people who is attached...you know how things will get complicated...but some how WP told us that he has a gf...obviously MD was shock to learn that...firstly coz he lied and secondly, WP has been treating her like a gf....so MD know that she has to put a gap between this friendship...but it was not easy for both of them...they had been there for each other and it's not easy to let go...some how now they are not close with each other as they used to be...and i just don't understand WP...why must you treat her so nice and good...and did all that you did and then now keep quite??? i just don't get it...y is it so difficult for guys to understand ladies...like i said i've known MD for so long, i've not seen her love anyone as much as she love WP...WP really has a big impact in her life...and it's not easy for her to go through what she is going through now...loving someone is a special feeling that you have in you but to be loved by the person that you loved will be even meanigful...if you are fated to be together than you'll be together...if not just cherish all the sweet moments that you shared...i know that WP will stay in her heart always....

to all guys out there...everyone has feelings...don't mess with people feelings...always put yourself in other people's shoe...then you'll know how it feels to be hurt....to WP, i hope you could make up your mind...you are one lucky guy whom had won her heart and her love....but you don't appreciate what you have right now...do you know that some other guys is jealous of you???they had been trying but they could not win her heart but you did it and you don't appreciate it...any how it's your choice...i just hope that you'll decide and let MD know...she has the right to know...no matter if it's a good or bad news, she will face it and make the best out of it....

to my dearest MD, be strong...hold on tight to it...insya Allah you'll over come it...i'm always here for you my dearest friend....take a good care of yourself and love you always....

Relationship...

2007-04-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

To love without condition, to talk without intention, to give without reason and to care without expectation...is the heart of true FRIEND..

True love hears what is not spoken, and understands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the ear, nor the mind, but in the heart.

from an email i received....

2007-04-20T23:06:00.000+08:00

Orang akan melupakan apa yang kamu katakan.
Orang akan melupakan apa yang kamu lakukan.
Tetapi, orang TIDAK akan pernah lupa bagaimana kamu membuat mereka bererti.

Kenangan itu kadangkala teramat pahit untuk diredah, tetapi ia terlalu manis untuk dikenang. Hidup tak selalunya indah tapi yang indah itu tetap hidup dalam kenangan.Andainya hadirnya cinta sekadar untuk mengecewakan, lebih baik cinta itu tak pernah hadir.Kecewa bercinta bukan bermakna dunia sudah berakhir.Masa depan yang cerah berdasarkan pada masa lalu yang telah dilupakan.Hidup ini indah jika kita tahu menghargainya... Tapi ia amat menyakitkan andai kita melaluinya sambil lewa...

Just because the past is painful,
Doesn't mean the future will be.
So never let events from the past,
Change the events for future, or
You will be miserable forever...

friend

2007-04-18T00:10:00.001+08:00

accepting people the way they are is best gift that you could give in a friendship....

Friday the 13...

2007-04-17T23:19:00.000+08:00

friday the 13....

creepy date to some people...but to me it's just a date....started my day as usual..to work....reached the office...check on my mail and etc...it was almost 9am and my boss is still not in...that's weird...coz my boss will be the earliest to reach the office in my department....than i heard that boss and IJ is on leave...yippee...so it was lepaking time...hahahahaha....

today is the last day for my colleague, ading...will miss her...she join the company 2 months after me and i'm close with her..she is friendly, cheerful...she's like a little sis whom like to ask a lot, joke around and always cheerful....by 12noon, we had a small farewell session with ading...kak liza brought chocolate cake...ading cut the cake and that was our lunch...after having our slice of cake, me,ading,HR,NCM,AJ shot off to bandar tasik permaisuri...HR and AJ went for friday prayer while we wait in the car....after that we went to chan sow lin for yam cha...man i tell you if jsj know that i went for a yam cha at this kind of place, she will be damn surprise...she always say to me that i will not eat or drink at this kind of places...but jsj, i did....and this is the second time i'm here....

at 3pm we met with the contractor whom are in charge of the smart tunnel project, CASES...so we had the chance to go in the smart tunnel before it is open to the public...good experience for us...we went to the upper deck, lower deck and few other areas....learn few things there....it was almot 4pm that we were out of the tunnel...again we went for yam cha at the near by area...by 4.30pm we were back at JKR wilayah, the RV point. HR and AJ went back to the ofc...me, ading and ncm took the train back...so it was goodbye time for me and ading...and i know we are going to meet again...so i don't feel so sad about it...i'll miss her that's for sure...she is my breakfast and lunch partner...so now i don't have a partner...anyway that's a good thing coz i seriously need to reduce my weight...certain part of me are growing larger....

got back home and waited for MD to come over...going to work shop to get her car fix...her car has been giving noise as if you are driving a F1 car...hahaha....so we went to the work shop that WP took for servicing before our trip to GM. the workshop is actually in between of my house and WP's house....reach there and WP spoke to the owner to tell him to get the car fix properly...you know how sometime people do th extra thing for the one they care and love...:) the mechanic told us that it will take 40 minutes to get the car done...so me and MD went to the nearest restaurant for a tea...i had roti canai and MD had roti kaya...while we were lepaking there, i saw blue kelisa pass by the restaurant...i don't know why but my instinct say that is WP...i told MD and she said no he won't come...so ok la...but i was waiting for WP to appear in the shop...we continues talking but MD was basically playing games in her hp...then agian i saw blue kelisa passing by in front of the shop...and the driver was looking inside of the shop....at this point of time i know it's WP...i said, 'MD, tue WP....' and MD replied 'x lah dia x kan dtg' and she was still busy playing the games...i told her again 'MD, aku ckp ko itu WP' and she rteplied 'mana ko tahu' still with the games....and i answered 'MD, tue WP tgh jalan dtg ko nampak??' then only she look up and saw him...she was surprise but at the same time her face was glowing...WP sat and he just smile..ask MD something and knowing MD...when she is shy she will not look at the people and she will try to avoid any eye contact with that person...he stayed less than 5 minutes...

what WP did was so sweet...actually he is not feeling well...but he knows that this is the chance for him to meet MD...it's not how much time you spent together...but seeing the face you miss and capturing it in your mind is the most important thing...MD as usual questioning on why did he come??? but i know deep down inside her heart she is gald that he came...it was almost 7pm that the car was ready...we basically didn't know where to go so we decided to go to the nearest pasar malam,...btw, me and MD just love going to pasar malam...isn't it MD??? ask WP where is the nearest pasar malam...but since he is not the type that goes to pasar malam so he didn't know about it...we ask CA and he told us it's at pandan indah...so we went there...bought keropok lekor...that is our fav currently....after we had a full round of the pasar malam,we went back home...

MD and WP just love to see both of them...but WP has to decide...coz if not MD will just walk a way...but i know that both of you will remain in each other heart always...i pray that both of you will be together always....AMIN

KL - Penang - Taiping - KL

2007-04-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

30 March 2007

at 9.30am me and family left the house for a trip to the northern state of malaysia. went for breakfast at Mc'D....ahmad's fav...from there we start ourt journey to penang. me as usual will sleep all along the journey...i know Pa and Ahmad can drive all the way...hehehe...reached Penang at 2.00pm. firstly we check in to the hotel. then we went to look for our fav nasi kandar stall next to masjid kapitan keling..unfortunately it was closed...sob..sob...dad took us to some other restaurant where the food was bad...i didn't enjoy it at all...when back to hotel...rest...in the evening went to Chow Rasta...bought some jeruk...at night we thought of going to the new mall at bayan lepas. we manage to get there, saw the mall but unable to find the entrance to the mall...end up we turn back :(...went again to the nasi kandar stall and lucky us the stall is open..so we had our fav nasi kandar there...that's for the day....

31 March 2007

woke up at about 9am...took my bath, went for breakfast. ahmad had his asthma attack..so he was not in mood...he sleep through out our journey to taiping...we reached taiping at about 12 noon....went to search for a hotel nearby the lake....alhamdulillah we found one...kamalodge...new place..still nice...after check in to the chalet, went for our lunch...went to the pasar melayu..the food was not bad...after that went back to the chalet...sleep...hehehe...in the evening went to cashier market for our tea time...i had my fav popia over there...after lepakig there...we went to the nigt safari...but it was a turn down...nothing much that we could see...we paid, we went and saw what we could see...went back to hotel...ahmad and zaidi went for a swim...then we had supper from the chalet...than it was sleeping time...

1 April 2007

woke up at about 9.30am..oohh when i go for holiday with my family one of the thing that i like to do the most is sleep...hehehe....took my bath, get ready, pack our stuff...went to the rstaurant for our breakfast...the food was good, the presentation was also good. all of us enjoyed our breakfast...the we went straight to maxwell hill...the road to go up there is really winding...no wonder you can't drive yourself up there...it was breezy up there..nice scenery...went to the tulips park...the tulips are beautiful...we were up there for almost 2 hours...coming down from maxwell hill, we went for a cup of cendol at one of the famous stall for cendol there...after having our cup ofcendol we started our journey back to kl...
it was jammed all along the highway...Pa was driving from taiping to tapah...i took over at tapah at 6.30pm...and it was 10.30pm when we got to rawang R&R....it was rawang!!! it should be a one and a half hour journey from tapah to kl...but on that day it took us 5hrs to get to kl..we reached kg baru at midnight...had our dinner cum supper at that time..

so that was my holiday with my family...just a short trip but the most important thing is that we spent time together...my family my eternal love....

Dubai?? Indonesia???

2007-04-09T13:25:00.000+08:00

dubai?? indon??? that is what my best friend just told...she was asking me is it ok if i work in either one of the countries...i was stunned and shocked...it was just yesterday that she told me working in other state in malaysia and i was like no no...and now other country???

i just can't imagine how it would be without her??? we had been there for each other always...sharing our hapiness, sadness, ups and downs...she is my partner in crime...with whom am i going to share all this if she goes there??? who am i going to call or sms at anytime of the day??? and who is going to call/sms me at anytime...man just the thought of her going far away makes me think all this...i wonder how i would be if she really go...

but my dearest best friend, if that is the best for you, than i won't stop you from going..i just want the best for you...no matter how far we are, we will always remain close in the heart...who knows i might get a job there too...

Let it Out....

2007-04-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

Too often we don't realize
what we have until it is gone;
Too often we wait too late to say
"I'm sorry - I was wrong"
Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones
we hold dearest to our hearts;
And we allow foolish things
to tear our lives apart
Far too many times we let
unimportant things into our minds;
And then it's usually too late
to see what made us blind
So be sure that you let people know
how much they mean to you;
Take that time to say the words
before your time is through
Be sure that you appreciate
everything you've got
And be thankful for the little things
in life that mean a lot

to my dearest friend...don't keep it to yourself...sometimes things need to be said out loud...

Dedicated to WP from MD...

2007-04-07T16:52:00.000+08:00

i really love this poem coz this is the feeling that the writer has toward WP...if they are fated to be together they'll be...my doa is always there for both of them...

Since the 1st time I caught your eyes
I haven’t stopped thinking about you…
Since the moment your hand touched mine…
I knew I wouldn’t be able to resist u…
Your face is all I see…
Every night in my dreams…
Can’t help but wonder how it feels
Kissing your lips...
I have no doubt in my mind…
It would be a feeling I’d never forget…
Your smile takes my breath away…
More than words can say…
What I’d give just to be around you…
All the time….
How happy I would be, just to call you mine…
But there are feelings I have yet to share…
So afraid you might not care
I pray you'll let me into your heart
To gibe you a love that won’t ever fall apart…
I also pray that someday you'll open up your eyes
And hopefully you'll come to realize
That the 1 thing you've missing from your life… IS ME!!!

wriiten by: MD, 070407 at 1600hrs

25 March 2007

2007-04-07T15:53:00.000+08:00

woke up at 9am...took my bath and wake za~i~dah up...promise with wazie to meet at 11am...by 10.45am me and zai was ready...wazie was not ready yet as he fall asleep again after he woke earlier...about 11.15am we met...since all of us didn't take our breakfast we decided to have our brunch first...yesterday when we went to Chiku we past by R&R area between the journey...so we decided to have our brunch there...anyhow the food was sucks...nothing much to eat so just had what we can over there....

then started our journey to Chiku...we reached at the school at 1++, parked our car exactly next to the idiot car...waited for him and settle things out..sorry i just don't feel ike writting that unhappy moments during the journey...once we are done with that idoit...we went back to GM...lepak in the hotel...chit chat among us...but mostly was teasing the pampered za~i~dah...with her garfield pillow and her froggie... :) it was alomst 5pm that we started our journey to KB...it was raining through the journey..took us 3hrs plus to get to KB...got there took the stuff and we went to have our dinner...went to this place so called a western stall but the food is pathetic...hhmmm...when we were at the restaurant, wazie did the ordering for za~i~dah...so sweet...hehehehe...

it was about 9pm that we started our journey back to GM...went to the hotel...freshen up ourself especially wazie coz he has been driving all along since we started the journay...man, u r really a gentleman...i'm not sure if any other guy will do like what you did...thanks a zillions....za~i~dah took her bath first, followed by wazie coz me was still thinking should i take my bath or just stay the way i was...finally i decided to take my bath...while i was taking my bath, my beloved friend here was operated by her beloved friend...za~i~dah has a wart at her foot...so wazie willingly operated the wart for za~i~dah...when i came out from the washroom, the doctor was busy operating his patient but i bet he did in the most gentle way that he could...am i right??? LOL...by the time the operation was over and all of us was ready it was 2am in the morning..

initially wazie asked me can i drive, i told him yeah why not...i should be able to drive but like i said he's a nice guy...when we left the room he said, i'll drive but the two of you should keep on talking so that i won't feel sleepy....and knowing me and za~i~dah, we can just keep on talking and talking and talking...i guess it was almost 4am that i just couldn't stand myself from falling asleep...yes i was sleepy plus that the two of them was talking so softly and romantically...so i thought why not i give them a chance to have some private moment for themselves...i slept for half an hour...we stop by at the road side stall for a cup of coffee...stop there for half an hour or less than that...start our journey again...

finally at 6.30am we reached ampang....since that it was breakfast time, we decided to go to PELITA...wazie's fav hang out place LOL...i guess he misses the food there....LOL...wazie ordered all his favourite food and the way he ordered give an impression to the waiter that he ordered for all of us...but no that is actually for him...all of it...me and za~i~dah was asking each other don't the waiter want to take our order???so we called the waiter ordered our food...man you should see how wazie eat his half boiled egg...LOL...it's true zai...his table manner is good...after eating our breakfast the only meal that we enjoyed through out the journey, it was time for goodbye...wazie drove to his house but he just stop by at the road side so we don't exactly know where he stay...then me drove back to my house...

so this is the story of our journey to GM...what i can say is i had fun through out the journey...teasing za~i~dah...watching za~i~dah and wazie fighting for the froggie and etc...wazie, thanks for driving us around, cheering up za~i~dah and taking care of us...you are such a grat friend and za~i~dah is damn lucky to have you as a friend...
za~i~dah, i'm glad that finally the idiot is out of your life...remember everything happen for a reason...don't regret about it...there's always a silver lining in every cloud...
and please my dear, don't just chuck wazie out of your life...it's a pity to let go of a nice friend like him...let the friendship grow...where is this friendship heading to, only Allah knows...and sorry if i told wazie a lot about you...but you know he is asking and i can't be a snob and ignore him right...so i told him what i think he should know...but again sorry if i told him things that should not been told....

may Allah bless all of us, our friendship and our lifes....love seeing both of you together...may Allah bless both of you with all the hapiness and love....

Journey to Gua Musang, 24 March 2007

2007-04-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

finally the day come...5 days planning and final decision was made a day before the trip...why was it a last minute decision is all because we need to find someone who is realiabe to accompany us for the trip...for sure zai's family and my family will not agree if only me and zai goes to GM...as to me i don't have any guy friend that i could depend on...so zai's friend, wazie was willing to help...but just a day before the trip, zai called and say if he don't call me today than our trip tomorrow is cancel...what can i say...just follow the boss...alhamdulillah...he called...so the trip is on....

i received call from zai at 9.20am some sort of wake up call for me...then only i started packing my stuff and so....by 1pm, zai arrived...basically this is the first time me meeting wazie...and i just don't know if i could get along with him...as usual me, act normal as if i know him quite sometimes...invited zai and wazie to the house...lucky us that Ma went for engagement ceremony near by...so wazie is saved from Q&A session that Ma and aunty had planned earlier...lucky you wazie....Pa was around but knowing him you know he won't ask much...after introducing wazie to Pa, me and zai went up straight away...pity wazie...but we didn't do it purposely...LOL...by the time i'm done with the packing and zai choosen the book, we went down...by then wazie was already talking to Pa about Pa's job...it's just too weird to see both of them talking as if they had known each other before....but it's a good sign...me say goodbye to everyone than we started our journey....

wazie, being a gentleman drove the car...zai was really shy in the car but she was being herself all along...since that she was so comfortable and just be herself, it makes my life easier...so i had a pleasant journey to GM....we stop by at raub (i think so) for lunch...i was hungry but this two friend of mine was not...but any how we had our lunch cum tea....the food was so so la...but the service is totally out....zai, remember 14.50???? LOL....through out the journey we chit chat and talk about each other...and for the first time in my life i didn't sleep through out the journey....LOL...one thing for sure i just love to see both of them together...me and wazie had fun teasing zai all along the journey....

we reached GM at about 4.30pm...look around for the hotel..saw hotel GM...gosh...the hotel really look old...i guess it has been very long since dad went there...so we went and look for kesedar inn...alhamdulillah the hotel look good...so we decided to stay there...2 rooms has been book...next to each other...easier...by the time the room was ready it was almost 5pm...since zai and wazie is sleepy we decided to rest before we go out anywhere...the deal was after maghrib...and surprisingly i was not sleepy..so i justwatch the tv, took my bath and just wait...zaidah sleep soundly...she is very tired...so i just let her sleep...it was 8++ that zai received her wake up call from wazie...and zai was like half awake at that time...when wazie ask her where would you like to eat, bangsar or hartamas..she answered bangsar...ad we are at GM...LOL....

it was 8.30pm when we went out for dinner...had our dinner somewhere around GM itself...btw GM is not a big city like what wazie told zaidah, Gua Musang...tempat x de pembangunan tue....LOL...had our dinner and we went to Ciku....to find the school that the idiot i teaching....it's about half an hour drive from GM but we took almost an hour..coz we got lost in between...the school is quite big...but it's typical school....once we know the school than we head back to the hotel...but we did stop by at the most happening place in GM which is 7E...yeah guys...that's the only place that is in common with what we have in kl...so we stop by at 7E few times in a day...zai has no appetite...so she bought miok and some junk food...

12.15am we were back in our room...as usual me with my tv...zai received her call...by 2am we went to sleep....

my comments about wazie...a nice person....a good friend...know how to treat a person...realiable....and he has a good manner...have not seen people greet 7E personnel but he did...my doa to Allah is may both of them be happy together...have not seen see zaidah as comfortable as she was wth any other guy before...

March

2007-04-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

first day of the month was Ma's birthday....went to nelayan seafood to celebrate Ma's birthday. bought for Ma two jubah suits...she choose and we pay...she like it and she enjoyed herself...that is the most important thing...one of my aim in life is to make my parent happy....trying my best but i know i'm so good in it yet...love you so much Ma....you are the best.....

on 17th march at 2.50pm, abg hafiz and kak azreen has become the proud parent of mohamad zain...baby zain...finally there is a baby in the family...so happy for both of them...btw, zain is a cute baby....will try my best to go there by end of the month to meet my beloved nephew, baby zain...

in this month something happen....my best friend...the closest friend ever...zaidah zainal...decided to break off her engagement that she had been holding on for the past 4 years...i totally agree with her decision...it's something that she should have done way before...to me is simple...not worth it to wait for someone who doesn't appreciate you...you will be with the person who is fated to be with you...since that she decided, we had to let that idiot to know about this...firstly zai sent an email, no response...i sent an email no response...after 3 weeks of waiting, we have no choice but to drive all the way to place that he is working which is i Gua Musang...this is where the story begin....

to be continue....

February 2007

2007-04-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

february....my special month...my birthday... i turn 26 this year...feeling old?? nah...still young...hehehe...celebrate my birthday among family...to all my family and friends, thanks for all the wishes...love ya...

3 days after my birthday something unpleasant happen...quarrel with my pet sis...was really upset about it...and on that day itself i've decided that i'll let go of everyone and everything that is realated to her...was a tough decision but if that is what make her happy then i should respect it...i wish her all the best in whatever that she do and may Allah bless her always....and up to date, i haven't call or sms her...hehehe...life goes on no matter what....

had a small gathering with my st marian friends...had been a long time since we meet each other...hoe fong, evelyn, ched may, ai chin, melisa,shahira....really enjoyed my self on that day...we talked about everything...about our past in schools, our lifes now as working adults and some updates on the realationship that some of us going through...really lucky that i have all this people in my life as my friends....love ya...

January 2007

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2007 started with sweet and happy moments....

early week of january uncle Sop and aunty Sakin was here. Yaya enroll in KTJ. so it was a small gathering. just love being around families. spending times with them...Thanks to Allah for blessing me with the families...just love every single moments that i spent with them...love all of you no matter where you are....

then comes all the weddings of my close friends in uni...start with norsuzana zakaria...my petite roomate for four years...whom had been there during my stay in parit raja...sharing the ups and downs of my life...suzana's nikah was on 5th january 07, followed by her reception on 6th january 07. i attended only the reception. went to the reception with kak ita. i took the bus from kl - ipoh - kl...so happy for su that finally she found her soulmate...to anuar, take a good care of my freind...love and cherish each other....

the next day, 7th january 07 was angah and maz's wedding reception. it was held in senggarang, batu pahat. me, nini, lala, zauiyah took a trip down there. we promise to meet the others at the entrance of ittho before we head to angah's house. was simple but nice wedding reception. enjoyed my self there as i get to meet my uni mates that i have not meet sionce we garduate...update on each others life...

the last wedding reception in january was my dearie rina's...her nikah was held on 11 january 07 in kelana jaya. followed by her reception on 14 january 07 at concorde shah alam....me, nana and nini took off on 11 to be there with her and celebrate the special day of her life...so happy for rina that finally she found the ONE after everything that she went through...it's ok dear, everything happen for a reason and now you have the best....her reception was wonderful...well plan event...and i was the bride maid...was a challenge for me...this was my first time, alhamdulillah i manage to do it...was it ok dear??? hehehe....the food was superb and my dear rina look stunning in her wedding dress... so happy for her...really happy....

to all my friends....congrats and all the best in your new life...may Allah bless you and your marriage...awaiting for the babies....my nieces and nephews....hehehe...

i did a major changes in my life...i start to wear hijab from 1st muharam this year (islamic calender)....alhamdulillah Allah has open up my heart and guiding me in being a better person...

Hi...Hello...Moshi Moshi...

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assalamualaikum....

hi there....to everyone who visited this blog, thank you for visting my blog. everything in this blog comes sincerely from my heart and i mean every single word that i say in this blog. if anyone feel hurt with what ever that is written in this blog, millions of sorry in advance from me...take care and have fun....